Bo Yan hoped to be a decent and honorable man on one hand, yet on the other, he reminded himself that he was married, and even if he did something, it would be justified, especially with someone he had longed for so much.
Reason told him to close his eyes and sleep immediately, but his emotions told him that he couldn't just let her go like that.
She was not merely the age of Yuran herself, but the age of Fu Yuran, so he felt that even if he slept with the current Yuran, it seemed also...
...it seemed to make no difference.
He reached out his hand, intending to do something, but seeing her peaceful sleeping form, he couldn't bring himself to touch her. He had always considered himself a man who followed his desires without restraint.
Turns out, he had overestimated himself.
He couldn't bear to hurt her, not even a little bit.
Suppressing the restless urge within, he held her in his arms, ignoring the agitation in his body, and closed his eyes to sleep.
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