It turned out that when one grew up, he would weigh things, and finally make the choices. She still loved herself the most and chose the slow and steady lifestyle she loved.
Snowflakes began to fall gently, mixed with the rain.
The Espresso cooled down, his fingertips touched the cup, a chilly feeling seeping into his heart. John suddenly felt he had never really understood her thoughts. He had thought, with his patience and all, with his usual pride, he could do everything.
So when she kept avoiding him, and then he knew about her past, he was always calm, thinking he had enough time to resolve it, and she would certainly accept him.
He should have known earlier that her usual distance from him was not trying to catch him by playing coy in a tacky way. There was never a sure thing in love, and she was different from other girls. In front of him, she seemed to be unaware of what is uneasiness. When he wanted to get closer, she couldn't help but escape.