CHAPTER 6

I SAW in Brian's eyes the shock when I confessed to him that I was pregnant, even me when I found out about that thing I was also surprised. It's been one week since I know that I'm pregnant but I didn't let him know because I was nervous about what he could be his reaction that's why I gave him a cold treatment to never say to him that I'm pregnant but nothing, nothing,i don't want to keep it a secret from him because I feel like I'm cheating on him so I admit it.

\"C-come again?\"he stammered.

\"I'm pregnant\" I repeated and bowed.

\"W-are you pregnant?\"he made sure that I nodded \"f*ck*ng sh*t\" he was crisp and cheap causing me to look up at him, I thought he could have said that because he was happy but it was like cold water was poured on me when he saw the darkening of his jaw and the cold his look.\"W-how?\"he asked confused.

I stood up in surprise and looked at me with a frown \"are you abnormal Brian?do you want me to tell you how I got pregnant?\"i asked sarcastically \"well Brian, you just put your manhood on my womanhood and when you reach your peack you all spurt your semen on me and all of your sperm swim inside of me... then you didn't you any protection that's why the baby is on my tummy\"i told him sarcastically. But what he said I didn't expect to hear from him was like cold water was poured on me and I was dumbfounded in front of him.

\"Abort that\" he said coldly causing me to cry.

\"W-what?\"i asked confused.

\"Michelle I'm not yet ready, I-I'm not ready to be a father, I'll can give you everything, money, house, jewelry anything just-just abort that\"

I can't help but slap him hard.

\"How dare y-you to s-say that infront of me and your u-unborn child.I don't need your money,house, jewelry or anything coming from you Brian what I want is you, to be a father to your child. I don't need a material thing from you, we need you and your child\" I cried and sat down on the sofa in despair \"you want to kill o-our baby even if it's not alive you know what I went through but you want him to not see the world. You are such a useless person Brian!\"i shouted and stood up again to give him a strong slap.\"I hope if you're not ready, you didn't shoot your t*ng*na semen inside me so that nothing can be formed. You are just like other boys, my siblings father for except, after fun you will all just run when something is formed!\"i shouted again. I can't accept that those words will come from her herself. She wants to abort the baby, baby Naman to be exact.

And that hurts even more than all the pain I've been through, it hurts more because those words came from the man you love that I can't accept.

\"I thought you love me?\"i asked crying.

But what hurts more than anything else is his answer to my question, there is no equal to the pain I feel in the events of my life \"yes, but that doesn't mean that my love for you was enough to accept the child, Michelle\" he said and I couldn't help but cry.

The pain, the pain.

\"You don't really love me, you just love your self Brian. I thought you were different from the men who passed through my life. I gave all of my trust and love to you but you just turned them d-down, and now I regret loving you!\"

\"Michelle,baby.Listen, just abort the child and we can go back to our normal lives, we can still do something new when I'm ready\"

\"I hate you Brian!I really really hate you!\"i slapped him

Make?again? why do you think about human life, something that when lost or destroyed can be changed or bought again.

\"Are you so heartless that even an unborn child is ready to be killed just for your sake, because you are not ready yet.F*ck Brian all your reason was a total bullsh*t\" I couldn't stop cursing him because of what he was saying.

I'm done, I'm enough with this, I can't do it anymore.

\"If you don't like the child p'wes don't make it look like you don't want our son to live my son because you have no right to him. I don't need money or anything from you Brian and even more I don't need you, your son and I!\"i shouted and for the last time I slapped him again before going to our room to arrange my things.

That's enough!I'm enough, I'm tired, very tired.

\"Sorry baby huh?but looks like your daddy was not yet ready to have a child. But don't worry mommy will do everything just to save our lives, mommy will enter all the work just to feed you, we don't need your daddy anymore. And baby,once you born I will go to be your mommy and daddy\"i cried talking to my son who was in my womb. I took a deep breath before taking my suitcase and taking all my things. I also brought my money and my ATM just to have money, even if I could take it with me.'When I leave here, I need a job because I'm sure my money won't fit in my wallet and ATM. I also need to get checked up for my son's health.

When I finished fixing, I went out with all my things, I caught up with Brian sitting on the sofa, when he saw me, he immediately stood up and looked down at the suitcase I was holding.\"W-why?\"he stammered.

Well, it's abnormal!

I laughed and shook my head before looking at him \"Brian, you don't want to have a baby, you want to abort my child so yeah. I will adjust for you because I know you are not ready yet\" I said sarcastically and walked to the door but before I went out I turned to him \"and by the way,use a condom when you're having sex so you don't get pregnant\" I added before finally leaving. When I got out I caught up with Liyah and Cierra by the elevator, it looked like they were on their way here.

The two frowned before approaching me and looking at what I was holding \"w-what's that?\"cierra asked.

\"My things, I'm leaving\" I answered.

\"What?!\"liyah asked scandalously. And once again I started crying so the two hugged me. And when they hug me I feel that I'm safe with my two friends.

liyah and Cierra took ME to Mara's condo, because our other friends left to work.

\"Michelle, why are you leaving?\"mara asked calmly.

\"H-he wants to abort my c-child\" I stammered. I heard the three gasp.

\"The heck?are you pregnant?\"i immediately nodded to Liyah.

\"Why did Brian want to abort the child?\"Cierra.

\"He's not ready for responsibility\" I answered briefly because every time I remember that it hurts me.

\"F*ck\" Liyah crisply cheap.\"After he spurt all his semen to you and now you are carrying his child he doesn't yet ready for responsibility\" Liyah said in disbelief.

\"Where are you going?\"mara.

\"I don't know, I have to go far first. I don't want to see him anymore\" I cried and said. The three won me over.

Cierra sighed \"Kye have a rest house in Tagaytay, if you want you can stay there\" he informed.

I smiled bitterly before looking at him \"Cierra it's embarrassing but I'm going to make my face thick for my son?\"i asked shyly.

Cierra laughed softly before lightly hitting me on the arm \"yes, besides you are one of my friends. I'll just contact Kye to catch you here and bring you there\" she smiled before standing up to call Kye. The other two sighed.

\"Have you eaten yet?\"mara asked.

\"Yes\" I answered.

\"Michelle, I don't have any idea when it comes to pregnancy thing. But please, don't stress your self, just take care of your child\" Mara said so I nodded.

\"They Cooper will take care of Brian\" Liyah said seriously, and I don't care what they will do to Brian infact he deserves what consequences of his actions.

\"Kye is on the way\" Cierra informed so I nodded.

This is our new life now baby, away from stress and away from your bastard daddy.

After a while, Kye knocked on the condo that Mara opened.

\"What happened?\"he asked as he approached us.

\"'your friend got pregnant and then won't be held accountable\" Liyah snorted at him.

\"Who?\"he asked.

\"Brian\"Cierra.

\"Don't tell me he cheated on Michelle?\"

\"No, Michelle was pregnant and that great Brian Salvador wants to abort the child, amazing right?\"mara said sarcastically.

\"Are you pregnant?\"kye turned to me which I hid.\"How dare that Salvador to abort the child\" he shook his head and said \"let's go, I'll take you\" he invited which I immediately obeyed.

Cierra said something to her boyfriend but I don't care about that anymore because my mind is occupied with the incident between Brian and me.

\"You can sleep for a while Michelle, I'll just wake you up\" said Kye, I nodded because it looks like we still have a long way to go. I also consider Kye as my big brother aside from Cooper, Dalton, Maximo and Kade. The five of them are always serious sometimes but they are funny,their brain was also matured to think how Brian and others became their friends. Only in their Five did I experience how to have an older brother. Because on mom and dad's side I was the eldest.

I love you.

\"Michelle\" I just woke up when someone called me, when I opened my eyes I looked around.

A dream!nice!

\"We're here\" Kye informed me, we went down together, he was the one who carried my things. I sat on the sofa first and he took my things upstairs. When he got down, he took me water to drink \"I'm leaving too now because your crazy boyfriend can't know you're here\" he informed so I laughed at the last thing he said.

\"He's not crazy\" I grimaced.

\"Just go\" he shook his head.\"By the way, just contact me or your friends if you need anything. And don't you worry I won't tell Salvador that you are here, let him look for you because I have no intention of telling him where his son's mother is\"

\"Thank you\" I smiled. He said goodbye to leave, he also gave me a gold card that I felt was an ATM card. He said that I should use it when I want to buy something, I feel like he is my son's father even though he is not, because my son's father is still happy because he has no responsibility to understand.

He also gave me a new cellphone and took mine so that Brian wouldn't locate where I was. He said that Brian would pay for everything he would spend on me, so I shouldn't bother you.

Now I'm lying on the bed and sleepy, I smiled bitterly before caressing my stomach.

"Sorry baby huh?i'm sorry because I can't give you a complete family, it looks like you'll be like mommy who hasn't experienced the complete family. But don't worry because I'll be your instant mommy and daddy, the love that your daddy can't give you is what I can give to even if you don't have a daddy I can make you feel the love of two parents"I cried talking to my son. Maybe this is my fate, even if I don't want to live in the world. My son who doesn't recognize a father, I can't do anything about it because Brian himself hates it.

BRIAN SALVADOR POV

"You're really SHAMELESS" I was surprised by a strong blow that landed on my cheek. I would have retaliated if I hadn't seen Cooper, we're all here now at the bar and they seem to know what's going on with Michelle.

Another blow landed on me and it was Maximo, I could fight them but I felt they should just punch me because of my nonsense."They told you Bree warned you, don't bother Michelle but you didn't listen and now you're going to run away from your responsibility to people, you're so useless!"maximo is interested in me.

"You are just thinking about yourself Salvador" Dalton said to me disappointedly."You're too selfish" he shook his head again.

"It would be good if you just run but you also want to abort the child" said Kye.

"What?!"Cooper, Maximo and Ashton exclaimed at the same time.

"Yeah, Michelle told us that, that bastard wants to abort the child" Kye informed them.

"You really an asshole" and now it was Ashton who punched me, stronger than Maximo and Cooper's punch. I did nothing but sit and not say a word, I was still thinking about everything I said to Michelle earlier, I knew I was wrong but what can I do?i'm not ready for responsibility, I'm not ready to be a father yet, I love Michelle but I don't want to have children yet.

"I won't be surprised if Michelle finds a man to love even though she already has a child with a g*gong person", Lane said.

Now I realized what mistake I did, it's my fault why the person I love left me, it's definitely not just my friends and his friends. He's angry with me, even mommy will be angry when he f

inds out that Michelle and I are separated just because I want to abort our child.

Wait me my baby to fix everything, I'll find you whenever you are.