part 47

"What is it?"

I opened my eyes suddenly, waiting for Seung-rok. 

He asked an unexpected question. 

I realized my eyes were half-closed, and my cheeks turned red. 

The moment was ruined. I grumbled and opened my eyes fully. 

Then, Seung-rok spoke again, his tone blunt.

"What's with your ankle?"

"What?"

He was looking at my foot.

"It's swollen."

"Oh."

I realized he was staring at my ankle. 

I instinctively pulled my leg back.

"It's fine."

"It's swollen. Let me see."

I tried to avoid him, but his gaze followed. 

I felt embarrassed. 

I remembered I hadn't shaved my legs today.

I mean, I hadn't expected this to happen. 

What if he saw my leg hair? 

I felt my face flush with heat.

Suddenly, Seung-rok stood up. 

Where was he going?

I watched him with anxious eyes, worried he might leave. 

I imagined him seeing a stray hair peeking out from my pants. 

I tried to hide my ankle in an awkward yoga pose when he came back in. 

He had a plastic bag filled with ice.

"Ah!"

He placed the ice pack on my ankle.

It felt too cold.

"Your ankle is important. Once it's injured, it keeps coming back. That's why Hansol couldn't be an idol."

Hansol was manager Cha's name. 

I remembered laughing at how innocent his name seemed despite his rough appearance. 

Hearing his name now, I couldn't laugh. 

I realized how a small difference had changed our fates. 

As an athlete, I understood that feeling well. 

My fate and Jisun Sunbae's had changed like that too.

While I stayed silent, Seung-rok spoke again.

"Take care of yourself. Accidents happen. If you're injured, let someone know."

I listened quietly. 

He was right. 

But his words made me angry.

"Then why don't you say anything, Seung-rok?"

"About what?"

"You said you hope for something. What are you hoping for?"

I blurted it out without thinking. 

It was childish, I know.

But I couldn't hold it back. 

I just had to say it.

"I… get hurt sometimes."

I lowered my gaze.

The weight lifted for a moment, but it was replaced by a bitter ache.

I'd thrown in the towel on the delicate dance of emotions.

Iit didn't matter.

I wanted to be comfortable.

Silence flowed between the two for a moment.

Haa.

I heard Seong-rok sighing as if the ground was falling apart.

I lifted my head slightly upon hearing that.

Seong-rok was biting his lip.

"I am hoping, and I am disappointed every day. I drives me crazy."

"Huh?"

"What more can I say? I've been holding it in so hard."

As he said that, Seong-rok held my arm tightly.

I trembled slightly.

He was cute.

Impulsively, I grabbed his arm.

I looked straight at Seong-rok and taunted him, but in a subtle way.

"Why are you holding it in?"

"…. "

I raised my hand and began to run my fingers through Seong-rok's hair.

That was the feeling. 

I realized anew that this was the feeling I had been missing.

Ever since I had styled Seong-rok's hair, I had been missing this feeling.

I might not have known that not being able to touch this hair was the source of the emptiness in my heart.

Silken strands, firm as spun thread, were carefully coiffed.

While I was lost in that tough yet beautiful feeling, I felt something touching my chin.

It was Seong-rok's finger.

"… I won't stop this time."

And.

The moment the feigned warning ceased, Seong-rok's lips began their descent towards mine.

The kiss began.

Slurp!

My eardrums began to vibrate with a sound so obscene that it startled me.

I was the one who was most surprised.

It was only their second kiss, but it felt completely different from the first.

Seong-rok seemed to have already realized my tastes, and he led me even more skillfully.

He gently stimulated my tongue with his own tongue and teeth. 

Like a snake, his tongue was tempting me.

Telling me to come into his mouth.

I couldn't stop anymore.

I put my tongue in while holding the back of Seong-rok's head with my left hand.

That couldn't be.

It seemed like his mouth had a pleasant scent of cinnamon.

I was intoxicated by that scent.

Without realizing it, my tongue began to move on its own, exploring Seong-rok's mouth.

It tasted luxuriously sweet, like cinnamon.

I felt my brain spinning.

If my brain had been getting clearer and clearer just now as I woke up, now it seemed like I was getting drunk again.

Instead of alcohol, I got drunk in Seong-rok.

As the kiss continued, my lower abdomen began to hurt more and more.

It was even more painful than last time.

However, I felt a greater pleasure in the pain.

I caressed my lower abdomen with my hand without realizing it.

He was the only one who could give me this kind of pain. 

While thinking that, my sense of balance suddenly went out of whack.

I slowly fell to the side.

And in an instant, I landed somewhere.

Only then did I realize the situation.

Seong-rok lifted me up and placed me on his thigh.

Us, who had become much more comfortable, began to explore each other more intensely.

Seong-rok was the first to take his lips off each other.

I hurriedly took a deep breath at that moment.

"Haa, haa!"

I was grateful that he gave me a chance to breathe because my heart was about to burst, but I also secretly felt regretful that he had stopped the kiss first.

Seong-rok's lips suddenly came close to my face.

I unconsciously pressed my lips together.

But this time, he was aiming for my face, not my lips.

I bit my lips, thinking it was my ear again.

I remembered the last time.

The feeling when he tasted my earlobe. 

But Seongrok once again defied my expectations.

This time, he approached my neck and gave me a deep kiss.

Seongrok began to taste my neck with his tongue.

It seemed as if every hair on my neck, which was tense and goosebumps-stricken, was responding to his actions.

"Ahh!"

A startlingly lewd moan burst out of my mouth.

In any case, he was a master at showing me a side I had never seen before.

I was embarrassed.

On the other hand, I was also fortunate.

The two of them were currently in the annex.

At least Ha-yoon and her grandfather didn't have to worry about them being caught like this.

In this vast universe, I was now alone with Seongrok.

In this small annex with the door locked, there was only Seongrok and me there.

The thought of being alone with him in this annex made my body start to get hotter and hotter.

Before I knew it, a pleasant warmth spread throughout my body.

It was hot. 

Just a moment ago, I felt a loneliness that penetrated my bones and made my body cold.

But now it was so hot that I had to take off my clothes.

Unable to resist the warmth, I began to take off my clothes one by one.

Seongrok was looking at me with half-closed eyes.

His gaze was like that of a hypnotist.

Just by looking at him, I took off my clothes on my own.

Soon, Seongrok also began to take off his clothes, one by one.

The two of us, with only their underwear left, looked into each other's eyes.

Please don't look down, I thought.

It was because I was concerned about my legs.

I regretted not doing it today.

Who knew Seongrok would come looking for me like a thief?

The moment I was blaming myself like that, Seongrok suddenly came right in front of me and hugged me tightly with his arms.

"Huk!"

My breath caught in my throat.

More than any skinship, I liked hugging my body like this the best. 

Even though I took off my clothes because it was hot, I was filled with heat because there was not even a single piece of clothing left to protect me.

I started to sweat pleasantly.

It felt as if my whole body was melting and turning into liquid.

I quickly reached out and turned off the lights.

It was so dark that they could barely see each other.

Regardless, Seong-rok didn't care and started exploring every nook and cranny of my body.

First, he tasted my cheeks as an appetizer.

After that, he gradually moved on to my arms, stomach, and thighs.

Before I knew it, I was in a position that surprised even myself.

But I didn't have time to be embarrassed.

It was because Seong-rok gently stroked my thighs.

My whole body became tense without me knowing it.

The intensity of our skinship was getting thicker and thicker.

And now, I instinctively felt that the only thing left was the most explicit act. 

As I thought about that, an even louder scream burst out of her mouth.

"Ah!"

I laughed bashfully without realizing it.

I had no idea I had this side to her.

It's not like I'd never had a boyfriend.

I never felt like this when I was with him.

That's why I myself had wondered if I was asexual.

Now that I looked at it, it wasn't like that at all.

Seong-rok just had the key that fit me.

The time I hadn't met him up until now was such a waste.

Thinking about that, I became impatient for some reason.

I gave him a provocative look.

"Do you want to do it here?"

"Here?"

Seong-rok said that and looked around.

It was a living room with only a sofa and a chair.

"… ."

Seong-rok started to think deeply about something with his mouth shut.

I smiled faintly, thinking that he was thinking about what he could do here.

"I'm joking." 

Hearing my words, Seong-rok playfully bit his lower lip.

He was still the same mischievous boy who used to tease me. 

I thought it was so cute, so I gave him a small kiss on the lips.

Seong-rok suddenly got up and held me in a princess-like position.

I let out a single scream as I felt the gravity that had been holding my back disappear.

"Oh my!"

I stuck out my lips in embarrassment.

"I'm heavy.."

That was another worry for me.

Seong-rok shook his head as if it was okay.

Then he started walking with his arms around me.

I couldn't understand how such a thin and pretty body could be so full of energy.

He glared at me and playfully muttered.

"I'm going to scold you."

I snickered.

He arrived at the bedroom with me in his arms.

My heart was beating so loudly that it shook the entire bedroom. 

No, it was shaking not only the bedroom, but the entire universe.