Chapter 9: Is it time?

"Is it finally time…?" I kept repeating in my mind.

My body was "getting ready" for the special event.

Hina kept looking at me with a lustful look, while her face was getting closer to mine.

Then, she gently nibbled on my ear , making my whole soul shiver.

"Hey… don't make me wait…" she whispered directly into my ear.

Well… I wasn't used to these kind of things since I never slept with a woman before… so I didn't know how to react.

I wasn't replying to Hina's teasing because my silence was actually speaking for me.

Hina then gently bit my neck while her left arm was gently caressing my chest.

"It feels so good…" I said , after feeling the pleasure she gave me.

"Let's go… Don't make me waiting, Kai…" she whispered into my ear again.

Then, I stopped thinking with my brain and I grabbed Hina's hand and led her into my bedroom.

"This is my bedr-" my voice got interrupted by the sound of a door locking behind me.

I felt some fear mixed with arousal.

I turned back to face Hina and noticed that she was already unbuttoning her shirt.

"H-Hina…? Why did you lock the door?" I said to myself.

Hina let out a malicious laugh from her mouth.

"Well… I just want nobody to disturb us." She said.

After her words, Hina fully removed her shirt, leaving only her bra.

My eyes were focused on her perfect body, with a skinny belly and a medium-sized chest.

I was trembling with excitation.

I felt like i could jump on her in any moment…

But deep down, i still felt that something was off, so despite that feeling of passion, there was a glimpse of unease.

Hina was taking some steps closer to me.

Every move she made was making my heart race.

"Hina, but I live alone… there's no need to lock the door-" Hina then interrupted my speaking again, by shutting my mouth with her index finger.

"Shhh… it's way hotter…" she whispered in a low voice.

Then, Hina gently pushed me on the bed and put herself on top.

After that, she moved down on my neck and started to kiss it, while her hands were unbuttoning my shirt too.

"Oh, please… I think it's getting hot… you should remove this shirt…" she said while kissing my neck.

I did what she wanted and i gently removed it, showing my bare body.

Hina stopped the kisses to take a look at me.

She put her hands on her face and looked at my body with admiration.

"Splendid…" she whispered in a tone full of passion while her hands were tracing lines on my body.

"You surely train a lot… do you? These ABS… i really like them…". She added while caressing my belly.

I was feeling too many things.

And most of all, it was my first time doing these kind of stuff…

Another feeling of unease started to linger in my mind.

Hina seemed too experienced… her kisses, her movements… her excitement… it seemed like she already experienced these things.

Maybe i was wrong, but this was my feeling…

Hina always said that i was her first in everything.

Then, Hina stood up and looked at me with her dark eyes that seemed to be burning in some way.

Her eyes were red just like the passion… or like blood.

She clearly wanted me to make a move.

And so, i gently got up, still with her on top of me and i started to kiss her passionately just like we usually did.

I closed my eyes and leaned in with a kiss.

Our tongues were dancing in a sweet , languid ballet.

It seemed like we were totally made for each other.

I was completely melting in those kisses and by instinct i removed her bra.

I heard a soft moan coming out from her mouth.

She then broke the kiss and i noticed a blush all over her face.

She covered her breasts and looked away in such an adorable way.

"S-Sorry… it's my first time and I'm a little bit shy about these things…"

I felt guilty after what I've done, but at the same time I was happy that this was her first time.

"S-sorry…" i said while looking away. "I just got carried away by the moment…" i added.

"It's… it's okay. I noticed that…" she said, while her body was trembling a little.

"Let's say that… a presence told me that you're getting too excited… Fufu~" Hina added while gently shaking her hips on me.

When i heard those words , I immediately looked down to take a look at my lower body and… yes, i was too excited.

"S-Sorry, Hina… we can stop if you w-" Hina silenced me again with her finger.

She wasn't embarrassed anymore.

Instead, she gently whispered: "Please, continue…"

After that, she got off me and lay down on the bed.

She then opened her arms like she was inviting me.

"Come, Kai-Kun… I'm sure that you're the right one for me… the first and the last…" She said.

Her voice was shaking with passion and lust.

She sounded like she was truly in love with me despite all she's gone through.

I finally took a better look at Hina's naked upper body.

Her curves were perfect and irresistible.

She was like a perfect work of art…

I was going to make love for the first time in my life…

I was experiencing too many things together to think straight…

So, i didn't think about it twice and leaned in.

First , i kissed her lips while my hands were gently massaging her chest.

Hina's arms were wrapped around my neck and her grip tightened everytime i touched one of her sensitive spots.

She let out some loud but very cute moans.

But still… something was off.

Hina's body was trembling a little.

Maybe she didn't want to do this… but i kept going.

Then, i suddenly went lower with my kisses and moved to her belly.

I was aiming for something else but in the same moment that i kissed her bellybutton, i felt her body twitching and, by instinct , Hina's hands pulled my hair a little.

After that little "event" I raised up my head and noticed that Hina was breathing very heavily and was looking away.

"Hina…?" I said, while moving closer to her face.

She finally looked at me and i could finally see her eyes.

She was… crying.

"Hina? Are you okay?!!" I said by gently caressing her hair.

She hesitated for a moment before speaking.

"Y-yes… sorry… it's… it's just…" she tried to say, but I interrupted her.

"It's okay if you don't want to do it, Hina. Especially if it's our first time.., I want this to be a special moment." I said while caressing her cheek to put her at ease.

Hina seemed surprised after seeing my reaction.

She rubbed my cheek too and wiped her tears away.

"Thank you… Kai… I… I just thought that you would've loved me more if we did it." Hina replied.

After her sentence, I felt my head shattering into a million pieces…

Maybe i ignored her too much and she was conceding herself to me to gain my attentions…

Words cannot explain how much I felt guilty after that.

"I'm so sorry, Hina…" I said while getting off her and laying down to her side.

Then, I gently covered her with a blanket and smiled at her.

I wrapped my left arm around her in a comfortable embrace and she buried her face on my chest.

"Sorry, Hina… I promise that our first time will be something very special." I said while landing a small kiss on her forehead.

"T-Thank you, Kai." She replied.

All the rumors I heard about Hina seemed fake.

It was impossible for such a sweet girl to be a bad person…

After our sweet moment, me Hina continued talking until she fell asleep in my arms.

I lay there, my mind racing.

I knew that I still had to find a way to get more information without putting myself or anyone else at risk.

The night passed very rapidly and i found myself asleep in the blink of an eye like it was magic.

I was experiencing a lot of emotions and all the bad sensations about Hina were gone… for that moment.

But before sleeping, i noticed that Hina was still clinging tightly to me, refusing to let me go even in her sleep.

She also kept mumbling some strange words in her sleep like: "mine" , "only mine" ,

"Don't touch him…", "no… stay away from him…".

Maybe she was having a strange dream, nobody could know.

Hina's grip was tightening every second, but I pretended not to care about it , since i focused myself on staying calm and relaxing.

I was happy to have shared such a sweet moment with her , but… little did i knew that something strange was about to happen…