I spent most of last night packing a duffel bag of all of my essentials, and three outfits for our trip to New York City. I’m so excited to get out of this little town for the first time in a long time. The only big city I’ve ever been to was Atlanta when I was 17, and I’ve never been on an airplane.
That thought alone makes me want to puke of nervousness, but I need to suck it up. I wake up ready to go to work when all of a sudden I feel soreness coming from my crotch.
Holly mother of..!
I’m no longer a virgin, and it was amazing, but now... how will I be able to get work done with this pain? It hurts more than yesterday. What hurts more, is that I have always planned to make love for the first time with my husband.
Ace isn’t even my boyfriend... Yet. I feel kinda dirty, but I don’t regret him, I don’t think I ever could.
I shoot Clara a text.
Heather: [I’m on my way to work, let’s hope my car starts this time. See ya there.]