Chapter 34 New feelings

(New feelings)

"Fred, have I think hanging is a much more easier way to die, have them tortured until they plead for their life." Damien ordered his eyes never left mine

"How can you be so cruel?" I asked no one in particular

"It's a lesson to any one who dares betray me, be it my wife, friend or anyone." Damien walked towards me that I felt his breath on my skin "believe me their death might be even more preferable." He whispered and left.

I hurried up the stairs to the bedroom, I can't believe him, how dare he threaten me? I'm the one assigned to protect him, who does he thinks he is? I angrily punched the wall.

"He's a jerk." I said, referring to Damien.

I decided to ease my anger as I switched into a short denim skirt and a tight crop top with a furry coat.

I decided to visit the bar I visited yesterday, what in the world is wrong with Damien? And what the fuck is wrong with me? Why am I having a soft spot for him, why am I taking this marriage serious? Why am I feeling angry and hurt? This questions scares me the most.

What is going on in my life and what is happening to me? I ordered a bottle of vodka, I need to get myself wasted, I don't want Damien pestering my mind any longer.

He's becoming an irksome and dangerous person, I'm not scared of him, I'm only scared of one thing, I'm developing feelings for him, it's not supposed to be that way.

I downed a glass of vodka, I could feel my throat burning but all I wanted was to drink it all.

I gulped down 4 extra glasses and then the effects began to kick in, my phone vibrated, I can't even tell where the vibration was coming from because I was already dizzy, I gulped down the whole content. I could feel some eyes on me but I don't actually mind.

They don't have problems similar to mine, I'm a secret assassin sent to protect my husband and learn his secrets then I'll eliminate my husband. Worst of all, I can't explain this feelings I'm having towards him.

I placed some notes on the table and stood up to leave, I almost fell but a strong muscular hand caught me.

I looked up to the one who saved me from falling but his face was blurry. Soon, my heart beat increased and I felt my head thudding heavily.

"Hey, you're totally wasted." The man said, his voice was low and handsome

"Hey there handsome, I love your parfum, how much does it cost?" I blurted on and on as I hiccuped

The unknown man carried me away to heaven knows where, I can't even understand my environment anymore, I don't even know who this man is but I felt so lightheaded

"Get your hands off her." I heard a deep hoarse voice.

Wait, I'm already outside the bar? But how? I felt nauseous as I ran to a corner and started throwing up.

"Fuck it Abby! We're going home." I could feel the anger radiating from the masculine voice

"Damien?" I called to be sure but he just swiped me from my feet and carried me bridal style to the car.

I felt safe and comfortable around him, honestly, I was glad he came for me. I thought he won't want to see my face again.

"I'm sorry Damien, I'm really sorry, I made you angry, do you hate me now?" I pouted as I pressed myself on him in the car.

"Stop it Abby, I'm mad at you, do you know how worried I was? I was so angry when I saw that guy around you, you keep going against my rules..." He continued until I zoned out.

The next day

I woke up but the constant migraines couldn't let me focus, I was in the bedroom. I saw Gina sweeping the room

"Ma'am you're awake," she rushed towards me with a tray and a glass of water.

"How on earth did I get home?" I asked as I took the pills, honestly, I don't actually remember what happened after yesterday.

"Ah, ma'am, Boss was so worried yesterday, he brought you home himself." Gina whispered with a giggle

"Oh Gina, you're good at exaggeration." I muttered

"I saw the worry in his eyes when he carried you home, everyone saw it." She stated

"Worry?" I scoffed "I'm having a bad honeymoon sweetheart, I prefer going back to my previous life." I revealed with a deep sigh

"It'll pass ma'am." Gina smiled

"Like hell it will, I just want to hate him, I want to hate him but it's not working, I need a plan b, I don't want to be stuck up with a man who is still in love with his dead fiancee."

I uttered with frustration, feeling another presence, I turned towards Gina.

Damien stood at the door, he was putting on a red vest and a deep blue jeans. I swallowed seeing his huge muscles, he looks so hot and sexy

"Continue, it's an interesting speech." He expressed

"I..I.. You.." I stuttered nervously

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Did he heard all the nonsense I was spilling out? I'm totally fucked

Gina left as he locked the door then he lifted his eyes to meet mine. I felt drawn to those baby blue eyes, how on earth am I going to accomplish this mission?

"You don't look bad after sleeping for 16 hours." He muttered making me gasp as I searched for my phone

"Looking for this?" He asked as he threw it at me.

I'm one lucky Bitch you know, it's a good thing this is actually my business phone not my agent phone.

"Oh, thanks." I said as I went through the phone. The time was 2pm.

"Wait, I slept for 16 hours? How's that even possible?" I asked in disbelief.

"Thanks to the vodka it was possible, do you have any idea how dangerous it was? You alone in a bar? A married woman?" He accused as i flared up