part 43

His lips gently bit her lower lip. 

It was a sweet kiss. 

And then, with his lips still pressed against mine, Seung-rok's lips moved slightly. 

His tongue touched my teeth bit by bit. 

I felt something I couldn't control stirring inside me, making me excited. 

Without realizing it, I took a deep breath through my nose.

Seung-rok opened his eyes slightly, maybe surprised by my louder breathing. 

A small space appeared between our lips. 

When there was a brief pause, I gave him a slightly reproachful look, as if playfully scolding him for stealing a kiss. 

Seeing me, Seung-rok's eyes wavered a bit.

A cold silence passed between us. 

I didn't know if I wanted to stop now or keep going. 

I hesitated because I wasn't sure. 

The man in front of me was so attractive, bursting with energy. 

I admitted that. 

But still, there were too many things holding me back from giving in to these feelings completely.

He was my employer.

More than that, he was an idol admired by women all over the world. 

What would happen if I kissed him now? 

I couldn't even guess the aftermath.

What about me? 

I could lose my sweet job. 

There was an even bigger problem. 

If I did this, Seung-rok might lose everything he had. 

That was something I couldn't let happen. 

Even if it meant nothing to me, I couldn't destroy his family's happiness.

I had nothing to lose, but Seung-rok did.

Maybe I should stop here. 

As I thought that, I tried to move my head slightly. 

At that moment, his half-closed eyes curved slightly. 

He was smiling at me. 

It was a faint smile, like he was teasing me a little, but it was more brilliant than usual.

Seeing that smile, everything seemed pointless. 

It was like Seung-rok was shyly confessing that he had fallen into this emotion and kissed me. 

Strangely, I trusted him. 

Maybe because I understood his feelings, and I felt the same way.

Seung-rok sent another signal with his eyes.

It felt like he was saying that if I didn't show I didn't want it, he would steal another kiss. 

His eyes still had a hint of a smile. 

Seeing his smile, all my worries disappeared.

Instead of speaking, I closed my eyes. 

I couldn't express my feelings with words.

Instead of communicating with language, I decided to go with the flow.

Soon, his lips came back to me. 

This time, they touched my forehead, not my lips. 

The unexpected touch in an unexpected place made my body shiver a little. 

I felt my mouth go dry from the tension. 

His rough breath hit my face. 

Just that was better than any touch I had ever felt. 

His breath alone made me feel joy. 

I felt foolish for feeling that way.

At that moment, Seung-rok's lips came back to mine. 

It felt natural, like they belonged there. 

Without realizing it, I pressed my lips together slightly. 

Even so, his tongue skillfully found its way into the empty space in my mouth. 

It felt like the emptiness inside me was being filled.

A tingling sensation spread from my spine to my whole body. 

Seung-rok's hand touched my back. 

He was gently stroking my back with the back of his hand, like he was handling a doll.

"Ha…"

All he did was stroke my back, and yet I made that sound.

I felt embarrassed.

I opened my eyes a little out of shame. 

In front of me, Seung-rok was smiling. 

It was the same teasing smile he always had, like a mischievous boy.

"You're cute."

His words were like honey, and I couldn't help but smile.

This man. 

I found him annoying. 

But he was also freakishly beautiful. 

So dazzling. 

I suddenly thought that maybe I was the only one in the world who could see this expression. 

Not even the best photographers at Thisnews or any fans could capture this look. Seung-rok belonged to fans all over the world, but this expression was mine alone.

Feeling that, I felt a strange guilt towards his fans. 

But at the same time, I felt a strange thrill. 

My heart started beating faster.

At that moment, Seung-rok's eyes met mine.

"…"

"…"

For a moment, we just stared at each other without saying a word. 

Then, Seung-rok started looking at me with even more intense eyes. 

I could feel the temperature and humidity rising. 

His gaze slowly moved from my face to my whole body, from my shoulders to much more embarrassing parts.

He whispered softly in my ear, 

"You're beautiful."

I blinked. 

I wanted to avoid his gaze, but I knew I couldn't. 

When Seung-rok kissed me again, I unconsciously put my hand on his shoulder. 

A playful smile appeared on his lips again. 

Then he slowly lowered his shoulder and lay down on the bed. 

I naturally lay down beside him. 

The soft feeling of the bed under my arm made my whole body relax.

In front of me, Seung-rok looked at me with desperate eyes, as if he couldn't allow even a moment's rest. 

In that fleeting moment, I realized we had left the window open. 

I could hear the world outside, from birdsong to crashing waves. 

It was crazy, but I swear I heard a bit of 'Bloody Snow.'

I couldn't believe that the person in that song was in front of me, trying to become mine. 

I got a strange feeling like I wanted to claim him, so I bit my lip.

Maybe that was the trigger, because Seung-rok closed his eyes and kissed me again. 

After taking a deep breath, I gently closed my eyes too. 

I could feel Seung-rok coming closer to me again.

The two of us started exploring each other's mouths while lying side by side on the bed.

The sound of us exploring each other's saliva echoed throughout the room.

It was a shockingly lewd sound, so much so that my ears were tingling.

It didn't feel real.

Seongrok reached out and placed his hand on my back.

Just slightly, just below where I could feel my buttocks.

There wasn't much flesh, but the part of me where his hand touched started to heat up.

"Ha… ah!"

Why did a simple touch send shivers down my spine?

I didn't know either.

The term 'bloody snow' seemed particularly apt, as my body felt as if it were transforming into snowflakes.

I became a snowman that melts at the touch of his hand.

But strangely, that melting touch felt so good.

I became sweetly drunk from the ecstasy I had never felt before.

It was like a little kid's first taste of wine. 

You know, that 'wow, this is cool' moment?

No, it was even better.

Right now, I was drunk on K-Rock.

While my whole body was in a daze, feeling like I had turned into snow, Seong-rok slightly moved his lips away.

Woof~ Woof~

The two people's gazes slightly turned to the side.

It was the sound of the cell phone vibrating.

But, that didn't matter.

I don't know how important the contact was, but there was nothing more precious than the feelings between us right now.

No, there couldn't be.

As I took a deep breath and calmed my mind, his lips came over to a completely unexpected place.

He hugged me like a wild beast pounced on a hunter.

And then he gave me a very light kiss on the cheek.

The feeling of being held tightly was not bad.

I felt like I was turning into a puddle in his warmth.

And then,

"Ah!"

His lips touched my ear.

Just slightly, Seongrok's lips tasted my mouth, and I moaned without realizing it.

Seongrok smiled slightly as if he knew.

And then he immediately started caressing my ear with his tongue.

I felt like he was gently tracing the inside of my earlobe with his tongue again. 

He said that he wanted to know what it looked like.

"Ah!"

A groan escaped my lips, akin to the sound of a bucket being overturned.

A thrill I had never felt ran through my whole body.

I felt my head spinning.

The thrill I had never felt before made my toes tense.

The more I did that, Seongrok savored my ears like a puppy licking water.

He thoroughly tasted every nook and cranny, as if tasting ice cream as sweet as honey.

I felt a thrill I had never felt before all over my body.

My lower abdomen was getting hotter and hotter.

It was hot enough to feel like pain.

It was close to pain, but I thought I wished it could be like this forever.

It was an experience I had never felt before.

"Ah…!"

My groan filled the room unexpectedly.

Since having a child, Seong-rok had probably never met a woman.

But where did he learn this?

I wondered if he had been doing this with his baby mama.

Hayeon… Hayeon…

I couldn't help but be startled as the chain of thoughts continued to the child.

I opened my eyes wide.

And then I raised my hand without realizing it.

Seong-rok carefully opened his mouth.

"Why?"

"I… that…"

"Yes?"

Seong-rok frowned slightly.

There was no annoyance.

It felt like he was really trying to get inside my head.

He was waiting for my explanation right now.

But 'that word' wouldn't leave his mouth.

"Co… That, that thing isn't there."

"Co?"

Seong-rok chuckled after a while as if he understood my intention.

"Condom. Yes. There isn't one."

I lightly brought my face to his cheek.

It was refreshing to see an idol say the word 'condom' so confidently.

Yeah, I guess all idols do that, but it still caught me off guard when he said it.

But when I thought about it, Seong-rok was an idol who even had a child. 

Of course, the word 'condom' wouldn't bother him.

"There aren't any. Of course… . There aren't any anywhere."

Seong-rok chuckled as he said that.

Well, wouldn't it be a bigger problem if there were condoms rolling around in the dorms where K-pop idols stay?

If he was a player, he'd have a secret stash of condoms. 

But Seong-rok was the one member who was actually single.

He was sincere.

"I'll go."

Seong-rok went outside with a determined expression.

Of course, he was wearing sunglasses and a mask to hide himself.

When he went outside, I was finally able to calm my mind down a little.

The surrounding scenery began to come in.

This place really was a music studio the more I looked at it.

I couldn't believe that he did such a lewd thing at his usual workplace.

I unconsciously covered my reddened face with my hand.

At that moment, I heard a humming sound.

Now that I think about it, I had heard something like this just a moment ago. 

At that time, it was a call sound, but now, judging by the short sound and disconnection, it was a text message.

I took out my phone and checked the text.

And then I was startled.

Something happened to Hayeon.