It feels good 2

I'll cook for both of us. So Vi, what do you like to have for dinner?, Dee asked smiling sweetly. I, I don't know, I don't eat here, mostly on diners or restaurants. I don't know how to cook either, so I never thought of it as necessary, I added shrugging my shoulders while talking. What if you need to cook for your boyfriend or partner, or maybe what if your parents or family, friends visit you, what do you do then?, Dee cried very curious, then walked to the kitchen, opened the fridge and searched for vegetables or meat she can cook for tonight.

I don't invite anyone, I seldom have friends just Frank and my assistants. I am always busy at work I didn't have time to make friends, I said confidently. Besides, I am rich, I just order online and pay using my cards and that's it, I can even set a date with a special someone as far the North Pole if I want to and it'll be done asap.

Hmm!!!, strange! You don't have anyone, besides you. But it's okay. I'm here now, I'll be the chef and I can even teach you some recipes my mom loves to cook back in Manila, Dee added, now, cutting onions and mincing them. She thought of cooking beef with oyster sauce, since her boss has all the untouched spices and condiments in the cupboard available for her to take advantage of right now. She heard Vi's phone rang and excused herself for a bit. Then, she panicked and ran towards me then to the door, she was acting crazy. The doorbell rang twice and Vi didn't open it, then, the person used a key to open it and saw a woman entering the house. I couldn't see clearly since I was already busy sautéing the garlic, onions and then frying the beef that were cut into thin strips. I added some salt, pepper and waited for it to boil, thus put the green vegetables, bean sprouts and some string beans. There's powdered nutmeg which we didn't have in Manila since it's very expensive. But used it now to have that wonderful aroma for my dish, then when the meat is already cooked along with the veges I added the oyster sauce and some mushrooms as well.

Vi's voice was loud at the living room and ran towards the kitchen when beautiful, sexy and blonde woman came in and laughed when she saw me.

So, now, you're into, Asian beauty, not to mention, a girl from the ghettos. Vilania Viviane, you are a heartbreaker and now you're a liar too. I can't believe I put up with you and your lies. You fuck bitch lesbo!, the woman shouted and slapped Vi on her cheek which I think I also since Vi;s face was red and swollen after the incident happened. I was in shock and was covering my mouth now and couldn't believe what I just saw. I lowered the fire on my dish and ran to the fridge to get a cold packet of peas to place on Vi's face for the swelling.

And who might she be, your client?, Dee asked feeling sorry for me, while gently placing the packet on my cheek. Ow, owwwoowow!, I added, for I have never been slapped by a girl this hard. I have been many times but not as shitty as this. Hmm…I am into men and women, so she is sort of my girlfriend, but we just have sex and a good time, that's it. But I didn't think she is serious about me!, I replied still holding the packet on my face and sat on one of the chairs in the kitchen, which was the first time I sat for this long, when Dee came along and lived with me. I never wanted to stay at home longer than maybe two hours, because I would feel lonely and depressed. So, I would go out and spend my time in bars and disco pubs or parties especially on weekends.

Thank you, Dee! I'm sorry you needed to see all that drama, she's always been like that, I cried and took away the packet and laid my back on the sofa back to the living room. Dee helped me and brought me a glass of cold water.

Dinner will be served in a few minutes. Then if you don't spend time at home, I'll make you to and while I'm here I'll take care of you, just like how you took care of me and my family. Let's just say I'm in your debt and I want to repay your kindness with this, Dee said smiling and kissed me on my swollen cheek. Then, she walked back to the kitchen and there the house smelled so good I felt my stomach growl and my mouth drooling already.

I smiled and I think I could get used to this. It felt good and I felt like I have...ahhha, a wife!, I thought, the word the I fear the most when I enter a relationship. EbverI think I could get used to this. It felt good and I felt like I have...ahhha, a wife!, I thought, the word the I fear the most when I enter a relationship.

Every time I get too serious with my relationships I tend to ruin it or run away since responsibilities or commitment suffocates me, like I wanted to puke and free myself from bondage. Serina, the woman who came in earlier to slap me, was someone I would run to in times of need or desire to be loved, given attention or when I had problems to resolve. I love Serina but only as a friend and she couldn't understand that.

She still hoped for me to fall for her in time but it's been five years and I still feel the same. It hurts to see her go but it's more painful if she continues to stay with me and I couldn't repay her kindness with the love she expects from me in the long run. Maybe it's better this way. I think I'm really destined to be alone forever, I thought seriously looking at the photo Serina and I took when we went to Niagara Falls last year. We we're planning to go to African Safari this fall but I think it's no longer going to happen after she became violent and slapped me.