I like every other teenager has a dream. Something I prayed and fantasized about would one day come true. My elder brother saw it an empty dream, something to build my imagination and that I would one day overcome and forget.
       I stood strong, determined to catch that dream and one day live and fill full it. But my devotion to the same dream made me think back "was it really worth it" and till today I ask myself "does it all worth it"

DREAMS (dreams before love)

I walked over to my dressing table and saw my Debit card on the table. I ran my hand through it and smiled as I remembered how James promised to help me and he also kept to his promise. He always goes out of his way to get things done for me just to make me happy and that's when it hits me, maybe, Linda is actually right. 


 "You know Serena, I have always seen you as a smart person but today I came to understand that it's just a show". 


Those words really hurt me and they kept on replaying in my head, I just couldn’t let it go 


 "I thought you could figure things out but as usual,am wrong ". 


I gripped hard on my debit card putting all my frustrations in it. 


 "You are ignorant, stupid and at the same time dumb. Your obsession to your Aborad nonesense has lead you into being confused and conflicted. 


MY FEELINGS