Part " 7 "
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Pravat looked at his hand holding the cigarette and spoke
(You shouted at me saying that I am a person without feelings and that I do not understand what you feel. But seriously, I have feelings, I am also human like you and I have a heart and can love.
I also lost someone, someone close to my heart who was part of my soul and you…. You look like that person....and seeing you reminds me of him, your laughter and smiles, your behavior, your frowns and your anger, everything about you reminds me of him)
Ated did not say anything and continued to listen, staring at Pravat as he spoke and staring at the ground
(I was thirteen years old when I met him. I had just learned to shoot under his father's training and I met him in my father's office. He was very young. So young that I thought he was a four-year-old child, but I was surprised that he was eight years old.
He was very lively and active and loved to play, especially playing. In my room, around me, or everywhere I was, I did not prevent him. On the contrary, I loved him His presence around me. until ....)
Ated said, asking
( until what ?)
He quickly closed his mouth when Pravat looked at him, who smiled and there were tears shining in his eyes, then he looked away and looked back at the sky.
(Until that fateful day. The house burned down with him and his mother...and my joy burned inside it.. At that time I realized that I had lost him completely.. He is my moon, my sun, my happiness, and my laughter. And on the day I lost him, I knew that I had lost myself.. I am in great pain, Ated.. I miss seeing him and his voice.
I do not wish for anything now except to see him, even if the cost is my life.. You resemble him in name, appearance, stubbornness, and harsh tongue, and even when you cry, you resemble him.. I have come to believe that you are him, and that is why I prevent you from leaving the house.)
Pravat looked at Ated, who was crying and trying to suppress his sobs as he looked at him. Pravat tensed as he wiped Ated's tears and tried to calm him down, forgetting about the tears that made their way down his cheek. Ated moved his hand and gently wiped away Pravat's tears, in addition to Pravat staring into his eyes.
Pravat slowly approached him, their breaths mingling together, Ated closed his eyes involuntarily, holding the edges of his coat. Pravat considered it as approval, so he kissed him gently... Ated did not know why he responded to him this way, but he wanted to deepen his kiss.
Pravat noticed Ated's attempt to keep up with his kisses and noticed that he was a beginner at kissing, and this proved to him that he was the only one who was able to kiss him. He moved his hands, holding Ated's face with his hands as he kissed his lips deeper, sucking the upper lip for a few moments, then letting it go and going down to the lower one to kiss and suck it forcefully.
He turned away from him after feeling that he was suffocating. He turned away and stared at his face and reddened cheek. Ated bowed his head slightly despite Pravat holding his face with his hands and wiping his cheek with his finger. Then Pravat rested his head on Ated's head, both of them breathing heavily, so Ated spoke while tears gathered again in his eyes.
(Now? What do we call the thing because of which we kissed each other?)
Pravat noticed the tears that came out and fell from Ated's eyes and onto his cheek, so Pravat raised his head and wiped them away while speaking.
(Let's call it admiration)
Ated looked into Pravat's yellow eyes for a moment, then they were both frightened by Warut's screams and his call to his brother, Pravat, who got up and stood. Ated got up and stood behind Pravat. Ated was still afraid of Warut more than Pravat. Warut spoke.
(Ated, go to your room. And you , Pravat follow me.)
Ated moved quickly and walked He ran into the house and headed towards his room. He entered and closed the door, leaning his back against the door before sliding down and sitting on the floor near the door, placing his hand on his heart. Virutt woke up and ran towards him and sat on his knees, asking him what was wrong, and Ated answered him in a confused voice.
(Virutt, I think I like someone, but I'm afraid)
Virutt helped him get up, took the scarf off his shoulders, helped him sit on the bed, and sat in front of him, holding his hand, speaking.
(What did you say?)
Ated
(I said I like someone. What happened to you, Virutt? Can't you hear me?)
Virutt spoke up
(Listen to me, if he is one of the children of this family, then I ask you to step back and abandon the idea of your liking for him.)
Ated was surprised by Virutt's speech. He moved his hands away and lay down, pulling the covers down and turning his back to Ated, and spoke in a whisper.
(The Sons of this family are bad at love. They do not love anyone in return.... We are puppets that they entertain themselves with when they feel bored. Be careful not to act stupidly. Think before taking any step, because if you take a step without thinking, you will end up just like me.)
Ated asked in a low voice
(Didn't you say we're brothers? Why don't you tell me everything that's going on inside you)
Virutt spoke up
( Khun Warut is the person I love.. I met him eight years ago, I was looking for a job and left school to work and help my mother and buy her medicine but everyone rejected my work and said I was young, they did not believe that I was sixteen years old and they said I was a twelve year old child....
I was walking angrily towards the sea and did not notice the sleeping person on the sand although I saw his work team and the photographers.... I tripped over his legs and fell on his chest and then I was sure that I was small in size and build)
Ated lay down next to him staring at his back and said
(And what did you do?)
Virutt spoke but didn't tell him the whole truth
(I ran away, got up and ran to the end of the beach on the western side and after I got tired I sat on the sand in front of one of the resorts without knowing that he had booked a room for him there..
I stayed sitting watching the water until the sun set so I sat there crying silently for a long time until I felt someone put his coat on my shoulder and sit next to me while patting my back and said that he had been watching me throughout his photo session and when he asked me why I was looking for a job I burst into tears and told him everything, do you know why I told him?)
Ated looked at him and didn't speak so Verutt could continue his talk
(Because he was the first person to comfort me and talk to me kindly, and he was the first person to pat my back comforting me, since my father passed away, and Khun Warut was the first person to treat me tenderly as a father as someone other than my mother, yes Mr. Warut was the one who had the photo session on the sea)
Ated
(And how did you start working here? I mean how did you end up working in his house?)
Virutt
(At that time he wiped my tears and asked me to go back to my studies and that he would solve everything.... After a while I learned that he bought our house and the surrounding land and supervised with some workers the restoration of the resort where my mother worked and supervised my mother's treatment and asked her to manage it and her work would be to pay off the house and resort and after I graduated from the Department of Business Administration I decided to repay him and work in his service and that's how I ended up here.. But I don't know when and how I got carried away with my feelings for him)
Ated
(When you're ready you can tell me)
Virutt spoke
(I discovered my feelings when Khun Warut fell ill and I took care of him. He was alone because Mr. and Mrs. were traveling and also Khun Pravat was not here and Khun Warut came back late and was wet even though it was not raining.
I remember at that time that he did not speak and went into his room and then he asked me Spending the night in his room for an unknown reason. I did not refuse and slept on the couch. I woke up in the middle of the night to his whining and raving. When I approached him, I learned that his temperature was very high.
I continued to take care of him and tried to lower his temperature until dawn, and when he woke up, his eyes were red. He got up and kissed me hard. I was trying to push him away, but he was holding on to me tightly, kissed me hard, and walked away. Suddenly... I thought at the time that he was not conscious, but he was conscious.)
Ated
(Just this? You can get over it, Virutt.... There is no need to get attached to someone before you once)
Virutt got up and sat in front of him while he spoke, his eyes full of tears, holding Ated's hands
(It's not the case Also Ated, after that things started to get more complicated, he started coming to my room at night, I felt his presence, hugging me and sleeping next to me, and his coming to me at night, sleeping next to me and hugging me continued for a week, and after that I talked to him.. I was sitting on the bed when he came and stood at the door before he approached me and sat next to me)
Ated
(And what did you do?)
Virutt
(I intended to ask him about the reason for his presence, sleeping and hugging me.. But after he sat next to me, my tongue betrayed me and I did not speak and I remained silent and moved away from him a little, but he hugged me and apologized to me.. I still remember his sentence
"I am sorry for storming into your room at night and sleeping next to you and hugging you, I think I am bothering you and this has started to cause you insomnia, Virutt I noticed that you wake up at night for three days, but what surprises me is that you do not talk to me"
Ated I remember that I did not speak, my tongue was tied and the words did not come out, then he got up to leave )
Ated
(And you prevented him?)
Virutt
(Yes, I remember what I said to him when I held his hand,
"No, Khun Warut.. If you were bothering me, I would have told you, but you are not bothering me.. I know that you have a problem sleeping, so you turn to me, and there is no problem if I am the person who helps you sleep."
And he became when he was upset. Or he gets insomnia or can't sleep. He comes to me and sleeps in my room.)
Ated
(And he kisses you and hugs you...that is, if he doesn't have sex with you as well)
Virutt
(No, no, just kisses and hugs, no sex)
Ated
(Virutt, you are the stupidest person I have ever met in my life. Have you seen someone throw himself into the sea easily? Of course not. How can you stop him? You are the one who built an imaginary relationship for himself with a person who was using you as a tool for comfort or as something to treat his insomnia. This is if He did not use your body as his medicine.)
Virutt remained silent for Ated to ask him
(What happened next?)
Virutt
(It became his dealings He is normal with me in front of the guards, but when we are alone, his true side appears... like hugs and kisses, and if he is busy with some papers and tired, he asks me to stay next to him, and when he gets tired, he leaves the papers and leans on the chair for a few moments before he pulls me to sit in his lap and hugs me for several minutes, then leaves me.)
Ated
(Didn't you ever talk? I mean, like a normal conversation between you, normal without a master and a guard?)
Virutt
(He used to ask me if I was okay and if work was tiring me out. In addition to his gentle behavior in touching my cheek and brushing my hair away, I even remember him talking about my hair,
"Long hair suits you. Don't cut it. "
Since then, I stopped cutting it until it became this length.)
Ated
(Virutt, you want to skip Warut, don't you?)
Virutt
(Yes, but....)
Ated
(Trust me, I will make his mind return to his head and he will regret that he lost you and will express his feelings)
Virutt
(What will you do?)
Ated
(Where can I find scissors in this house?)
Virutt
(What do you want with the scissors? They are in the fourth drawer in the private cupboard in the kitchen)
Ated got up and left the room quietly as he heard Warut screaming at Pravat, so he ignored him and went towards the kitchen. He took the scissors and walked back up to the second floor to stand and saw Pravat angrily leaving the office towards the door to leave the house. He ignored the matter and entered the room asking Virutt to sit on the chair. Then he spoke
(We will first start by breaking his demand about your hair. I will cut your hair. What do you think?)
Virutt looked at the ground before raising his head and speaking to Ated
(If you're good at it, you can tell me a story)
Ated began quietly cutting Virutt's hair until he smiled with satisfaction after Virutt's hair became a perfect match for him and his almond-colored eyes. With almost swollen cheeks and small red lips, he looks like one of the paintings that the artist created.
Virutt got up towards the bathroom, looking at his appearance in the mirror with a smile, before leaving the bathroom and heading towards Ated, holding his hand anxiously.
(Will Khun Warut be upset if he finds out that I cut my hair?)
Ated
(Try to avoid him and stop working inside the house, accompany Pravat be his guard.. Don't you have a chief guard or a chief servant or something like that?)
Virutt
(The chief guard is with Khun Siva but there is someone who replaces him here)
Ated
(Tell him that you want to work outside the house, ask him to replace you with someone else, accompany Pravat outside the house is better than staying in front of Warut, this way he will notice your absence and will study his feelings and discover what is in his heart towards you)
They went back to sleep but Virutt couldn't sleep so he got up to take a shower and change his clothes, he headed to his room and found Warut sleeping in his bed hugging his pillow.. Virutt stood staring at him to sigh and head towards the closet, took his clothes and left silently, after taking a shower he went down the stairs to work to meet Pravat whose eyes widened in shock as he said
(Oh, what is this? Virutt when did you cut your hair? It suits you very much, you look very handsome )
Virutt
(Thank you Khun, where can I find the chief guard)
Pravat
(He's in the garden)
Virutt let Pravat enter his office, and he headed towards the garden and spoke with the chief guard. He was able to replace him with one of Pravat's guards to take his place. Half an hour later, Pravat left the office and saw Warut coming down the stairs and massaging his temple with his hand to ignore him and leave.
Pravat still remembers his older brother screaming at him. Pravat went out to find Virutt in his car instead of one of his guards. He ignored the matter and went back to work on his iPad, in order to review his work.
He remembered Ated's shy face, so he covered his smile with his hand and continued his work silently without noticing the nervous young man sitting in the front seat, thinking about Warut's reaction if he saw him like this.
Warut sat at the table eating his breakfast while looking around to see Virutt, but he didn't even hear his voice, so he thought he was sleeping in Ated's room to ask the maid about him. She told him that she didn't know because she was afraid to tell him that Virutt was working outside the house.
Warut returned to finish his food, and when he finished, he got up intending to go to Ated's room and wake him up, but he stopped when he saw one of Pravat's guards walking around the house. He stopped in the middle of the stairs, leaned his arms on the frame of the stairs, and spoke.
(Hey, aren't you one of Pravat's guards?)
The guard stood up and bowed.
(Yes, sir, Virutt switched jobs with me. He is now working with Khun Pravat, and I am here.)
Warut's anger rose and he knew that Virutt was running away from him or avoiding him and trying to bypass him to head towards his office. He wanted to call Pravat, but he held back because he was still angry with him and didn't want to talk to him, so he waited for them to return to talk to Virutt. He tried to occupy himself with work a lot or go out to walk around the living room in front of Ated, who was smiling secretly at Warut's anger.
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