As they reached the grand doors at the end of the aisle,
Olivia turned to Antonio, her smile still in place, but her eyes searching his
for some sign of acknowledgment.
"We did it," she
whispered, her voice tinged with a mix of relief and triumph.
Antonio nodded, but the gesture felt mechanical. "Yes," he
replied, his voice barely audible. "We did."
The doors were pulled open by two pack members standing on
either side, and the couple stepped out into the bright sunlight. The warm rays
felt almost jarring after the dim, candlelit ceremony. A cheer rose from the
crowd gathered outside, more guests, pack members, and well-wishers who had
come to witness the union of their Alpha and Luna.
Antonio's eyes swept over the sea of faces, each one beaming
with happiness, pride, and hope for the future. It was what they had all
wanted, what they had been waiting for—a symbol of stability, of continuity, of
leadership. But all Antonio felt was a crushing sense of loss, as if he were
leaving behind not just Rachel, but a part of himself as well.
The rest of the day unfolded in a blur. There were
photographs to be taken, congratulations to be received, and the endless small
talk that came with such an occasion. Olivia was ever the gracious hostess,
moving among the guests with ease, her smile never faltering. She accepted
compliments on her dress, on the ceremony, on the future she and Antonio were
now meant to build together. To anyone watching, she was the perfect Luna; poised,
elegant, and in control.
But as Antonio stood by her side, shaking hands and nodding
politely, he felt like an imposter. The words of gratitude that came from his
lips felt foreign, detached, as though someone else were speaking for him. He
could sense Olivia's eyes on him occasionally, a subtle, silent pressure for
him to match her enthusiasm, her resolve. But he couldn't, not with the weight
of what had been lost bearing down on him.
As the evening approached, the reception began in the
mansion's grand ballroom. The room was transformed into a dazzling spectacle,
with glittering chandeliers casting soft, golden light across the polished
marble floors. The tables were adorned with lavish centerpieces, arrangements
of roses, lilies, and ivy that matched the flowers from the ceremony. The
guests were seated, their laughter and conversation filling the room as they
enjoyed the feast that had been prepared for them.
Antonio and Olivia took their seats at the head table, a
place of honor from which they could oversee the celebration. The pack's elders
sat nearby, their expressions one of contentment and approval. Antonio knew
they were satisfied this was the union they had wanted, the bond that would
ensure the pack's future.
The dinner was sumptuous, with course after course of
exquisitely prepared dishes, each one more elaborate than the last. But Antonio
barely tasted the food. Each bite felt like ash in his mouth, his appetite lost
in the swirl of emotions he could not fully name. He forced himself to smile,
to nod, to engage in the polite conversation expected of him, but his mind was
elsewhere.
At one point during the evening, Olivia leaned in close, her
voice low and meant only for him. "We're doing well, Antonio. The pack is
happy. This is what they needed."
Antonio met her gaze, seeing the determination in her eyes.
She was right, in a way. The pack was happy, the elders were pleased, and by
all appearances, the future was secure. But at what cost? Was this the life he
had envisioned? Was this truly what was best for the pack?
The evening stretched on, the hours blending together in a
haze of music, laughter, and dancing. Antonio watched as couples moved
gracefully across the dance floor, their movements fluid and synchronized. He
remembered the times he had danced with Rachel, how effortless it had felt, how
natural. But now, as Olivia took his hand and led him to the floor, he felt
stiff, disconnected.
The first dance as husband and wife was supposed to be a
moment of joy, a celebration of their union. The music was soft, a gentle waltz
that filled the room with a romantic ambiance. Olivia moved with grace, her
hand resting lightly on Antonio's shoulder as they swayed together. But
Antonio's heart wasn't in it. His movements were mechanical, his mind
elsewhere.
As they danced, Antonio caught glimpses of the faces around
them, the guests, the pack members, the elders. All of them watching, all of
them expecting. He knew they saw a happy couple, a united front. But inside, he
felt as though he were slowly unraveling, the weight of his choices pulling him
apart.
When the dance finally ended, the applause was polite,
approving. Olivia smiled at him, a smile that was both triumphant and relieved.
Antonio managed to return the gesture, though it felt hollow.
As the evening wound down and the guests began to depart,
Antonio found himself standing alone in the courtyard, the cool night air a
welcome relief from the stifling atmosphere inside. The stars were bright
above, the moon casting a soft, silvery glow over the landscape. It was quiet,
peaceful, but Antonio's heart was anything but.
He heard footsteps behind him and turned to see Olivia
approaching. Her expression was softer now, the mask of the perfect Luna slipping
just a little.
"Are you alright?" she asked, her voice tentative.
Antonio didn't answer right away. He looked out over the
darkened landscape, his thoughts once again drifting to Rachel. "I'm trying to
be," he finally said, his voice heavy with resignation.
Olivia stepped closer, her hand reaching out to rest on his
arm. "I know this isn't easy, Antonio. But we're in this together now. We have
to be strong, for the pack."
Antonio nodded, but the gesture felt empty. He knew Olivia
was right, they were bound together now, by duty if not by love. But the void
left by Rachel's absence was something that no amount of resolve could fill.
"I just need some time," Antonio said quietly, pulling away
from Olivia's touch.