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That night, Veer held Richel close, feeling a sense of fear he had never experienced before. "I can't explain it, but today I feel like I would never forgive myself if I lost you."

"I don't know richel but now you are my everything now"

"Whatever I love person they leave me.  I don't want you to leave me"

He hugs her and sleeps.  At midnight Veer gets some sounds he wakes up and she has a panic attack. 

She screamed and cried "Please leave me " Pleases mom believe me.  I Don't do anything " pls this man try to touch me believe me"

I tried my best to wake up when she woke up she hugged me and cried loudly.

I hugged her and said everything would be okay Meri Jaan.

I am there for you.  Nobody could hurt YOU.   Don't touch me veer.  She pushed me.

Why is she doing this?  I touched her face and said everything would be okay.  Don't cry jaan. It hurt so much that I don't tell you.

I hugged her but she Again pushed me and said nothing could be okay.  And don't touch me.  Who the hell are you?  She said with an angry voice.

Then he grabbed her shoulder pushed her into bed and said in a deep voice  "I'm your husband and I have a right to touch you so Don't you.

Richel became silent and after some time she broke the silence and said with a crying voice  "You are the one who said that don't expect this marriage then why? Why. You forget this is a forced marriage.  V..veer why.!

I Don't know why.  I don't know why I Don't have an answer.  I Don't want to lose you. He thinks in his mind

Richel keeps saying why! He tries to handle the suction.  He tries his best to calm down her.  Jaan you should take a rest. He said and he grabbed her medicine.  She takes the medicine and sleeps.

Jaan no one can touch you ever.  You don't know whatever I see you cry my heart stabbed someone. I Don't know I always fight my feelings.  When I saw you for the first time heartbeat had increased so much that I could not breathe. When I get to know that I will marry you.  I was so angry because I was the broken hero who now become a villain.

I'm the person that no one wants Their life. You are so pure.   Now understand that I love you.

The next day when the sun hit her face.  She woke up from her bed. She found no one was there.

I think he goes to the office.  Thank lord, she got up and then veer came from the bathroom.  His upper Body was naked and water Falling all over his body. His nack moly was visible and his six abs were looking so hot.

She could not breathe and she closed her eyes and said "Wear some cloth veer " 

He came closer and said "Why am I not looking so hot? Everyone looking for that and you didn't look at me this is not fair. He said with a dark voice.

"Why are you falling shy I'm YOUR hubby.

Veer go to your room and wear some clothes.  You forget this is my room.  You are staying in my bed and everything you using is all mine but one thing is that you.

She becomes shocked and asks him what. 

He comes closer his heart waterfall in her body and she can feel his hot breath he whispers in her ear said Baby I'm yours.

You forget that I'm yours only yours.  You can have me jaan only you can.

She could not understand she pushed him and ran away from him and said okay then I shall go.

He grabbed her wrist and she is head hit his Christ.  He looked so handsome she could not breathe.  Her breath is stuck and she looks away.

He grabbed her Chin and said "Eyes on me jaan.  There is nothing wrong with seeing your husband "

Her breath increases. Then she said to him leave me.  You have no right to touch me.

Then he grabbed her wrist so tightly and said deep Cold voice.  You forget that I'm YOUR husband and we get married.  You forget you are my wife.  For your kind information, we are legal husband and wife and I can touch you, my sweetheart. "

She again pushed him and then he pinned her against the wall and said what are you DOING?  you will get hurt.

Why do you care you are nothing to me.

Then he trickled her hair and said  "I want to know you, Richel "

You want to know me but you Don't know the real side of me which side I hate most"

You are just like all other men who want  body.  You just want my body.

" who said, "I said who told you that and thinks that I only want your body?

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Richel, you should understand I'm your husband and I want to know YOUR past.

I want to know who is the one.  Who hurt you?  Who is the one that becomes your torma

Veer just left me and I Don't like the physical touch and I just hate someone touching me.

Then he looked at her with deep eyes and said "Who"?

She looked at him with shocked eyes and said what do you mean who"?!

Then he said who is the man who touched your past.

I said who is he. She looked away and said no one and you Don't need to worry.

He grabbed her jaw and said with an angry voice I don't like lying richel and tell me everything.

Her eyes became watering she was broken and said I cannot tell you.

He said tell me now. 

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When I was 13.  I go to my cousin's wedding.  I have an older sister.  I love her dress so I wear that without her permission.  When I went there to wear my sister's dress I was so happy.  Everyone liked my dress and they praised me.  My sister was so jealous that she removed my dupatta and where everyone looked at me and she said never wear my dress and leave from there. I was so ashamed and ran away from there then suddenly someone grabbed me and touched me bad thing.  I was shouting to someone pls help me but nobody came i tried my best to push him he touched me again and again.  He tried to kiss me and touch my every body part. I feel disgusted myself.  Then I pushed him so hard and ran to my mom.

When I tell everything to my mom she said It was all my fault. When I saw the man she shut my mouth and said he was the groom's dad.  He was so rich and he destroyed our whole family.  And so stop crying and forget everything.

That time I got a panic attack and whatever someone touched me.  I felt uncomfortable.

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