Chapter 14 - THINGS ARE NOT WHAT THEY SEEM II

ALBERT WAS REALLY RIGHT AND WE WERE BIDDING IDEAS TO MAKE ME FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE. HE SAID, "GO IN A HOT TUB AND YOU'LL SEE THAT YOU'LL FEEL LIKE YOU'RE IN HEAVEN." AND HE GAVE ME THE ROBE AND I UNDRESSED AND PUT THE ROBE ON WHILE HE WAS PREPARING THE BATH, SOAP AND SALTS AND EVERYTHING I HAD. MAN, IT WAS REALLY GREAT. I WENT IN AND IT FELT LIKE IN THOSE MOVIES WHERE YOU CAN BLOW BUBBLES IN THE AIR ONLY IF YOU CAN SEE MY HEAD. I TOOK A FEW MORE SIPS OF WHISKEY AND SUDDENLY I SAW A COMPLETELY NAKED MAN LOOKING AT ME AND HE LAUGHED AND SAID I LOOKED CUTE. I LOOKED AND SAID IT WAS NOTHING. HE CAME IN AND REALIZED THAT I WAS STILL UNSURE ABOUT IT. NOTE THAT IT WAS MY SECOND SUPER NERVOUS SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP AND HE WAS EVEN VERY DELICATE, HE TREATED ME SUPER WELL, IT WAS EVEN PLEASUREFUL BECAUSE HE WAS NOT ONE TO THROW HIMSELF AWAY, WHEN I WAS ALREADY IN ECSTASY HE SAID NOW I WANT YOU TO GO TO A SAUNA AND IT WAS SO HOT THAT I WAS SWEATING AND THERE HE CAME IN AGAIN, HE GAVE IT REALLY HARSH AND PENETRATED ME SEVERAL TIMES. I WAS GOING CRAZY AND IT JUST CAME TO MY HEAD, MAN, HOW CAN HE BE OLDER, UGH WHEN HE FINALLY HAD HIS PLEASURE, HE SAID, GO TAKE A SHOWER AND REST, I WANT MORE IN A LITTLE WHILE. BUT HOW? I WAS EXHAUSTED, I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO OBEDIENT AS I WAS BEING THAT NIGHT AFTER A BRIEF REST, BRIEFLY, ABOUT TWENTY MINUTES, HE CAME BACK WITH A FIRE THAT WAS CAPABLE OF BURNING ME AND WITH A SMILE ON HIS FACE YOU WERE NOT CURIOUS ABOUT THE HORSE, NOW IT WAS HIS TURN. I SWALLOWED DRY AND FELT LIKE A RAG DOLL IN HIS HUGE HANDS IN THE END HE TOOK ME HOME AND AFTER THAT NIGHT OF LUXURY HE STILL PAID ME SIX HUNDRED I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT THE GUY GAVE ME A BEATING IN BED THAT WOULD MAKE ANY YOUNG MAN ENVIOUS AND I STILL LEFT IT RECEIVING I ENTERED THE HOUSE LOOKING LIKE I HAD BEEN RUN OVER THE GIRLS WERE SUPER WORRIED BECAUSE I SHOWED UP IT WAS ALMOST NOON THEY LOOKED AT ME AND ASKED IF I WAS OKAY AND THEY THOUGHT I WAS DEAD AT THAT TIME BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T HAVE ANY INFORMATION ABOUT THE CAR THAT TOOK ME. THEN THERE WAS THE INTERROGATION BECAUSE I SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT OUT AND A GOOD PART OF THE NEXT DAY AND THEY WERE WORRIED AND THEN HE PAID AND I SAID YES WHAT WAS THAT GUYS I WAS TALKING THE MAN BEATING ME IN BED AND THE GIRLS SAID SEE THEN AND THEN I SAID EXCITED IF THAT'S HOW IT IS I WANT IT FOREVER THEY WARNED ME THAT I SHOULDN'T TAKE SO LONG BECAUSE I WOULD LOSE AT MOST AN HOUR AND THAT I WAS KIND OF BAD LUCK SINCE THE MAN WORKED WELL AND THAT WAS NOT THE OBJECTIVE OF THE SITUATION AFTER THAT I WENT TO BED AND PASSED OUT FROM TIREDNESS. IT WAS ALREADY NIGHT WHEN I WOKE UP AND THEY SAID THEY WERE GOING OUT TO MAKE NEW PRISONERS, SO TO SPEAK, AND I SOON GOT READY TOO AND THERE WE WENT TO ATTACK AND THIS TIME I WAS NOT LUCK, BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHEN I WILL STILL GO OUT WITH THIS MAN, BECAUSE I NEVER SAW HIM AGAIN. MOST OF THE OTHER MEN I KNEW WERE DEAD, WHOEVER SAID THE LIFE OF A CALL GIRL IS EASY IS SO WRONG, I HAD ALREADY COMMITTED TO IT BECAUSE FOR A FEW WEEKS I WAS A CALL GIRL... AND ALMOST NONE OF THEM ABUSED ME AND EVERY TIME WE HAD SEX I REMEMBER THE GIRLS SAYING THERE WOULD ALMOST NOT BE ANY SEX, OH MY GOD. EVERY EXPERIENCE I HAD HAD SEX INVOLVED. ONE DAY AT HOME I GOT A VISIT FROM MY MOTHER AND MY NIECE. SHE SAID SHE NEEDED TO TALK AND SHE APOLOGIZED AND SAID I COULD COME HOME. I WANTED TO. SO I SAID MOM AND EVEN APOLOGIZED BECAUSE WE BOTH WERE WRONG IN THE SITUATION BUT I WILL NOT COME BACK HOME. SHE AGREED BUT ASKED ME NOT TO STOP VISIT HER.