Aaron's POV
I made the conscious decision to bury that kiss deep in my thoughts and not bring it up again. It felt like an unspoken promise hanging in the air between us. Now, as we settled comfortably on my bed, the familiar warmth of popcorn resting in my hands, we switched our attention to the screen where "Love, Simon" was playing. The movie unfolded with its charming plot and relatable characters, but I couldn't shake the unease that crept in every time a queer moment appeared. It wasn't that I had any aversion to homosexuality; it was just complicated for me to process after that unforgettable kiss with Liam.
The truth was, I had feelings for him, feelings that both excited and terrified me. But dating a boy? That was a whole different ballgame—one I wasn't sure I was ready to play. My mind was a tumultuous sea of confusion and fear of what that could mean for my identity and the life I thought I wanted.
As I tried to focus on the movie, I felt Jamie shift a bit closer to me, the warmth radiating from his body a tantalizing comfort. Then, my eyes caught something that made my heart race in an entirely different way. There it was—a small red mark on his neck, a vivid reminder of our kiss. Shit! I did that. For a moment, I felt a pang of panic and embarrassment wash over me. Did I hurt him? Was that too much? My thoughts spiraled, but in that brief panic, I also felt a flutter of pride. The kiss had meant something; it had left a mark, both literally and figuratively.
I quickly glanced at him, my heart pounding as I tried to gauge his reaction to the mark. Part of me wanted to laugh it off, to tease him about it, while another part of me felt a mix of guilt and fear. Would he think I was making too much of the moment? "Hey, is that a hickey?" I finally blurted out, my voice slightly shaky but laced with playful curiosity.
He looked at me, a hint of a smile creeping onto his lips, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "I think it might be," he replied, a teasing glint in his gaze. The atmosphere shifted between us, the heaviness transforming into something light and teasing. Perhaps we could navigate this weird space together, at least for now.