Final Chapter: Your first time

My name is Ryo Murata, I'm 21 years old, I'm a college student and I live in Tokyo. And I'm dating Ruka Sarashina, a very... different relationship, but it's done me a lot of good. Little by little, I feel like I'm changing, in a good way of course.

A few weeks had passed since that unique moment between the two of us. As I walked through the busy streets, I felt lost in my own thoughts, almost oblivious to the world around me. I put my hands in my coat pockets and let out a slight smile, talking to myself in a barely audible tone, as if I were thinking out loud.

It's funny how things have changed... I started to stare at the horizon. Every time I see Ruka, it's like something pulls me closer to her. It's inevitable... It seems like we can't help but kiss.

I let out a brief, somewhat embarrassed laugh. I didn't think these things would happen in my daily life. But no, it's real. It's not just the kiss itself. It's the way she smiles before this, the way she looks at me, like I'm the most important person in the world.

I paused, my steps slowing down. Not that I'm complaining... But sometimes I wonder if I'm going too fast, if she feels the same. And then she pulls me, or I pull her, and suddenly we're there again, in the same world of ours, where everything seems right. It's like a dance without rhythm, but that still makes sense.

I look up at the sky, which was now starting to turn a light orange with the sunset. Every time it happens, it's like it's the first time. I still feel that butterflies in my stomach, like I'm falling from a high place, but I don't want to stop the fall.

I laugh at myself, running my hand through my hair. I guess that's what it means to be in love, right?... I never imagined I'd feel like this again. Before, I didn't even think I needed someone, but now... I can't imagine my days without her.

Stopping in front of a coffee shop we both used to frequent, I sighed deeply. The strangest thing is that no matter how many times it happens, it doesn't get monotonous. Every kiss has a meaning, every moment with her feels different, as if it were a piece of something bigger that we're still discovering together.

I walked into my bar and ordered something to drink, still lost in my thoughts. While I waited, I leaned against the counter, my gaze focused on nothing in particular.

Maybe that's what scares me. Because if I already feel this way now, what will it be like from now on? Will I get more lost in her? Or am I... already lost?

With the coffee in hand, a slight smile appeared on my lips. The idea of ​​seeing her again soon made my heart race, and deep down, I knew that, regardless of the doubts, that feeling was all I needed to keep going.

The bar was at its busiest time, with voices mixing with the sound of glasses clinking and the soft ambient music that filled the space. Behind the bar, I served cocktails with almost automatic skill, although my mind was wandering in thought. Hiroshi, next to me, made occasional jokes with the customers, keeping the atmosphere light.

"Ryo, you're on automatic today..." - Hiroshi commented, with an ironic smile as he cleaned a glass. "Thinking about someone, by any chance?"

I laughed lightly, shaking my head. "I'm just focused on work, as always."

Before Hiroshi could tease me further, the bar door opened, and a familiar figure entered. The sound of conversation seemed to fade to me, although I knew it was just an impression. Ruka was there, dressed casually, but with a slight elegance that always made me feel awkward.

"Look who decided to grace us with her presence…" Hiroshi said, noticing my gaze fixed on me. "Your personal muse."

"Shut up…" I answered quietly, but the smile on his face gave him away.

Ruka approached the counter, resting her arms on the polished wood. - "Hi, Ryo. Hi, Hiroshi."

Hiroshi waved back with a playful smile. - "Always a pleasure, Ruka. Are you here to pick up your worker of the month?"

"Something like that." she replied, casting a quick glance at me, who was already blushing. - "Actually, I came to invite you, Ryo, to eat something after your shift ends. If you're not too tired, of course."

I hesitated for a moment, surprised by the direct invitation. I nodded to Hiroshi, who immediately raised his hands, as if to say he wouldn't intrude.

"I… Sure!" I finally answered, trying to sound nonchalant, though the excitement was evident in my voice.

"Great!" Ruka said, smiling warmly. "I'll wait for you outside, then."

As she walked away, Hiroshi nudged me with his elbow. "You're lucky, you know? Don't ruin this moment."

I nodded, hiding a smile. "I know."

The shift passed faster than expected, with me occasionally glancing at the door, where I knew Ruka was waiting for me. As soon as I finished putting away the utensils and said goodbye to Hiroshi, I left the bar and found her outside, waiting patiently.

"Ready?" - she asked.

I smiled and nodded. - "Ready. Where do you want to go?"

"I have an idea..." - Ruka replied mysteriously, holding her hand. "Let's go."

The two of us walked together under the starry sky, the streets illuminated by the warm lights of the streetlights. I felt the usual calm that Ruka always brought, mixed with a sense of anticipation. Even without knowing where we were going, I didn't care, as long as I was with her, the destination was the least important thing.

We went to an ice cream shop, sitting cozy, close to the bar. The atmosphere was calm, with few people around, which made the moment even more intimate. Ruka had ordered a large ice cream with several toppings and chocolate sauce, while I opted for something simpler, a small sundae that I had barely touched.

I seemed lost in my own thoughts, looking absentmindedly at the table, lightly stirring the ice cream spoon. Ruka, on the other hand, savored every spoonful of her sweet treat, watching my behavior with a mischievous smile.

"Ryo-chan, what's wrong?" - she asked, leaning slightly towards me.

"Oh, nothing..." - I answered quickly, turning my attention back to her. But Ruka didn't believe me.

"You've been like this since we left the bar..." - she continued, taking a generous spoonful of her ice cream. - "Do you want to tell me what's bothering you?"

I shook my head negatively, but before I could answer, Ruka had an idea. She decided to give me a little bit of her ice cream and approached me.

"Here." - she said, wanting to give me her ice cream.

"I... don't need it, it's your ice cream." - I tried to argue, but she insisted.

"Come on, just a little. I think you need sugar to get out of this trance." - she joked, smiling.

Without being able to refuse, I accepted a little bit of ice cream. The sweet and cold taste of the ice cream melted in my mouth, and I couldn't help but smile a little.

"See? Are you better?" - Ruka said, satisfied.

I laughed, shaking my head. - "You always find a way to surprise me."

"Someone has to take care of you, don't they?" - she replied casually, going back to eating her ice cream.

I watched her for a moment, feeling the tension in my shoulders ease. Ruka had this special ability to bring lightness to any situation, and I knew how lucky I was to have her by my side.

"Thank you..." - She said in a softer tone of voice.

Ruka looked at me curiously. "For what? For the ice cream?"

"No... For everything, for always knowing what to do to help me." - I answered honestly.

She blushed a little, but hid it with a playful smile. - "Of course! That's what I'm good for."

We both laughed, and the conversation flowed naturally after that, the relaxed moment making me forget about my worries. Ruka was right: sometimes, all I needed was a little sweetness, both from her ice cream and from her presence.

After we finished eating the ice cream, I still seemed a little immersed in my thoughts. I sighed, fiddling with the napkin absentmindedly while looking to the side.

"It's been a long time since time stopped for us..." - I commented almost as if I was talking to myself.

Ruka stopped fiddling with her cell phone and looked at me. - "Does it bother you that much?"

"I don't know..." I answered hesitantly. - "It's like something's wrong, like... the calm before the storm. I can't help but think about it..."

Ruka watched my face with concern for a moment. I always carried the weight of the world on my shoulders, even when everything seemed to be fine. Without saying anything, she opened her bag and took out a fabric blindfold that she occasionally used as a hair accessory.

"R-Ruka?" I asked, confused, seeing her holding the headband.

"Be quiet!" She said, smiling mischievously as she approached. Before I could protest, she was already gently tying the blindfold over my eyes.

"H-Hey! What are you doing?" I asked, visibly embarrassed.

"Trust me." She replied, holding back a laugh when she saw how disconcerted I was. "Now come, I'll take you somewhere."

"Ruka, this is ridiculous…" I started to speak but was interrupted by her holding my hand firmly.

"No complaining. Just trust me." she said firmly, pulling me out of the ice cream shop.

The people around us seemed to be whispering about us, some smiling at the sight of the situation. It was something different, almost theatrical, but there was an undeniable sweetness in the way Ruka guided me, carefully holding my hand and making sure I didn't trip.

"How cute..." - a woman commented to her friend as we passed them.

I could feel my face burning with embarrassment, but I couldn't help but smile a little. "You do this on purpose, don't you?" I mumbled as she led me through the streets.

"Maybe..." Ruka replied, teasing.

The sound of footsteps echoed through the sidewalks, mixed with the distant hubbub of the city. I had no idea where they were going, but the feeling of Ruka guiding me, confident and determined, was starting to calm my mind.

"We're almost there..." she said, enthusiasm in her voice.

"Are you going to tell me where it is?"

"You'll find out when you get there." - she replied, squeezing my hand a little tighter.

I sighed but decided to relax. Maybe, just maybe, Ruka was right. Sometimes, I needed to stop thinking so much and just enjoy the moment.

A few minutes later...

When we arrived, I removed the blindfold from my eyes, and noticed something that made me freeze. The room was clearly a motel room. The soft lights gave the space a cozy air, but the revelation left him speechless. I looked at Ruka, who was standing near the bed.

"Ruka... what is this?" - I asked with a voice choked with a mix of confusion and nervousness.

Ruka seemed calm, but her cheeks were tinged red. Without answering immediately, she began to unbutton her blouse with a determined look.

"Hey, wait a minute!" - I exclaimed, taking a step back, still holding the blindfold.

Ruka sighed, keeping her head down for a moment before finally looking at me. - "You were very tense. I wanted to bring you to a place where you could relax... where we could be just the two of us."

I stood still, my heart racing. I didn't know if I should protest or just let the moment flow. Meanwhile, Ruka slowly took off her shirt, revealing a tight sweater underneath that outlined her silhouette. Even with the effort of looking confident, her expression revealed that she was as nervous as I was.

"I... I think this is a bit much, don't you think?" - I stammered, trying to keep my eyes anywhere but on her.

"You need to stop thinking so much, Ryo-chan..." - she said, crossing her arms with a serious expression. "I didn't bring you here to make you uncomfortable. I just want you to... be with me, without distractions, without worries."

I felt a lump form in my throat. Her words, though direct, carried an emotional weight that I couldn't ignore. I took a deep breath, trying to find something to say.

"Ruka, I appreciate that, I really do. But... don't you think we should talk about these things first?"

Ruka bit her lower lip, clearly hesitant. "Maybe... maybe I overreacted." - she admitted, lowering her gaze. - "I just wanted... to see you more relaxed, more... happy."

The tension between us was palpable, but there was also a vulnerability that connected us. I took a few steps forward, reaching out to gently touch her shoulder.

"Look, I understand what you're trying to do. And honestly, just you being here means a lot to me..." - I said, trying to lighten the moment.

I sat down in the armchair, trying to find some logic in the flow of events that night, but my train of thought was interrupted by Ruka. She had settled on the edge of the bed in the room, her body slightly inclined, and began to take off her shoes.

Her movements were slow, almost choreographed, as if she were deliberately testing my reaction. First, she pulled off one of her socks, revealing the soft skin of her feet, and then looked at me out of the corner of her eye, her cheeks flushed.

I swallowed hard, looking away, but I couldn't help but smile nervously. - "Ruka, you're... acting strange today..." - I commented, trying to ease the growing tension in the air.

Ruka crossed her legs casually, but the way her eyes stared at me suggested that she wasn't as innocent as she seemed. - "Strange how? Can't I relax after a long day?" - she retorted, her voice full of defiance.

I shook my head, my hands in the pockets of the coat I was still wearing. - "It's not that... It's just... you're different." - I murmured, still avoiding looking at her directly.

Ruka smiled softly, a mix of amusement and tenderness in her expression. - "Maybe I'm just trying to make you stop thinking so much..." - She said, repeating what she had said before, but now with a hint of teasing.

I sighed, putting my hand on the back of my neck, clearly struggling to process the moment. I knew she liked to play with me, but this felt like a whole new level. And at the same time, I couldn't deny that there was something captivating in the carefree way she acted, even as my own heart raced.

"You're impossible..." - I finally said, looking at her with a reluctant smile.

Ruka shrugged, finally letting go of her socks and shoes, and rested her chin on her hand, still with that curious and intriguing look. "Impossible? But you're still here..." she replied, with a wink.

I chuckled softly, shaking my head. - "Okay, you win. What do you want to do now?"

Ruka tilted her head, pondering for a moment, before giving a smile that seemed to mix sweetness and mischief. - "How about you tell me?"

My gaze fixed on Ruka. The way she looked at me, provocatively, I couldn't contain myself. - "Ruka-chan..."

Ruka always liked to wear those woolen blouses, but this blouse made her especially sexy. My steps were heavy, the closer I got to her, the more my desire to kiss her increased.

"Ryo-chan..." - She was as hypnotized as I was.

Like a predator, I quickly got to the edge of the bed. She was really distracting me, my thoughts were no longer absorbed.

I was facing her now, my breathing was heavy, and so was hers. We were excited, we were waiting for this moment.

So close that we could hear each other's breathing. I took the initiative and kissed her pink mouth. But the kiss soon became more frantic, where we started to kiss with tongue.

Our kisses intertwined, until after we separated, a string of saliva connected our lips.

"I... Can I take it?" - I said while sighing heavily.

Ruka was a little surprised by the proposed idea, but soon showed a mischievous smile. - "Hm... You have a strange taste for breasts, don't you? But I like that about you."

"Hm..."

She approached me again, running her hands over my shoulders and whispering in my ear: "Let's enjoy this special moment together."

Her eyes shone with a mix of passion and devotion as she waited for my answer. Ruka came even closer, our bodies almost touching. She placed her hands around my face, looking deeply into my eyes.

"I want you to feel every part of my body, to explore every curve and every inch of me. Let me be yours... Today we are one."

She guided my hands to her breasts, allowing me to caress them gently. Her soft moans filled the air as I touched her.

"You really love breasts, don't you?... Do you remember the first time you grabbed them?" - She laughed as she reminded me of the tragicomic occasion.

I stuttered a little. - "I-I remember... It was unintentional, but I won't deny that... It felt good to grab them." - I said while still groping her breasts.

Ruka blushed. - "Are... Tasty?"

"Yes..."

....

"How can they be so... Big?!" - I said perplexedly.

She pouted, as if she was bothered by my comment. - "I-I can say the same about your friend down there..."

I stopped and looked at her. - "Since we're getting closer... I'd like to say something. I've always liked the wool sweaters you wear, the ones with the high collar... But this one really shows off your... body."

She still looked angry for some reason. - "You mean my huge breasts... You pervert, I have no choice, I fell in love with the most perverted of all."

I laughed softly. - "You're a pervert too."

She blushed. - "W-what? Why?"

"Every chance you get, you try to touch my body... Not that I don't like it, on the contrary, but you're just as perverted as I am." - I said as I went back to touching her breasts.

I started to touch her nipples. - "M-Maybe.... M-my nipples!..." -

"They got so hard..." - I licked her nipples as I heard her soft moans.

Ruka leans in a little, offering me access to her body. She sighs with anticipation as I explore every part of her, feeling the passion grow.

My hand passed over her intimate part, I passed it carefully, to see if she was bothered by it. Until I realized something. - "Ah... you're really wet down there."

"Shut up... You must be too..." - she said as she hid her completely red face. - "Now, go down... go down to my belly, feel the softness of my skin once and for all... Your "Pervert."

Ruka surrenders herself completely to my touch, moaning softly as I continue to explore her body with my hands. She leans back, leaning against the nearest corner of the bed, offering him an even more tempting view.

"Oh, yes... just like that. Make me feel it, I'm... losing control."

She closes her eyes and arches her back, surrendering to the pleasure I'm giving her. My hands roam her body, caressing her breasts, going down to her belly and reaching the most intimate part.

"Oh, yes... keep going..."

Ruka writhes in pleasure under my skillful touches, moaning louder and louder. She moves closer to me, seeking even more intimacy.

"I can't resist you... you drive me crazy. I want to feel you inside me, right now. Make me yours in every way possible..."

She whispers in my ear, her voice full of desire and lust.

Without blinking, I started to take off my pants, already preparing myself for what was to come, until I was surprised by a warning.

"WAIT! Before we start..."

I looked at Ruka in doubt, since she suddenly stopped our intercourse. She went to the end of the bed and opened a drawer, it was a condom, and a big one.

"Use this. It's the biggest one I found for your... Penis..." - She said while avoiding looking into my eyes.

"What?"

"I-I know this is going to sound weird... But every time before I dated you, I felt a certain dominance from you, those kisses that came out of nowhere... That 'brutality'... I know it's weird, but... I want you to be rough with me." - Ruka finally looked into my eyes. She was blushing a lot, it was really cute.

"Are you sure? It's your first time, the last thing I want is to hurt you." - I said worriedly.

"I know!... That's really sweet of you, but... I never told you this, every time I masturbated.

I thought about you fucking me in the most dominant ways possible." - This time, she avoided looking at me while she said these things.

I was surprised. - "Like... BDSM?"

"Not that rough... I want you to order me around, like you were... How embarrassing! AS IF YOU WERE MY MASTER!..." - She suddenly screamed. - "Oh, I'm such a pervert..." - Ruka hid her face, avoiding direct contact with me.

"I see... I'll dominate you then." I said as I prepared to put my member in her, until...

"So... Even if it looks like you're crying or something... I just want you to know that you're supposed to keep fucking me." - I was surprised, but I had to set a limit.

I was quiet for a few seconds until I finally answered. - "We can have a code to know when you really want to stop, in case I'm going too far."

Ruka was also quiet for a few seconds, as if she agreed with me. - "Hmm... By instinct I'll end up saying 'Stop!' 'It hurts' 'Please', so it can't be something so conventional... How about 'Twenty'?"

"Twenty? If you say 'Twenty', am I supposed to stop?..." I asked.

She nodded positively. - "Yes! So, how about it? Now put on that condom." - she said, then she had the condom in her hands.

"Hm..." - I thought a lot. - "She told me to be dominant... Someone rough, right?..."

I took the condom in her hands and threw it away. - "U-uh? W-wait what are you-Ahh" - Ruka is surprised by my sudden action and her eyes widen in surprise.

"I-It won't fit!..." - She leans back, leaning on the corner of the bed, and her eyes close as she continues to move me inside her.

"Ah, yes... that feels so good. I feel you inside me, filling me completely!... It's better than I expected, you're so... big and strong!"

Ruka starts to moan softly, her body writhing in pleasure as she continues to move.

She opens her eyes and looks at me, her eyes shining with passion and desire.

"I love you, Ryo-young..." Ruka begins to cry, but they are not tears of sadness or fear. They are tears of pleasure and desire, her body writhing due to the intensity of her reaction.

"Ahhh... Ryo... this is so intense... I can't take it anymore..."

She leans back, supporting herself even more, and her eyes close as she continues to move me inside her with more intensity.

"I feel like I'm exploding... I can't hold it anymore... Ahhh... Ryo-chan!..."

Ruka begins to scream in pleasure, her body shaking violently as she continues to move me inside her.

"YES... YES... THIS FEELS SO GOOD... I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU..."

She gives herself completely to the pleasure, her body surrendering to her passion and desire.

"I'm... I'm... Ahhh... my love..."

Ruka comes for the first time, her body shaking violently as she continues to move me inside her. She screamed in pleasure, her body surrendering to my skill.

"Ahhh... my love... this is so intense... I can't take it anymore..."

But I didn't stop, I continued to move inside her, and Ruka began to feel as if she was floating in a sea of pleasure.

"I'm going... I'm going... Ahhh..."

Ruka opens her eyes and looks at me, and I notice that there is something different in her eyes. I see a "heart" in her eyes, a symbol of love and passion.

"I... I... love you..." - Ruka starts to cry again. - "Ahhh... my love... this feels so good... I feel like I'm in heaven..."

Ruka completely gives herself over to the pleasure and love, her body surrendering completely. - "I... I... love you... my love... I want to spend the rest of my life with you..."

Ruka leaned forward and kissed me with desire. She came for the second time, her body shaking violently as I placed her on my lap and continued to move inside her.

She leaned back, leaning on me, and her eyes closed as she continued. Then she ended up cumming.

"That was... Amazing!... Ryo?" - Ruka said after leaning on the bed. She was sweating heavily.

I was still dying of lust, I couldn't stop fucking now. I approached her again, which she looked at me suspiciously.

"W-what happened? Why are you turning me over-AAAH" - Ruka screamed in surprise and pleasure as she turned her body over to feel the slap on her ass.

"Ahhh... my love... this is so intense... I can't take it anymore..." - Her body trembled.

She was already completely surrendered to the pleasure, her body surrendering to her passion and desire.

Ruka moaned in pleasure as I continued to fuck her. I spanked her ass, which made her moan even more. For the fourth time, she came, her body shaking violently.

"That was... Perfect!"

After the intimate moment, we were both lying side by side on the bed, the soft light of the lamp illuminating the room. The silence between us was comfortable, full of unspoken meanings. Ruka turned to me, resting her chin on the palm of her hand as she looked at me, her eyes shining with a mix of shyness and satisfaction.

"It was... very good..." - she said softly, her cheeks blushing slightly, but without losing the playful tone she always carried. - "I think we should do it more often."

I, who was looking at the ceiling, turned my face to her, surprised by the honesty of the statement. I blinked a few times, my face turning red before letting out a low, relieved laugh. - "You really don't have any filters, do you?"

Ruka smiled, unconcerned, and lay down on her back, looking at the ceiling too. - "Why would I? I'm serious, Ryo. It was special... but it was also fun. I think that's the most important thing."

I laughed again, shaking my head, and then turned to her, resting my head on my arm. - "You're unbelievable, you know? You always know what to say to make me feel awkward."

"I'm just leveling the playing field…" - she replied with a mischievous smile, turning to the side to face me again. - "You think too much, Ryo. Sometimes you just have to enjoy the moment."

I was silent for a moment, watching her, and then I reached out to lightly touch her face. - "You're right... I think I can do that with you."

Ruka laughed softly, leaning in to kiss me lightly before snuggling into my side, her head resting on my shoulder. "Then I guess I'm doing my job just fine."

The two of us stood there, holding each other, sharing the tranquility of the moment, as if the outside world could wait.

End of the final chapter.