this da* n past...

Now ,it satrts to rain and prapai was still waiting for his answer ,Sky was quite not saying anything cuz he knew he was broken... So many things have been going on his mind... But he can't dare to say even a single word to anyone.... Like..... Peem, sand prapai, Kim... They all have been suffering from their own problem ,their own pain that they never dare to show to anyone.... They all have been thinking why can't he tell me... but one thing that they didn't know was that they all have been suffering....

that heavy rainfall was like their tears....the rain made them to show their pain and suffering, that they have been suffering and hiding for long time....

Prapai wanted to help... but he was also broken... he was afraid of getting hurt again. .. he was afraid of loosing someone, so he never wanted to get attached to someone.... he was afraid of being in relationship.... he doesn't wanted to end like his parents... Prapai thought that if he doesn't get attached to anyone then he will never be hurt.... he thought being alone is better than getting hurt everyday.... but a part of him was still longing for someone, who can heal him, who can make him forget about this world... in whom prapai can lean...., from the beginning he was alone... he suffered so much.... everyday their parents fought, he was not able to forget the past....but after the arrival of sky on his life... his life get a new path... in past he only thought about.. leaving everyone ,everthing and just run away... everthing was a mess in his life until he meet sky... It was like a new light in his life.....

parapai said while crying and in a tremble voice... sky it was you... who gave me a hope... it was you who made me to trust in love again .....because of you I fought from my fear ... but if you leave me then I will never be able to love anyone else again....

Sky was still silent... But then said i...i..

Parapai said with a slight smile don't worry if you can't.. even if we are not meant to be together but still every movement I spent with you was worth it.... and while holding his tears he said even you can't love me back but still I love you... and started to go away.... but then sky hugged prapai from back and said... I.. I lo... I also love you.. but I need sometime..... I can't forget my past, I am still not able to forgive me.. so how can I even love someone and started to cry.... parapai turned back and said... Sky... What's wrong... you never told that something is bothering you... What happened.... but sky said while crying.... Prapai please don't leave me please give me sometime... I will tell you but right now I am not ready... can you please give me some time... Ple... while saying he fainted on prapai ....on that heavy rain...

Prapai knew something is wrong from the beginning but what he didn't knew was what is bothering him...

and after sometime prapai held sky on his arms and took him to his room...

and seeing them from a little distance peem smiled and look upwards and feel that rain... and slowly starts to cry, while saying sky I wish you happiness, please be happy, or it will break my heart then keep on crying,..

seeing these three, sand realizes sometime we need to let our love one's go for their happiness....

and went to that abandoned building then, sat on roof while crying ,he puts earphone on his ears and then starts to listen music... and feels the rain...

they all have been suffering, but they all are afraid to tell this to anyone...

After some hour when rain stops when night passes and sun comes, sand woke up and went back to his room not knowing that all this time kim have been watching sand....

and peem was still lying near mrytle tree while looking towards sky... but then a boy comes and says hey, what are you doing... the innocent look on that boy eyes reminded him of sky....

Peem was shocked and was looking towards that boy continuously... after sometime that boy gives his hand towards peem and with a smile he said , hey I am tay and you....

Prem was still looking at that boy... and after sometime he replied umm... I am peem...

Tay asked him that what is peem doing here....

and then they both sat together and talked for a long time...

on the other sky gain his conscience again...

When he woke, he saw that prapai was still there and was still on the chair...

Sky saw him and a smile came on his face automatically.... sky stood up and went towards prapai and stretched his hand to touch him but... then he pulls his hand back while saying I don't deserve you... then he was about to go back but then prapai held his hand while saying where are you going, we still haven't cleared everything....

but at that time sky freed himself and ran away while saying, I really can't... I can't....

again prapai was left alone but this something was different, this time prapai was not sad but was curious this time he wanted to help sky...

so he went to sand, but sand was not there he waited for a long time for sand returns and when sand came back, prapai told him to sit down and then asked, sand do you know if something happened with sky that he never told anyone, something that he never talks about.. something that hurts him so much something that haunt him do you know....

Hearing this sand said um... I don't think I will tell you it's better if you ask him personally but one thing that I can tell you is that something happened with in childhood that is still haunting him