188 Inner self blame

"There are too many people in the library, so I don't want to go. I learned it in the dormitory!"

Lu Shu replied.

"Oh, then we can come over earlier in the future. Whoever comes earlier, we can occupy a spot for whoever comes first, okay?"

"Uh huh, I have something else to do. Let's talk back!"

After Lu Shu finished replying to the message, he threw his phone aside.

Indeed, Lu Shu is avoiding Qin Ya. In fact, since getting along with Su Muhan, Lu Shu has deliberately kept a distance from the girls.

As for Qin Ya, after finishing the exam this time and starting school again, Lu Shu and his department may stay on campus for three months to defend themselves.

Qin Ya and her team may just go out for internships or something.

I won't see you again.

Mainly in Qin Ya's circle, Lu Shu feels like she can't fit in.

There are no other messy thoughts.

So, two more days passed.

In the past two days, Qin Ya has been looking for Lu Shu almost every morning, saying that she has already occupied a seat for Lu Shu and is waiting for him to study.

Lu Shu all found excuses to push.

Qin Ya has always wanted to invite Lu Shu to a meal to express her gratitude, and she knows that Lu Shu and Zhao Tongtong are not comfortable together, so she once said it was only herself and asked Lu Shu to come out.

Lu Shu still found reasons to push.

Until the next three days, the fourth day and fifth, Qin Ya did not talk to Lu Shu again.

It's like disappearing.

Lu Shu didn't think anything of it either. Apart from studying and reviewing, he just talked to Su Muhan about her recent situation every day.

Everything is normal.

In the afternoon of that day, Lu Shu returned to school from Li Zhenguo's side, at the milk tea shop at the entrance of the school, ready to bring some drinks back for Yang Hui and the others.

"Lu Shu?"

At this moment, a female voice stopped him.

Looking back, it was Zhao Tongtong who also came to buy milk tea. At this moment, seeing Lu Shu present, she was slightly surprised, but her expression on the face was very ugly.

Before, when she saw Lu Shu, she would always laugh and make a few jokes about him.

Now when I see Lu Shu, I look quite disgusted with him.

Lu Shu didn't mind either. At this moment, the milk tea was just fine. Lu Shu smiled and said, "Plus this beautiful woman, I'll pay together!"

"Okay, come on!"

The young man selling milk tea just smiled and responded.

"No need no need, who needs you to pay? Do you need to meddle in your own business?"

Zhao Tongtong gave Lu Shu a disdainful glare.

"I... Tongtong, what's wrong with me?"

Lu Shu was puzzled and said.

"What's wrong with you? Don't you know how many times you stood up Xiaoya?"

Zhao Tongtong frowned and said angrily.

Cough and cough.

Lu Shu also thought of this matter.

Zhao Tongtong said again, "Do you know that a while ago, Xiaoya had to wake up twenty minutes earlier than before every day and run to the library to occupy a spot? When we asked her why she was so early, she said, 'Lu Shu will study with us in the future. And then, every time she occupies a spot, you say you can't come because of something!'"

"Also, that afternoon, Xiaoya made an appointment with you again, and even bought you fruits. She said she had already told you to go to the library together in the afternoon, but unfortunately, you didn't go!"

"Two days in a row, brother. Don't even mention her saying 'treat you to dinner'. She was afraid that you wouldn't get used to going out to eat, so she ordered a meal for you in the cafeteria. She wanted to treat you to lunch, and she was afraid that we would mock you, not even allowing us to accompany her. She was lying down, but you stood her up again!"

What are you hiding from? You can't be as big as a boy, and I can see that Xiaoya has a good impression of you. We don't know why she would be so fond of you

You have a good impression, but you have really chilled Xiaoya's heart! "

Zhao Tongtong spouted out all these words like a cannon.

After listening to Lu Shu, a sense of self blame suddenly surged in his heart.

Indeed, Qin Ya invited herself three or four times, but was rejected by herself.

Lu Shu just thought that Qin Ya would be so polite and polite, but she didn't expect that what she said was true, and even when she invited her in the cafeteria, she had already booked a meal.

Make Lu Shu feel quite sorry for others.

"Do you know what Xiaoya said about you before?"

"What are you saying?"

"Xiaoya said about you, you are quite honest, kind, and a bit silly and cute. She is very curious about you, saying that this is the only male friend she has made who is very untrustworthy. But what about it... I'm sorry, now Xiaoya has an accident, you don't pay attention, and you have the leisure to say that you treat a beautiful woman to milk tea! Xiaoya is so blind!"

Zhao Tongtong felt a little more comfortable after scolding.

But Lu Shu was somewhat surprised: "Qin Ya, what happened to her?"

"It's not that Xiaoya had an accident. She was confused just now. It was her mother who was sick and difficult to cure. Speaking of it, it made her even angrier. On the afternoon before yesterday, Xiaoya didn't say she wanted you to go to the cafeteria for dinner. This time, she brought the food from home and sat in the cafeteria waiting for you to come over. Then you said you had something to do again. That's right. Her family called and said her mother had fainted, so Xiaoya took leave!"

"And we can see that you didn't even consider Xiaoya as a friend. So why are you giving Qin Ya such a valuable jade bracelet?"

Zhao Tongtong gave Lu Shu a disdainful glance.

Then her milk tea was ready, she paid for it, turned around and left.

But Lu Shu stood still in place.

An indescribable pain surged in my heart.

Of course, this will not involve any emotional or romantic matters.

It's obvious that Qin Ya treats herself quite like a friend.

But on my own, I didn't treat Qin Ya as a friend sincerely. Now that something big has happened in her family, and on the afternoon of the incident, she was still waiting for me to go eat.

And I haven't contacted her during these three days either.

Now, Lu Shu opened her social circle and took a look. Sure enough, Qin Ya was saying, Mom, I hope you can make it through this time and everything will get better! My dad and I will find the best doctor in the world for you, and we will definitely cure your illness!

My friend circle was posted three days ago.

Alas, I don't even have a caring greeting!

No matter how you think, it seems like you're not quite something.

I don't know how I can be of any help, but at this moment, seeing Zhao Tongtong who hasn't gone far, Lu Shu chased after him again.

"What are you doing?"

Zhao Tongtong said coldly.

"Ao, I want to ask which hospital Xiaoya's mother is in and what kind of illness she has?" Lu Shu asked.

"Sleeping trough, now I remember to ask, get out of here!"

Zhao Tongtong took a sip of milk tea and cursed, but still said:

"At the Provincial People's Hospital, the illness is very troublesome, and many doctors are helpless and unable to diagnose it until now. Anyway, it is rare in the medical field, and I am not sure about the specific details!"

After finishing speaking, Zhao Tongtong left.

Lu Shu is struggling, should I go and see him? Still not going?

Go visit, say something yourself, and it won't help much.

By the way!

Lu Shu suddenly remembered one thing, which is that he has now independently taken control of the emergency base.

Including armed medical and intelligence forces.

Kang Bo said that these powers are extremely top-notch in the world, and I don't know if my medical skills can be of any help.

Thinking of this, Lu Shu called Tian Long, the two brothers of Tian Long and Di Hu, on the phone.