Diary Entry- I

Note from Author - Hello everyone. One of the perks of this novel is that you will get to know a piece of Sloane Kingston's past from her diary entries that she wrote in the past. So keep in mind that she is living in the current time but glimpses of some of her diary entries are shown from past. Thankyou. Enjoy your reading~

April 07, 2020 2:57am

Dear Diary,

Confucius said "Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves.". But he forgot that ghosts do not have graves. Nor do a living, walking ghost like me. The day those people shattered me and burned every single piece of my soul, they snuffed out the life out of me.

Now I am surviving each day just for a sole purpose - Revenge. To give justice to my family in my own twisted way.

After all the painful and exhausting training of today's , I can't even sleep properly. All the physical pain from self defense classes is becoming useless against the pain my soul is suffering. It's tiring. I am tired. Of living. 

I have just woke up from my nightmare. The fog of blackness is surrounding me and choking me. I am desperately trying to drown out those voices echoing in my mind. Sometimes I wonder if killing each and every single one of them give me a peaceful sleep? 

I am trying my best not to make any noise because Noah is a light sleeper and he is sleeping just next to my room. Smallest of the noise made and he will barge into my room like every time he does. Then he would cocoon me in his hug and will try to make me sleep like a perfect older brother. But I do not want to disturb his sleep. I feel bad for him because he had to someone like me , who is broken beyond repair.

He is everything that has kept me sane up until now. I wake up to see sun because of him. But now I do not know, until when I can keep control and not give in the madness to succumb to darkness. 

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