Chapter 6: I Want Him

Shuji Hyoza found himself navigating a delicate balance between professional boundaries and personal desires as his feelings towards Alexis continued to grow. The subtle touches he initiated—a light brush of the shoulder during a conversation, a reassuring pat on the back after a successful project—were meant to convey support and encouragement, yet they also fulfilled a deeper longing within Shuji to connect with Alexis on a more intimate level.

However, each subtle touch only seemed to intensify Shuji's desire for more. What started as gentle gestures meant to convey admiration and camaraderie gradually evolved into a hunger for deeper closeness with Alexis. Shuji found himself yearning to hold Alexis's hand, to share more personal moments, and to explore the potential for a relationship that extended beyond the confines of their professional interactions.

Caught between his responsibilities as CEO and the undeniable attraction he felt, Shuji wrestled with the complexities of his emotions. He understood the risks of pursuing a romantic connection in the workplace, yet he couldn't ignore the magnetic pull he felt towards Alexis. The longing in his heart grew stronger with each passing day, driving him to seek out opportunities for meaningful interactions and subtle displays of affection.

At the same time, Shuji remained acutely aware of the need for discretion and respect. He was careful not to cross any boundaries or make Alexis uncomfortable, mindful of the potential consequences for both of their professional reputations and the dynamics within the company.

As Shuji grappled with his evolving feelings, he reflected on the importance of honesty and communication. He knew that if he chose to pursue a deeper relationship with Alexis, it would require a candid conversation and mutual understanding. Until then, he continued to navigate the fine line between longing and restraint, hoping to find a way to satisfy his heart's desires without compromising the integrity of their professional environment.

Shuji controlled himself repeatedly as he realized that sometimes he went overboard during his physical interactions with Alexis. He wanted to have all of Alexis to himself. He felt jealous whenever he saw those two guys hanging out with Alexis. He had vivid fantasies about him and Alexis.

One day, he was walking out of the restroom cubicle when he saw Alexis washing his hands right before him. He lost control over his body, when Alexis was done washing his hands he was walking towards the door. He found himself pinning Alexis to the wall and holding his hands above his head tightly. he and Alexis looked into each other's eyes for 30 seconds straight. It looked like they were about to kiss, but Shuji let go and walked out of the restroom without saying a word.