Dream or Nightmare?

'Home... it's going to be a bit of a hassle, I'd better change my clothes. 'There's blood all over me, even my hair ahhh, it's going to be a lot of trouble.'

kaage turns and looks around.

'now... I'd better collect some of the clean ones'

Yes... he decided to steal the clothes from the corpses.

Kaage began looking at each body he killed. However, it was difficult since most of it was covered in blood, but he didn't even care. His only goal was to find clothes that were a little cleaner than the ones he was currently wearing.

Kaage, start looking for the people whose throats he slit, not the people he stick into

'Those whose throats were cut, where are those whose throats were cut?'

The reason he searched for the people whose throats he cut was because there was less blood on their clothes, so he For this reason looked at each body one by one.

The sun had already set by the time he found the clothes to wear.

'It took me a few hours to find these clothes, but I'm still happy I could find them.'

'These clothes are cleaner than the other clothes on the floor, all that's left is to clean myself.'

Kaage created his own mind map of the area around the house and began to follow the path to the river.

The place he finally reached was where the river flowed.

'ahh... I'm finally here. I need to remove even a small amount of blood stains from clothes because people might get suspicious. What was my mother doing now? First of all, I think he was trying to remove small stains by rubbing them with hot water, but since I don't have a hot water source, I think it can be removed with normal water. '

'I had a very difficult time buying these clothes. 'I felt as if touching people's miserable bodies while removing clothes from their bodies had destroyed their dignity.'

'the only problem here is that they're dead.'

While Kaage was saying these sentences, he was also cleaning clothes As the traces of blood on the clothes diminished, blood began to flow into the river.

'hahahaha seriously it's passed, now it's time to wear it.'

Kaage started wearing clothes that were too big for her. In this case it made no sense. He stole the clothes of someone he had just killed and wore that outfit, it meant nothing to him.

He took off his blood-covered clothes and put on his brand new clothes.

'I need to destroy these clothes but I don't know how. If I say fire, there is no fire and I cannot create it, even if I throw it into the river, it will be a problem. Those who saw me in these clothes yesterday will think I am either dead or running away. Of course, my own body is not among the bodies I left behind, of course I would be the number 1 suspect.'

'Which means, for now, these clothes are my new pillow.'

Yes, he made blood covered clothes into his own pillow.

Kaage falls asleep directly with the new pillow he made.

and his dream begins...

'Ha? 'where am I'

All he saw was darkness and an environment that felt like he was in a black hole.

Suddenly darkness gives way to pure white

'what the hell!! my eyes'

All Kaage did was squint his eyes and look around.

'what is this?'

kaage sees something in the distance and starts heading towards it.

His steps slowly quicken.

The 'thing' he sees slowly reminds him of a human figure. However, as we get closer, this human figure begins to look more familiar.

'mother?'

'why are you here?'

'are you ok?'

Kaage steps in front of his mother and looks at her face, but immediately a horrified expression appears on his face.

'your face... what happened to you!!!'

All Kaage could do was scream and ask questions because he knew that was the only thing he could do right now because it was done, it was too late.

Kaage's mother was very beautiful, pure and her smile was like an angel, but these were in the past because his mother died and in his own dreams he sees her again but not in the way he wanted to see her.

His mother's eyes were the exact opposite of Kaage's. Aren't those bluish eyes looking with compassion beautiful? But now there was nothing where those eyes should be, emptiness and BLOOD. Blood was flowing from her eyes. Her mother's eyes were removed. kaage didn't know what he was supposed to feel, should he be angry? Should he be sad? revenge? No, Kaage felt all of these, too, and his heaviest feeling was revenge, but his mother suddenly spoke and said,

'kaa..ge sorry..sorry..I couldn't..look at you'

Hearing these words, Kaage was devastated.

'NO mom, you took care of me in the best way possible..I couldn't take care of you, I'm sorry mom!'

Kaage touched his mother's body and as soon as he touched it, his hands turned to ice. His mother's body was like ice. Kaage wasn't surprised by this, he knew she was dead... Did he know? Was he aware of this? Did he realize this was a dream?

But I guess Kaage didn't realize he was dreaming and that's not good for him

He took his hands off his mother's body and looked at his mother's face again, but this time something he didn't expect happened.

His mother's face suddenly turned towards him and she started talking loudly.

'YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, YOUR FAMILY'S DEATH IS YOUR FAULT! YOU DRAW GOD'S ATTENTION'

Kaage was startled and stood back, astonished.

'what's going on-'

Kaage's other family members suddenly appear in front of him: his father and his older brother.

and all their eyes are gouged out and bloody

Suddenly, Kaage remembers the memory of walking around the city with his father. People call him "You're like a twin", "He's a copy of his father", there are also people who say "He's just like his father, but look at his eyes". But Kaage doesn't know why this suddenly occurred to him, maybe out of the blue. His feelings are because he doesn't know what to do or how to feel when his father appears in front of him.

And they all say, 'YOUR POWER IS A POWER THAT SHOULD NOT BE THERE. DID GOD CHOOSE YOU? No, GOD HAS CURSED YOU. WILL YOUR BODY HANDLE THIS POWER? NO, A 15 YEAR OLD CHILD CAN'T HANDLE THIS POWER!! YOU ARE DOOMED TO DİE!!'

and they all disappeared at once.

'god? Why would God choose me and why would God curse me? What have I done to God? what's my fault? My power, I didn't ask for this power, but I'm happy that it happened. If God cursed me with this power, I don't care, my body will withstand this power, this power will be one with me!'

A strange voice comes

'That's enough'

'Ha..?'

and kaage wakes up.

Kaage wakes up sweating and looks around frantically.

'that voice... what was that voice?'

Kaage absentmindedly washes his face in the river with the thoughts in his mind and looks at his reflection in the reflection and says 'dad' in a low voice.

He thinks of his father, mother and brother, while his brother was just like his mother, Kaage was like his father.

If he were at home with his mother right now, he would cut his hair because his mother would think that short hair suits him better. Her hair is now reaching her neck, while it is short in the front, it grows longer in the back.

'mom... I will always keep this hair this long from now on. I always have to remember this day.'

Kaage slowly stands up and swears in front of the river. 'I promise you, your revenge will be by my hands. 'I won't die without killing the people who took your lives!' Kaage takes his oath. One day everyone would hear about this oath, but for now only God and Kaage knew about it.

kaage finishes his vows and washes his hair.

The real life will begin now, I will go to a city that does not know me and I will look for a job there. The city I will go to is powerful, some call them 'blessed', will they call me cursed? Haha, it's funny to even think about it, anyway, I should just focus on getting stronger and surviving and my body.

Kaage looks at his hands and is about to shake them when he sees a black mark on the index finger of his right hand. His index finger is completely black.

'hmm... is this god's curse? More precisely, it happened because my body couldn't handle the strength I had, right? ahhh man, I don't even know my full power yet, all I know is monstrous speed and strength, I don't even know if he has any more abilities!'

'But all I know is that my power is draining my body, so the more I use my power, the worse my body will get.'

'Perhaps I should use a sword rather than rely on my strength. Sword means learning new arts, but I should learn about my power, maybe there is something in the city I will go to.'

Kaage starts walking to the city. If his calculations are correct, he will reach there in 1.5 days without any hesitation, but if he does not encounter anything on the way.

'The first thing I will do when I arrive will be to socialize with people'

So will the people there be as Kaage thinks?