Worth, Resolve... The Future.

Father.

Nikolai believed that word was special. He regarded the word as something sacred. It represented strength, protection, and unconditional love. He idolised his father, but worried whether he could measure up to him.

'Am I worthy?'

Nikolai thought while frowning, his hand stroking Nikita's silky hair.

'No… I will surpass him.'

"Mm~ it's comfy, itch my scalp." 

Nikolai wondered how his father felt when his mother became pregnant. Did his father's heart race, banging like a drum, while wrapped in his mother's warm embrace. Nikolai wanted to ask him, but wondered about finding his own path.

He couldn't help but feel conflicted, but knowing his child existed changed something deep within heart and mind. 

"Ehehe~ that's right, mm, are you happy?" 

'I should be honest with her. She probably feels more nervous than I ever will.'

"I am happy, but worry if I can be a good father."