Chapter 40 A new Damien

(A new Damien)

They all laughed at me, two guards roughly pulled me to a table in the middle of the room but I fought them off with my untied legs.

"You better play along Abby, or should i say Mariana?" Damien demanded as he tore my blouse

"Stop this Madness Damien please, just kill me already." I pleaded

"Leave everyone." He commanded as they all left.

"You're my slave henceforth, I will do whatever I want with you as your punishment, I'm honoring your father by not killing you because you were the most important part of his life." He said

"He's not my father, what the fuck is wrong with you Damien? I'm not your fucking ex that died years ago." I cried, trying to make it clear to him.

How can this be? How can I be someone I knew absolutely nothing about, I know my family weren't nice to me but I can't deny my identity because of Damien.

"You are Mariana!" He slept the words to me with coldness, his voice was hoarse and daring.

I sobbed as Damien tore my blouse and jeans skirt, I ponder where his strength came from, he tore it like it was just a piece of paper

"I'm your boss and you'll serve me well, pleasure me well and do as I command you geddit?" He asked

I just nodded slowly, I'm already feeling lightheaded but what can I do? I can't kill him nor can i do anything to stop him, he's the only man I was afraid of being Silent Killer.

He stripped me like a whore as he forced me to suck his dick, he showed no mercy when he fucked my mouth hard making me swallow all he throws at me, he pounded me like a rapist not like the Damien I knew.

He's a monster, I made him a monster, I just lay there accepting whatever he throws at me. I don't even know who I am anymore and my only hope and trust lies On Damien, but here he is treating me like a slut, pounding me without mercy, transferring all his aggression to me.

I was locked up in a room and Damien fulfilled his promises, he made my life a living hell, he made me prayed for death. He became the monster I never expected him to be. He looks terrifying, sounds terrifying, in fact everything about him is terrifying.

He rapes me and tortures me whenever he likes, I know he's doing this because of the people under him but it's much on me, I can't take it anymore, I even prayed for death everyday.

"What did I ask you to call me?" He asked as he rammed me from behind

"Ahh... Please, please Daddy, please take it easy on me I beg of you.." I cried

"You dare cry?" He whipped me

"I'm..I'm sorry Daddy.." I apologized

"Spread your legs." He ordered

"Please, please.." I cried as he tied my left leg to the left rod by my left side and my right leg on the right rod by my right side. I was suffocating as he used me like a sex slave, he's more stronger than me and I realized that without my weapons and my machines, I'm not Silent killer but someone I don't even know.

My family never looked for me, I miss Jane so much, I wish she could help me but there's no help around here. Everyone are against me excluding Gina and Fred who felt sorry for me but couldn't do anything to help.

I've tried escaping twice but all my plans bounced back at me, I cried everyday for a savior to locate me but there was none as I waited everyday, pleading and pleading

I've never been this scared before, I've never been through such trauma before and I cursed the day I met Damien, I kept cursing that day because hadn't it been that one night stand, he wouldn't had located me

I laid down on the bed as I cuddled myself staring at the yellow sunset from my window. I love this view, I always felt like someone is out there in the sky watching over me and guiding me.

Though I might be rebelious sometimes but I just need true love, I want to feel what it's like to be loved, I can't remember my childhood memories, only my teenage memories, I don't even know what to believe anymore.

*knock*

I know it's Gina, she cared about me alot, she even treated me like a sister and I'm indebted to her, once I leave this place I'll payback her kindness

"I'm not hungry Gina." I muttered

"It's.. Lowell.."

"Just get out, you were sent by your boss weren't you?" I asked as tears welled up in my eyes

"Honestly, I'm against whatever The Boss is doing to you, it's much and I can't bear to see all this." He sounds genuine.

I sat up on the bed and turned towards him with my red, swollen eyes.

"Do you pity me? I'm a bitch, I murdered Nightmare's brother, I'm Silent killer the murderer and I don't even know who I am, I don't even know where my true family are, I'm being raped, beaten up, mistreated, caged and abused by the only man I ever trusted. I want to die and that's all." I sobbed. Lowell sighed as he side hugged me and placed my head on his shoulder.

"It's okay, all will be fine, I promise to help you when I get the chance, you're not as bad as I thought." He patted my shoulder to give me comfort but I've already lost my sanity and all i ever wanted is to leave this place.

"Can you help me escape?" I pleaded

"I wish I can, but I promise to help you once I get the chance." He whispered

"This is just a month of our marriage, there are many other days to come, he'll keep on mistreating me..." I cried

"I have to figure out something then." Lowell said as I nodded

"Don't forget me." I pleaded

"I won't." He replied as he left.