Chapter 31: Boyfriend

I couldn't believe the types of thoughts that were running through my head at that moment. This was the first time I had seen him entirely shirtless before and he was breathtaking. All I wanted to do was run my hands everywhere along his inked skin. I wanted to squeeze his beautiful pecs and feel how hard his abdomen was. Maybe even bite him. My thoughts were so vile I blushed at them. I couldn't be having such desires after what he did to me last night. I didn't stop him, but the whole situation seemed forced onto me. He did warn me that he might do things like this, but I still felt violated. Maybe turned on at the same time, but still. The reason why I am still allowed to walk among the general public was a mystery to me.

While getting lost in my head, I had forgotten that my alarm was going off and noticed that a pair of dark eyes were looking at me. Levy hadn't moved at all while waking up which made his sudden stare startling. I fumbled off the couch and quickly turned off my alarm. "Um, good morning!" It was as if last night's orgasm had taken away my ability to make eye contact with him. I had worked so hard to get to that point that the thought of having to build my courage again irritated me. That, as well as the borderline rape thing. Even though it felt really good and now I can only imagine what he can get my body to do if he used more than his finger.

I slapped my mind back into place again as I stood up from the floor. Levy followed by sitting up on the couch without saying a word. I continued not to look at his glorious body as my cheeks burned brighter than the neon red light of the Chinese takeout restaurant across the street. "I have to get ready for work now," I said in a high-pitched voice. I could barely move an inch before Levy's large hand wrapped around my forearm. He yanked me onto his lap like I was lighter than a pillow and I yelped at the sudden straddling position I was forced into. I panicked, thinking about what happened the last time he pulled me into his lap.

He then looked up at my scared and confused face with longing as he spoke. "Why won't you look at me?" I assessed the jumbled mess of thoughts sitting on the floor of my brain on how to answer that question. "I don't know. Yesterday was a lot. I'm just still processing what happened I guess..." I pursed my lips and held my breath as I waited for his answer. His hands then slowly caressed my back which helped relieve my tension.

"You mean when I fingered you?" The words themselves were enough to make me squirm with embarrassment as I nodded. He pulled me closer so that his chin was against my collarbone as he looked up at me. I tried to ignore how cute he was being when I answered him. "It felt good, but it also felt forced. I know you warned me about this but I'm still trembling from it," I squeaked. Even though his face showed little emotion, I noticed the subtle change. His eyelids fell half closed as his gaze left me.

"Are you alright?" He asked. I was surprised at his concern and the tension in my shoulders slowly melted away. "Yes. I'm okay, Levy. I'm just getting used to your animal side," I joked, nervously. The corner of his mouth lifted but he didn't move otherwise. "You're the only person I know who calls me Levy. It's cute." He added. I had figured that with a name like Leviathan, he would get a lot of nicknames, but I guess that was not the case. 

He lifted his chin from my collarbone so he was eye-level with me. "I wish I could say that I can stop. But every part of you calls to me. Your little squeaks from just grabbing your hand make me want to tangle your body in a mess of mine. I've never taken it slow before. And now it's like something is growing inside of me that is getting harder to control." I could see the hunger in his eyes from being so close and couldn't respond. It was almost as if there was a monster inside of them and it gave me a strange feeling. After a moment, the look he gave me faded into emptiness. "Am I scaring you?" He asked me in a soft tone, but I could sense he was afraid. "Honestly... A little. But that's not news. I've always been a little afraid of you. It's partially why I'm so attracted to you. What that says about me, I have no idea."

I chuckled a little before softening my voice. "You don't have to worry about me leaving you, Levy. I've belonged to you ever since the moment I saw you." I paused. Did I seriously just say that? A low rumble then purred through Levy's throat as he exhaled. "You see. It's things like that. It pisses me off. Every word out of your mouth only makes me want you more. You don't belong to me yet. Not until I've felt you're silky insides around my cock," he growled and locked his lips onto mine. After a passionate kiss, he pulled away just enough to speak through his teeth. "I need you so fucking bad. Every day is a battle not to rape that tight cunt."

My eyes went wide and he paused as if he just heard what he told me. "Sorry," He said with a tinge of embarrassment. I could feel myself squirming again. "You wouldn't happen to be experiencing withdrawals now that I'm the only woman you're dating, would you?" Levy contemplated the idea for a moment. "That might have something to do with it. I don't have any STDs if that's a concern regarding my previous dating life," he breathed. I felt uncomfortable all of a sudden, but I was a bit more at peace now that I got that reassurance. "So... I was wondering. If we're exclusive, wouldn't that make us boyfriend and girlfriend or something?" 

The question was risky and way off-subject, but with how he was behaving, I would at least like to have a label for us before he jumped me. Levy smiled a little and my heart did a flip in my chest. "That is what being exclusive means, isn't it?" I couldn't believe it. After all these years, I finally had a boyfriend. I couldn't help but smile and happily pulled him in to kiss me. After a few kisses, he wrapped his arms around me and rolled me under him. My arms wrapped around his neck as our lips played with each other's, and I enjoyed the feeling of his hands tracing my skin. A moment of remembrance then suddenly washed over me, and I halted our kiss with panic and fumbled to the ground. "Shit! I have to work!!"