Evil plan

Vel tried to calm me down, but every time he did, for some reason I made him more and more nervous, I swear to God I tried to listen to him. This was all new, I felt strange, and before I panicked, Vel hugged me, it felt very comfortable, just like the hugs Hero was giving me, her smell of cedar, wet earth and plants captivated my nose, to such an extent that it relaxed me and when I least expected it, she kissed me.

It was tender with some desire, but it numbed me, so much so that tranquility took over me.

-I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you, I just....

-Don't apologize it was a nice kiss.

But what am I saying, if Hero hears me, or if she finds out about this, she'll kill me.