Chapter 45

Darius's POV

All I want is to see her. But I've gone and made that impossible for myself.

It was my own doing—telling Zain to overload my schedule with back-to-back meetings and absurd, near-impossible tasks. I've deliberately left no gaps, no time for detours, certainly none for a visit to that motel. Every hour is suffocatingly full, a strategy meant to keep my mind elsewhere. But it's failing. Miserably.

Rebecca keeps me updated, or at least she tries. Her updates are cryptic, like the woman herself. She's spiritual—sees things through a lens I can't even begin to understand. That's what draws me in, though. The enigma of her, the way she glimpses the world in ways I can't. The unknown has always fascinated me, probably too much for my own good.