"Do you even love me?"

Was it that easy for you,

To left me all alone,

While i needed you the most,

You had many around you,

I had none,

You stopped loving me,

And i still can't get over you.

You broke me,

You broke everything,

All the promises and dreams,

My heart and my trust,

Then you come up to me,

And ask "do you even love me?"

Don't you feel ashamed,

To hurt someone again and again,

The same way,

When you already know,

That it makes them wanna die.

I shared about my pain with you,

Then you gave the same pain,

In even worse condition,

I needed you so badly,

But stupid me,

Didn't knew you were happy,

Laughing with others,

Calling other girls "my love",

Stupid me,

I thought you were different,

How would i not think,

After all, you were a good actor.

I believed everything you said,

Eventually also those beautiful lies,

They used to make me wanna fly,

Now the same words you spoke,

Kills me every time I remember them,

All those promises,

How sweet they were to say,

Until you had to keep it on,

The hopes you gave me for future,

They are now nowhere to be seen,

Neither in a deep dark wishing well,

Nor in the sky full of shooting stars.

And now if you ever come back,

Looking for my shadow,

(In case you change your mind),

But it will be very very late till then,

Cause I hope you remember,

That I told you,

"I'll be gone if you leave",

Although you didn't mean anything u said,

But i do,

Without you, im nothing,

That's why, I'll keep my words,

And get far from this world,

To my own universe,

Where the sun doesn't rise,

Where the light never appears,

Somewhere only I know,

Where no can can find me.

Accept it,

That I'm gone, very far,

From you and your world,

I died while doing so,

But I'm glad that you're happy,

Cause baby,

No matter what,

If you are happy, I'm too,

Even if it's with me,

Or with someone else,

I'll love you from afar,

Like the moon loves the sun.

But when you realise,

That I'm no more yours,

Will you just accept it and move on?

Or will you come back,

And take me with you,

Within the unwavering waves of the mysterious ocean?