Mu Shaoze bowed his head, the long side bangs covering his eyes, making it impossible to decipher the emotions in them.
"I want to say I'm sorry, I shouldn't have distrusted her, causing her immense harm."
An Yan slightly furrowed his brows, "Do you like her?"
Mu Shaoze was silent for a long while before speaking softly, "I once pursued He Xiyue, thinking she was beautiful and ambitious, and wanted her to be my girlfriend, feeling it would give me great face.
I thought that was liking someone.
Until He Xiyue chose Chen Duo, I lost much of my interest in matters of the heart.
It's not that I must have her.
To put it accurately, I was afraid, afraid of being manipulated, afraid of comparisons, afraid of being abandoned.
I felt that emotions were worthless in the face of interests.
Later, when I witnessed your on-again, off-again relationship with Old Dog Fu, that's when I realized what love really is.