Chapter 8. The sad past

Anita's Pov

"I knew. I had a feeling about that but I was hoping you'd tell me what really happened."

Aisha said.

" From the way you ignored comments from guys I had a feeling. I'm ready to listen to you."

"It all started 2 years ago. A cousin of mine whom you know ,ochuko.

He was in town then he decided to pay a visit but my parents weren't home. He insisted on still coming. I was okay with it because he was my cousin.

So ochuko what is it you wanted to collect from my parents.

I came for you actually. I have something to show you in your room.

Why in my room . I thought.

Okay fine. Let's go upstairs. Immediately we got upstairs I was pinned to the door of my room.

Strip.

What.. what what's going on...

I said strip. You look just like her and I'm commanding you to do so.

I slowly started undressing unknown to me that I was going to get raped.

He got to where I was and reached out for my bra.

I tried to escape at that time but he only used his manly strength to push me to the bed.

He climbed on top of me ,tore the lace bra I had on and started to suck my breasts.

Please stop I called out. But it was already too late when I heard the sound of his belt. The next thing I felt was him Inside of me. I let out a scream.

Ahhh. But with time I noticed it was of no use . I was helpless and violated.

When he was done he stood up got dressed and left me crying on the bed.

I couldn't believe that my own cousin could do this to me.

Then he said one word and your father loses everything he worked for. You know me , I don't bluff.

Then he left. This kept on going on for weeks because my parents traveled for a business trip. I didn't have the strength to scream anymore. The pains started turning into pleasure. I hated my body for that the most. The sad part was that when I opened up to my mum about me she said I was just having wet dreams. I was so disappointed and I kept it all to myself. I thought all guys would turn out to be like him not until I met chike who turned me to his sex toy. I couldn't take it anymore I Left.

I believe I'm starting afresh now." I finished with tears dropping out of my eyes.

"I just want love Aisha." I said.

The look on Rubbys face was something.

"I was also raped but by my favorite lecturer..."