Advice from my 19-year-old self

We intelligent or even average intelligence tend to comprehend the meaning of love, but at what cost? A broken heart? A sex life? Or heck even a soul for life. We try and let everything slide so we do not expect the unexpected. But how can we move from a hectic lifestyle to a relaxing one?

So close our eyes and leave this place. 

I never thought I would get a job or more likely a job like this. I'm still quite in shock but the fact that I have finally started to have my own rights now, and I'm grateful for that.

Once I finish my contract I will have more time with my sister :) I wish my sister could get a scholarship anywhere around the world she wants.

Plus my happiness is her happiness. I pray to you to grant both her and my wishes too, one day I will see my sisters success, and be so proud as I am when she finally makes it to her dreams.