Chapter 23 : Remember

Chapter 23 : Remember

I am returning to my room after my meeting with the head assistant. It all came back to me headache included. I killed that guy then brought him back. How did I know that would work. As I was listening to him It all came back, but like I felt that those weren't my actions. Am I making excuses now to dissociate myself from what I did? 

Am I a monster, do my wives know, if I tell them will they hate me?

I feel like I'm in a dream, I'm barely holding on to my consciousness. Oh. I walked right past my door. I need to sleep. 

Ah my door's locked. I knock twice. 

The door opens I can't hear anything, just some fading voices.

I wake up, my head is pounding. I'm in bed, my arms feel heavy. They are sleeping in my arms on 

either side, It feels nice. My consciousness fades again.

I wake up again. I feel a bit better. They are both sitting on the couch looking at me worried. 

I sit up. I get up. I go to join them. 

They remain silent.

"How much do you know about that night."

They both respond really softly

""Everything""

I cover my face looking down.

"Do you hate me now, am I a monster..."

"No you.."

Felmina's voice

"You saved me, you defended me."

Roka's speaking so gently. I look up. 

I feel a bit better. I look at Felmina.

"When you held me that night and I found out you claimed me, I was really happy."

"Me too"

They move to either side of me and hold me. It feels nice. They are really warm. We stay like that for a bit.

"You want to know what the worst part is?"

I speak softly. They look up, but stay silent.

"I almost lost you both."

Felmina touches my chest. Her hand is warm. She speaks:

"Was I in danger too?"

Roka looks a bit confused when she said:

"Didn't he just try to activate my seal?"

I look at Roka. 

"Once he had you to blackmail your father with, what would have stopped him from claiming Felmina too?"

They both go white as sheets, the scary realization shakes them to their very core.

I hug them both really tightly. They look a bit better now. They put their heads on my shoulder and start to relax.

"We were lucky this time."

I kiss them both on the forehead.

"I'll make sure this never happens again, so you two promise me, if anything out of the ordinary happens, tell me immediately. And this time I'll take care of it personally before it gets to this."

They take their respective hands and push of my chest gently, looking at me.

""We Promise.""

"Good"

I pull them closer again.

"I'll protect you both, no matter what."

They relax. 

A few minutes later I hear a feint knocking on the door. Roka gets up to answer it.

She tells them to leave. She comes back.

Felmina Gets up looking determined. I still feel a bit depressed. I wonder if it's showing.

"We're leaving for the honeymoon tonight, Roka you stay here and pack for all of us. I'll go out and make the rest of the arrangements."

I get up and Roka takes me to my bed, she tucks me in.

I wake up in the carriage. I feel a hell of a lot better. They are both next to me.

"Morning you two."

""Dearest husband.""

I hug them both. They look up at me.

"Thank you for this morning"

""Mmmmm""

We arrive at the cruise liner, the staff carries everything aboard. We head to the room.

I was expecting a spa resort or maybe hot springs or something. This is a bit unexpected.