Chapter 18 Swimming in Desire (18+)

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The door opened.

Given how harsh her breathing sounded—far more intense than during the day—if I didn't recognize her, I might have feared some perverted burglar had broken in.

Beneath the moonlight, Maria was dancing with lust, descending deeper into depravity until she could be mistaken for nothing but a succubus.

Yesterday, she managed to endure without sniffing my scent directly by using substitutes instead, which only intensified her desire today beyond her ability to suppress it. I wanted to commend her for holding out until nightfall. She's just like me, really. Maybe we're two peas in a pod after all.

"Father! Fa-ather!"

With practiced hands, she peeled away both my blanket and underwear.

As a result of my recent abstinence, my cock was now perpetually erect.

"Ahhhhh... ♡♡"

Gazing upon my engorged member, Maria sighed ecstatically.

Like a child presented with their favorite treat, she took a deep breath, filling her lungs with the aroma of my dick.

"Ah...ahh...ahhh...I love it...!"

Just from smelling my cock, she began trembling slightly.

Her eyes were now completely glazed over, transforming her into a predatory animal that would never let its prey escape.

"Haa... ♡ Ohhhh, I can't take it! ♡♡ It's not fair! ♡ Father, you smell so irresistible! ♡ This is too much for me to bear! ♡ Sniff, sniff... ♡ I just can't help myself! ♡"

She grabbed firmly onto my hips and started inhaling deeply right up against my crotch. She snuffled around my penis as if trying to lick it with her nose, taking one breath from the base of my shaft along the underside all the way to the tip before rubbing her nostrils insistently against the ridge below the glans.

If anyone but someone who had endured this much teasing already, it would have been enough to make them come instantly, but even pretending to sleep, I summoned every last bit of mental strength to hold back.

After drawing several deep breaths, Maria paused momentarily with her nose nestled against my scrotum, then began fidgeting with her lower body.

"Ohhh, I can't take it anymore... It's too much for me to bear ♡ Ahh ♡ Just like this... Just keep going like yesterday ♡ Something amazing is gonna happen ♡ Isn't it? ♡ Is that okay? That's all right, isn't it? Even Father said it was fine ♡"

After indulging her desires by inhaling my scent deeply, Maria moved on to fulfilling her next craving: slightly advanced masturbation techniques she'd practiced extensively alone the day before.

"Ahhh ♡ Hfff... ♡ Haah ♡ Nnngh ♡!"

Her breaths were initially rough and eager but gradually became stickier as she got more worked up. Judging from the tone of her voice, it seemed she wasn't inserting anything yet but rather teasing herself gently first.

"Haaa ♡ Oh, the smell really is different ♡ This, this is it ♡!"

With my balls serving as her pillow, every word she spoke sent a sharp pang through my groin. Hang in there, hang in there, I told myself.

"Ahhn...! ♡ Uuuuugh ♡♡ Mmmmm ♡♡"

—Flinch! ♡

After touching herself for a while, Maria began trembling lightly and let out a deep sigh.

She must have achieved some minor orgasms successfully. Now her warm-up was complete.

"Relax... ♡Hiiii!♡ Hufu...♡Suuuuusss...♡Khaaahh♡!"

Despite—or perhaps because of—her climax-induced frenzy yesterday, she seemed hesitant to move on to the next stage this time around. Even though she could already see the entrance, her reluctance to proceed likely stemmed from newfound knowledge of just how intense pleasure can be. Nevertheless,

"Ahhhh... Ah, ♡Ahhhiiiinnn...♡"

Such hesitation wouldn't last forever.

Amidst her moans, sweet squelching sounds began emerging:

Chup! ♡Kchup!

It appeared that her fingers had successfully entered me once again today.

"...Phewww!♡ Haah!♡ Haah!♡Haahh!♡♡Ah!♡Iiinngg!♡Sooo goooodd!♡"

Although she'd climaxed multiple times last night, it was only her second day experimenting with finger masturbation.

Maria let out a relieved sigh as she reached a comfortable position inside, taking a moment to simply savor the sensation of having her fingers inserted.

"Nngh... A-almost... ♡A-almost! ♡Mmm... Ahh! Ah!"

After savoring my crotch's scent once more, Maria finally made up her mind and began to move.

"Ahhhh... Oh, yesss... This feels soooo good... Mmmm, it feeeeels amazing!"

Squish... Squish...

Compared to yesterday, when this was all still new to her, she seemed much bolder with her finger movements now. The squelching sounds emanating from between her legs indicated that she was growing accustomed to masturbating.

"Ohhhh... Nnngh! It's soo... Sooo good... Yes! Ugh... Ahhh! Smells strong... So strong... I love the smell! Ooh, yes! Ye-yes, oh yeah!"

Just keep drowning in pleasure like that.

If she stays focused on her masturbation for just a little longer, I'm sure I'll get to see what I've been waiting for...

"Ah... Haaah... Fffft...! Uuugh... Haah! Haah, haah...!"

The sight of this girl torn between desire and guilt was incredibly arousing.

Holding back my grin is harder than resisting the urge to ejaculate.

After climaxing four times over my crotch, she's been moaning miserably for some time now.

It isn't because her masturbation pleasure has become too intense; I can tell that much from the fact that she already withdrew her fingers from inside herself earlier.

Like a baby bird begging its parent for food...

Or a carp demanding sustenance at a pond...

Or a wanderer thirsting for water in the desert...

She opens her mouth wide and awkwardly sucks on nothingness as if consuming my cock.

Her lips never actually touch it, though.

They hover just barely short of contact, moving repeatedly up and down.

Based on what she learned from erotic books, perhaps she craves the potential pleasure of sucking a penis?

Perhaps she wants to experience just how pleasurable it is to suck on her crush's penis, seeking joy not from physical stimulation but mentally, as I taught her. Maybe hypnosis has made commands stemming from her heart stronger than those from her brain.

But what's holding her back now are my words.

I instructed her that acts of affection should come from genuine concern for one another. Although we've been sneaking around at night repeatedly, crossing this final line could potentially betray me.

Honestly, I'd be totally fine with it, but let's set that aside for now.

She wants to suck her beloved man's cock, yet deep down, her true self resists assaulting me while I'm asleep precisely because she cares about me so much.

It's like an angel and a devil duking it out inside her mind.

As a result, her mouth hovers tantalizingly close, aimlessly circling as if longing to take hold of my dick.

Her nighttime expression, never seen during the day, burns onto my retinas—crude as a fallen prostitute,

pitiful as an abandoned kitten—

a sight both vulgar and heartbreaking.