Yuinimout

Synopsis 
He is a baseless existence impersonating as human, living three lives, each time learning to define his identity.

“But, why let the universe define who you are? If you believe in yourself, then you’ve always been the same person, no matter what. I can be the missing part of you. All you have to do is to make me yours.” 

As he stood before the man who had transformed his world, he wondered how fate could be so cruel to them both.

Story Summary:
Yu De, a young man with a lost past who struggled to make ends meet, was transmigrated into a game world where he had to follow every mission assigned by the system. He was told that his fate was destined to die for world progression, with the promise that he would be sent back to his real world after completion.

‘But honestly, who wants to go back to their life of poverty?’ 

Hence, he deviated from the scripted narrative and became entangled with the male lead in search of a way to end his life completely. 

However, after facing death, he found himself back to the beginning of the tutorial. With the system no longer present, he finally gained the freedom to live for himself.

(Angst, Multiple Timelines, Time travel, Transmigration, Psychological, Philosophical, Self Discovery, Self awareness, BL)

Return to You Who is Lost [BL]

Appearance: Blonde hair, emerald eyes and a perfect body anatomy.

Name: La Eir is his surname (Empire of Eir), His name means a bright and free man.

Calibre: Writing's on the wall (allow bloody written words to alter reality.)

Hobbies: Reading books, researching and self answering

Characteristics: has a fixation on attention and a great talent in gauging situations.

"How many times have I said, Laurent?" A harsh tone of a woman echoed in the library.

Her red painted nails grabbed the book from the young prince and threw it onto the floor. Gripping his shoulder tightly, her Jade-like eyes glared at his pair of green eyes.

"You know about my aspiration for you. Everyone has a high expectation of the incarnation of the Sun God and you're blessed with beauty and brain. You must utilise them to gain support and not to bury yourself in stacks of useless philosophical books that made you foolish!"

"But, I have no interest in the succession fight."

"That is not up to you to decide. Mother knows best, so please listen to me. No son of mine will live in obscurity."

"How's becoming a scholar an insignificant achievement?"

Her eyes gleamed and smiled, warning him beforehand.

Raising her hand up, she struck it across his face, which was frozen in shock. His trembling fingers traced his swollen cheek, unable to respond to his mother's slap.

"Your-your Majesty!" The maids behind her grasped.

"Your Majesty! Please control your rage!" A frantic servant begged, kneeling on all four.

Ignoring the ruckus she caused, she whispered to her son in a low voice.

"See, you're nothing. No one can protect you when the highest authority is me. Do you understand, Laurent."

"Call the physician," she ordered before she stormed off.

The once quiet library was full of servants bustling around, cleaning the heaps of books.

Letting go of his concentrated breathing and controlled tears, the young prince pressed his back against the shelf and slided down.

Lost in his thoughts, his hand touched a bookcover. Picking it up, he flipped back to the page and continued to read.

Laurent: Story 1