Chapter 44 She left me again

(She left me again)

Damien's POV

I just wanted to keep on punishing Abby, I was so angry with her, though I never derived pleasure punishing her and seeing her cry but fuck! She's Mariana all this while, I wanted to keep on punishing her and then when I get tired, I will make her my one true wife and queen.

I'm in love with her, I just don't want to admit it, I wanted to take out my distress on her, I wanted to punish her for making me fall helplessly for her.

Truth is that I never felt comfortable hearing her cry, but whenever I remember her challenge, she changed and joined the STHA association, the very organization that killed her father.

The people that murdered her mother, and killed her the first time

"All this must be the handwork of Catherine Jones, she's one of the head of the STHA department, it must be part of her plan." Fred informed

"I know, but Mariana don't even know she's Mariana." I answered him

"I'm sure she used the purple drug on her, if so, Mariana can never get back her memories. I'm sure if she remembers she's Mariana,she'd had killed Catherine Jones a long time ago than dining with them." Fred noted

"She stabbed me Fred, she killed Jole and Foresight, I need justice for them, they loved Mariana so much but she killed them and Nightmare deserves the revenge for his brother." I insinuated

"You've seen the conspiracy man, you're doing what they want you to do, you're killing her with your own hands. You promised her father that you'd never hurt her." Fred reminded

"Mariana should pay for what she did." I insisted

"She's paid enough, you're never this inhumane, you should stop this else you'd lose her, I know you still love her so much." Fred advised

"She's.." I was interrupted by the ringing phone.

"Yes, What happened? What? Search for her everywhere else I will have your heart plucked separate from your body." I declared

"What the fuck.." Fred muttered as he received his call

"Track her down Fred, we need to track her down." I ordered

"Okay, okay, let's start with the airport details." Fred said

"Get me every details of people that left this country tonight, hurry up." I demanded.

For a moment, I lost my sanity when i heard Abby escaped, I lost her again, gosh I'm totally doomed, I can't afford to lose her again, I know what I went through the last time I lost her.

"Don't worry man, we'll find her." Fred assured me

"Send 3 men each to the different countries, I need to find her before she gets far away from here." I already fucked up

I ran my hands down my hair as I bit my lip in frustration

"We're leaving." I said to fred

"But the 2 million dollars contract." Fred reminded

"Mariana is more important." I added

We arrived at New York the next day, I even sent news to various Airport departments round the world, yet I haven't gotten a feedback ever since.

I was broken, I just want all this news to be a lie, when will I see her again? What would become of me? Where is she now? Is she comfortable? Have she eaten? Will she come back? All this questions are eating me up fuck it!

"Fred, any news yet?" I asked but he just shrugged his shoulders

"You think it's funny? This is a serious matter Fred!" I hollered, my breath hitched

"If you can't find her, you await another reunion. I warned you couz, but you were so adamant to listen."Fred stated

"Tell me Fred, is this part of your plan? Did you help her escape?" I yelled

"If i did, I'd tell you to your face." Fred answered

"Fuck, fuck, fuck." I muttered as I ran my fingers down my hair.

"You just have to calm down man, she's now smarter than ever, I'm sure she'll be safe." Fred said

"Do you think there must be a reason she escaped, something she actually don't want me to know?" I asked

"You're a bad Blacks Mr. Damien, just 4 months of your marriage and your wife ran away, wow grandpa will be pleased." Fred commented

"This isn't about grandpa you hear me! This is about Mariana, my wife!" I hollered

"Oh, she's now your wife, I thought she was your sex slave or should I say slut?" Fred sounded angry

"She's my wife and I can do whatever I want with her." I added

"Now you've done it, I hope you're enjoying it?" He asked with a smirk "did I mention that I have to go to the club today? It's been a while since I touched a woman. Man, you're good in banging, for some years now I thought you've lost your stamina for sex but you outdid my expectations, her loud cries and pleadings resounding the room with everyone's horrified facial..."

"Oh stop it Fred! Get out!" I hollered

"Calm down man..."

"I said out! Make sure you track her down, we should find her before grandpa's birthday comes up." I ordered as he left the car.

A WEEK LATER

I was totally shattered, now I can see that without Mariana my life is a total waste. I had her in my hands and I let her slip through my fingers.

I tried tracking her down using the bank cards I gave her but she haven't used either of them since then.

I don't even know what to do anymore, I'm in love with her, yes I know I'm in love with her but I never knew that without her as Abby, Mariana or Silent killer, my life is never complete. I must have my revenge on the Jones family, I'll bring them to scratch, I'll deal with them and make them regret ever using my wife against me.

I lost my peace of mind and sanity, her cries hunts me every day and I blamed myself countless times for what happened but I need my Wife, no matter what it costs me, I'd get her back.