4. Regrets

"I'm sorry." Tiffany apologized to Mike for not being good at being a mother.

At the moment, Tiffany didn't want to be angry with Mike because Amelia was not doing well.

"Then, let me go to the hospital with Amelia." Tiffany again asked Mike for permission to take Amelia to the hospital.

"Yes." Mike immediately disconnected the phone unilaterally, Mike really didn't think about Tiffany's feelings for the umpteenth time.

Tiffany burst into tears and immediately wiped the tears away so that Amelia wouldn't see, and Tiffany began to put her cell phone in her pants pocket. Tiffany began to leave the room for the car, at this time Tiffany had to prioritize Amelia's feverish condition. Tiffany didn't understand why Amelia had a fever, because as far as Tiffany knew Amelia's condition was fine when she got home from school.

"Honey, hang on, Mom's taking you to the hospital," Tiffany said as she got in the car and started driving towards the hospital.

Amelia still had her eyes closed, and Tiffany started driving the car to the hospital herself. On the way to the hospital, Tiffany's tears continued to flow so fast, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore for now.

'Mike, you're too much, you blame me like this, but you're cool with Stella,' Tiffany said in her heart, the heart that had been broken into pieces made Tiffany unable to feel what was called love.

Love? It seems that Tiffany can't feel love anymore, because Tiffany has been destroyed many times by Mike, the man she really loves.

"I wonder how far you guys will go to maintain your relationship," Tiffany said to Mike and Stella.

Tiffany began to forget Mike's treatment on the phone, now Tiffany had to focus on driving, because Tiffany didn't want to experience anything bad on the way to the hospital.

After traveling 30 minutes, Tiffany and Amelia finally arrived at the hospital, Tiffany immediately carried Amelia into the hospital and several nurses at the hospital began to treat Amelia and immediately checked Amelia's condition, then Tiffany continued to follow wherever Amelia was taken by the nurse because Tiffany did not want to leave Amelia alone. Tiffany also prayed to God to heal Amelia, Tiffany's face was very pale and her hands were cold because she was worried about her only child, Amelia Tasya William.

"I will take care of the administration first, please take care of my child," Tiffany told one of the nurses who had helped the doctor to check Amelia's condition.

"Yes," said the nurse.

After Amelia was examined by the doctor and several nurses, Amelia had to be hospitalized for several days because Amelia's fever was unstable, and Tiffany had to immediately take care of the administration so that Amelia received good care while in the hospital. After Tiffany took care of the administration, Tiffany started going to the VIP room according to her choice, because Tiffany wanted Amelia to be comfortable while in the hospital and not many people knew if Tiffany was in the hospital. Tiffany is a public figure making Tiffany must always be careful when outside the house, and currently Tiffany is also not accompanied by her bodyguard or manager, Tiffany wants to do everything by herself.

"I have to tell Mike." Tiffany began to take her cell phone to immediately notify Mike if Amelia had to be hospitalized for a few days.

Tiffany was already in the VIP room, Tiffany started calling Mike but Mike's number was not active. Tiffany began to sit on the sofa after looking at Amelia who was still closing her eyes and sleeping on the hospital bed.

"Mike must be busy with Stella," Tiffany said when Mike's number went dead.

Tiffany started texting Mike to let him know that Amelia would be hospitalized for the next few days, since Mike's number was off and she couldn't reach him so she just texted him.

"The important thing is that I told Mike, whether Mike comes here or not is your business," said Tiffany after sending a message to Mike.

Tiffany kept her cell phone on the table, Tiffany began to close her eyes with a rough sigh.

"I guess I regret marrying Mike." Tiffany muttered something like that, but her hand immediately covered her mouth.

"What are you talking about, Tiffany!" Tiffany smacked herself lightly on the mouth for saying that.

Tiffany opened her eyes and looked at the hospital bed in front of her, Tiffany didn't want Amelia to hear what Tiffany had just said, even though her voice was very quiet but Tiffany was afraid Amelia would hear it.

'Regret? I think I do regret marrying Mike, but I don't regret having Amelia in this marriage,' Tiffany said in her heart.

Tiffany did regret marrying Mike, but it was useless to regret it because there would be no way out, Tiffany and Mike also had a daughter named Amelia, a child who would never be at fault for Mike's treatment of Tiffany. However, Tiffany regrets not being able to manage or manage Mike as her husband, but Tiffany does not want to manage Mike's life like that, because Tiffany believes that karma will never be wrong, and Tiffany hopes that the karma that Mike gets will never happen to Amelia.

"After Amel gets out of the hospital, I want to go to my mother's house," said Tiffany, who missed her mother.

During Tiffany's marriage to Mike, Tiffany has rarely come to her parents' house, because Tiffany's busy life as a wife and mother makes it difficult for Tiffany to come to her parents' house, and Tiffany is also always sad when dealing with her parents who always believe that Tiffany's household with Mike is fine and very romantic, but in fact Tiffany's household has never been fine. However, Tiffany had to keep a tight lid on the reality of her household with Mike. Tiffany also always feels sad when dealing with some reporters who always ask about her household. However, Tiffany must be prepared to answer and bear the risks of all her actions, actions that are indeed wrong for Tiffany to live.

"Regret is always at the end, if at the beginning it's called registration." Tiffany tried to calm herself down so as not to focus on the pain in her household.

The pain that has been felt for years and Tiffany can still do everything okay, because Tiffany's current goal is to make Amelia happy, Amelia who must not know the pain Tiffany has experienced so far.

"It will be night soon, and surely Mike will come home." Tiffany always thought of Mike in times like this.