Gone..

Alot was going through my head as I finally let it sink in and remembered my supposed dad Julian,every time I asked him where my real mother was he would get this look,as if uncomfortable with my question and say that nobody knew where she was and that my dad never mentioned her.

But I knew he was still leaving something out of his story ,but just as I wanted to ask I heard gun shots outside, they'd finally found this place but I didn't know what to do .

I looked at him and saw that he wasn't even bothered about it as if he had been expecting it to happen, he just continued to sit there staring at the same photo, not moving as if waiting for me to do something. I looked at him,"where's June?" I asked him, and by the way he froze after the mention of her name I knew something was wrong, "where is she?".I asked him again hoping to get an answer, he slowly raised his head and said the words that broke me entirely, "June is gone,she was killed by Julian's dad a year ago".

No way he was lying he had to be,I wanted to yell and scream at him, to accuse him of lying about it but the look in his eyes said everything I needed to know. I remembered June, the most beautiful girl I'd ever met, and the best friend I ever had,I thought I would have a chance to tell her everything tonight or tomorrow morning but it seems like I was meant to keep it to my self, at first I silenced my self but now the whole world has silenced me.

The man in front of me had lost the will to live, he looked the most vulnerable I'd ever seen him, I heard footsteps, they had made it in and were heading directly for this room. Hearing this he took out his gun, stood up and walked over to me , he placed the gun in my hand like he did two years ago and pointed at him self, "If anyone should kill me it should be you not them."I thought back to everything he had said ,I knew he meant it and saw the same look my sisters had when they had pleaded for me to do it ,"At least I would be able to see Xavier again "he said, his voice bearly above a whisper. I knew convincing him would be futile, "I love you,"and with that said he made me pull the trigger. Just like that he was gone.