Mckayla_Osborne

In "Our Endings," I tell a story of a really intense friendship that ended up breaking my heart and teaching me a lot about myself. This book is all about the ups and downs of loving someone who doesn’t really love you back the same way and I’ve come to realize how unhealthy it was.

 I wrote about how I gave everything I had—my heart, my soul, and all my loyalty—to this person, but they just took it all without really caring about me. It was super hard realizing that the person I thought was my best friend didn’t value me the way I valued them.

 Each chapter talks about different feelings I went through: being anxious about things I couldn’t say, desperately wanting them to notice me, and the sadness of knowing my love and efforts were ignored as well as other things. "Our Endings" isn’t just about being heartbroken; it’s also about how the person I loved and pretty much idolized; their true intentions slowly revealed itself to me. Which lead me to finding the strength to let go of someone who was hurting me. 

It shows how hard it is to move on but also that it’s possible to find new beginnings and realize my own worth again. As well as me growing in my faith in Jesus Christ and encouraging people to follow him!This is my first book that I’m thinking of publishing so this isn’t out yet.

Our Endings

Take a Slice - Glass animals (Instrumental)

Liquid Smooth - Mitski

Y si fuera Ella - Jonghyun (Live version)

Chamber Of Reflection - Mac DeMarco

Once more to see you - Mitski (podcast version)

Nothing's new - Rio Romeo

Chandelier - Will Paquin

False Confidence - Noah Kahan

Roslyn - Bon Iver, St. Vincent

Good Grief - Bastille

We become we - Journey to Bethlehem

Million Years Ago - Adele

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