Speechless

In 2006.... When I was only six Me... Xiao xin, along with mother lived in Shanghai, China. My dad was employe at the company in Beijing . He came to visit us sometime once in month or not even once . My mom was also a working woman.

One day when I came back to my home.. after playing with my school friends I shout " MOM( in Chinese) "as I do when I don't get to see my mother.... After searching all my house i noticed my mother standing in balcony holding a piece of papers in her hands. Then she looks at me with strange expression on her face that I had never seen before. While kneeling down she cupped my face to kiss on my forehead and she said " Xiao xin.. mumma is going to meet your papa tomorrow (In Chinese)."

" I also want to meet papa( in Chinese)." I said... Firstly she refused to take me with her but later on she said ok . Mom was still holding that paper.. when I ask about it she said 'it's nothing " then we when to kitchen and after taking our meals my mom ask me to sleep early. I nodded my head in yes . I go my bed. Around 2 : 37 am my throat feels dry . I went to kitchen and drink water, suddenly I saw i ray of light coming from my mother's room .. in curiousity I step towards her room and was scared by sniffing sounds I take quick Peek into her room and was so speechless....