She bowed her head, covering her face.
"I never dare to go back, I only dare to send money home, if I went back, I would feel, as if suddenly, I've gone from Heaven back to Hell, from Min Zhixue, I became the village's Erya, everyone in our village knows me, knows I helped our family build The Main Branch, knows I'm doing well outside, they also know, I'm a dirty Xi, a woman who serves men, they envy our family for having someone as capable as me, while saying that not a single man in the village would marry me... All would consider me dirty, hahaha."
She raised her head to look at Yu Xi, "I didn't have your kind of luck, from the start, you people seemed to not be of this world, only then would you feel that I am despicable, heartless, I am, indeed, but I was also forced into this, forced by this injustice."
Her face full of anger, she looked at Yu Xi as if all these injustices were her doing.