Ava's POV
I look at my husband. Collin was lying in the bed without doing anything. I sighed and looked at him. He gets up and grabs my palm.
"I know what you're thinking. I want to do it. I want to do it badly, but you're shaking," he says.
I look at my hand and realize the meaning of his words. I was indeed shaking and felt bad because of how considerate he is. He placed my hand on his face.
"We will take it when you're ready. No matter how much I wished we would do it, I won't move. That's how much I respect you. Spend your time until you're really ready," Collin says.
I leaned closer, and he spread his legs to give space for me. I place my hands on his shoulder and claim his lips.
"I am nervous because I may not be as good as the women you had before. That's why I'm worried that you might hate it."