Chapter 68: The Weight of the future

**A Heavy Heart**

The days in the village had been filled with joy and reconnection, but the looming threat of Shona and the necessity to return to Nothra weighed heavily on Alex's mind. He found himself staring out the window of the cabin, his thoughts tangled with worry and doubt.

"We'll have to leave soon," he murmured to himself. The happiness he had found with his family was precious, and the thought of uprooting them again filled him with dread. Determined to clear his mind, Alex decided to take a break from the village and venture out to fight some monsters. The physical exertion might help him find some clarity.

**Seeking Solitude**

After informing Lyra and Samantha of his intentions, Alex set out on foot, his katana strapped to his back. He walked several miles away from the village, the landscape gradually transitioning from peaceful countryside to more rugged, monster-infested territory. The air was crisp, the sky a clear expanse of blue, but Alex's heart was heavy.

He soon encountered a group of goblins and began to engage them in combat. His movements were precise and deadly, each swing of his katana dispatching an enemy with ease. Yet, the more he fought, the more his mind filled with the anxiety and uncertainty of the future.

**A Battle and a Breakdown**

As the last goblin fell, Alex stood alone in the clearing, his chest heaving with exertion. He looked around at the fallen monsters, but the usual sense of accomplishment was absent. Instead, he felt an overwhelming sense of helplessness.

He dropped to his knees, his katana clattering to the ground beside him. "What am I going to do?" he whispered, tears welling up in his eyes. "How can I protect them all? How can I keep everyone safe?"

His shoulders shook with silent sobs, the weight of his responsibilities pressing down on him. The memory of Elandor's death haunted him, and the fear of losing another loved one was too much to bear. "I can't do this," he muttered, burying his face in his hands. "I can't lose them..."

**A Friend's Wisdom**

Unbeknownst to Alex, Thrain had followed him, sensing his friend's inner turmoil. The old wizard approached quietly, watching for a moment before stepping forward. "Alex," he called gently, his voice filled with understanding.

Alex looked up, surprised to see Thrain standing there. "Thrain... I..." he began, but the words failed him. His emotions were too raw, too overwhelming.

Thrain sat down beside him, placing a comforting hand on Alex's shoulder. "It's alright, my boy. It's alright to feel this way. You've been carrying a heavy burden."

Alex nodded, his tears falling freely now. "I'm just so scared, Thrain. I'm scared of what's coming. Of what might happen to all of us."

**A Vision of the Future**

Thrain sighed, his expression thoughtful. "I understand, Alex. But remember, you're not alone in this. We all stand with you. And there's a future waiting for us, a place where we can build a new life."

He paused, choosing his words carefully. "You see, the new world is more than just a place to escape to. It's a chance for us to start anew, to create something beautiful together. We'll settle there, build homes, raise families. It's a land of opportunity and hope."

Alex listened, the weight in his chest beginning to lift slightly. Thrain's words painted a picture of a future filled with possibility. "Do you really believe we can do it?" he asked, his voice tinged with hope.

Thrain smiled, his eyes twinkling with conviction. "I do, Alex. And I believe in you. You have the strength and the heart to lead us there. To protect your family and create a safe haven for us all."

**A Renewed Resolve**

Alex took a deep breath, feeling the stirrings of determination rekindling within him. Thrain's faith in him was a powerful balm to his troubled soul. "Thank you, Thrain," he said quietly. "I needed to hear that."

The old wizard patted his shoulder. "Anytime, my boy. Now, let's head back. There's still much to prepare for, but we will face it all together."

As they walked back to the village, Alex felt a renewed sense of purpose. The road ahead would be difficult, but he was not alone. With his family and friends by his side, he believed they could overcome any obstacle.

This concluded Chapter Sixty-Eight.