Change is never gentle. It burns, reshapes, and leaves nothing the same. It is not a choice but a force—unyielding, relentless. Some fear it, clinging to what is familiar. Others embrace it, knowing that to evolve is to survive.
But change does not ask for permission. It comes like fire, consuming the past, forging something new from the ashes. And once it begins, there is no turning back.
I'm one of those who fear change , and right now ?! I'm clinging to Something alright.
" Kocheshka!! Chyort voz'mi, dorogaya, prosnís'!" .
" Common !! Wake up Kocheshka!! I swear I'll make it up to you for not being her baby - please - just wake up .. " I feel a light weight on my forehead.. Gentle
"Dannazione, tesoro, svegliati!" Is that Italian, ugh my head hurts ! I still feel like I'm being stabbed as I slowly blink my eyes open scared to not pass out again , I'm greeted with the sight of a frustrated and worried Damon .. so all it took to get him here was a near death experience huh ?
" Did you just speak Italian?" I whisper having no strength in me whatsoever
" I was scared out of my mind ! What happened?!" I wish I knew
" I don't know what happened! I was Sitting and the next thing - I was on the floor " why am I lying ?
" Inéz said told me she came, and you were acting strange and burning up " no wonder he came
" You came because inéz said you should come , how cute "
" NO! I came because I care"
" Now you remember you care ? Where were you yesterday, and the day before ? Did you text ? Call ? "
" ..."
" I'll answer for you ! NO you didn't !"
" Breathe ! You are still weak from passing out " he reaches over to touch me but I move back , I see the Pain flash through his eyes ,but I'm too mad to care
" Don't touch me.!"
" I'm sorry Kocheshka! " I sigh and shut my eyes closed , i did miss him though
" Where were you ?"
" I had things to take care of "
" Okay ! " I smile not pushing the matter any further , because that's the only explanation I'm getting out of him for now
" You wanna tell me what really happened to you ? Or you want to play make believe and think I didn't know you were lying " the shock is evident on my face which earns me a Light chuckle .. sounds sweet
" I'm not lying " I clear my throat and close my eyes
" Open those eyes for me !" My brain betrays me and sends my eyes flying open .. seems no one taught her it's hoes before bros . I watch stare into his eyes as his hands caress my skin from my neck to my shoulders..
" What aren't you telling me ? " He whispers beside my ear which destroys any resolve I ever had
" Doubt that's playing fair is it Dami ? "
" I wouldn't know ! I've never played fair in my life " of course he hasn't
" Promise you won't get mad at me ?" I know it's selfish asking him not to be mad at me when I almost broke up with him over a lie - butt I'm just a girl .
" That's your thing remember? I promise "
" I- almost kissed inéz "
" ..."
" I know ! And I'm sorry , I don't know why , I just... " He's smiling ..
" So you found out you are bisexual?"
" I am ?"
" I believe so " he smiles at me caressing my face " you were attracted to her , saw her in a new light "
" I don't want to see her in a new light "
" Well you most certainly chose to not kiss her ! "
" Yes and I told her to not come to see me alone again ! "
" Yh it's probably the best for her " her ?
" What about me ?"
" Well my darling - you are the prey ! "
" Wow Thanks for the faith in me "
" Anytime " he throws his head back in a fleet of laughter
" I just told my boyfriend that I might be physically attracted to a girl and he's laughing .. I wonder how your brain operated ..? " I stare at him warily
" Your brother once told me he thought you were gay , so let's say I've always prepared my mind for the day you decide you like a girl "
" Prepared your mind how ?"
" To tell you that you are stuck with me .. " he leans in and and gives me a peck on the lips , but I drag him back and kiss him harder , cause what is that ?
" And I'll fight anyone down to my last breath if they try to take you away from me " I feel his tongue on my ear lobe and a sigh escapes my lips
" Plan to die for me Dami ?" I adjust myself so he can lay on top of me , but discard his shirt
" I plan to do many things for you , and with you Darling .. it just takes time " he seals my lip with a restrained urgency , it's been three days since he's touched me ! But God knows it felt like months .. I reach down for his shorts and drag them down .. I missed every single thing about him , it's like I'm starved , depraved
" Oh sweet eve !" I whisper as I feel his breath on my waist .. knowing he's heading south .. I lift my waist up as he discards my shorts and underwear
" I've missed you ! " He whispers against me as I feel his warm tong- " oh fuck !" I feel him tease me .... The lazy strokes of his tongue , the hot breath ..
" Diana !! Diana ! " Oh for the love of all fucks ! .. The voice grows closer to the room thinking Damon will stop I move my hips so he can move but he pins me down ..
" She's coming !!" I tell him as he goes back down .. he stops and our eyes lock together
" You said you wanted to kiss her right ?" He kisses my lap ... And I suck in a breath
" Yes "
" Well let her come "
" I don't share Damon "
" No we don't , but we can have fun with her ... Without her even knowing " I have no idea what he's talking about but as the door opens and reveals Inéz standing there with a confused expression... I become confused ..
.. but I don't dwell on it for long as Damon continues what he started , ugh that fucking tongue of his , a whimper escapes my mouth , inéz turns towards the sound but she's still not shocked
" What - mm -did you do ?" I ask between moans .
" Reality alternation ! " He answers with his head buried into my core
" Oh " my hand flies to the back of his head keeping there." Oh My God! Ughh Yes " I scream as an orgasm ripples through me .. I removes my hand from his head and slowly comes back up ..
" If you altered the reality why is she still here .. because Inéz is curious and she doesn't want to leave yet .. "
" Curious " I repeat as He latches his mouth onto my buds and shuts me up ... He takes his time sucking and lightly bites it .doing the same for the second , I start grinding against him not being able to hold myself any longer , but he pins my waist
" Patience !" He places himself at my entrance and slowly slips it in
" Damon ! ... " I moan out but turn to face Inéz who is going through my things now .. she's basically making herself feel at home
" Inés has some explaining to do " he whispers in between kisses as he cintinues thrusting into me .. I wrap my legs tight around his waist for easy access and damn it feels good ! .. I feel my eyes roll to the back as I go lapse in pleasure , he doesn't stop .. I squeeze him tight as I feel a burst of pleasure, and at the same time he grunts and falls to the side of the bed .. I turn my back to him , snuggling closer but backing him and watch inéz , as she takes my clothes and sniffs it .. weird but cute
" I doubt Ramiro's gonna like this ! " He kisses my neck ..
" He won't " .. " is that my briefs ?" I ask him as I wtach her carry it ..
" This is so weird " it is .. I watch her grind her thighs together driving for pleasure .. She Deeps her hands inside her skirts ..
" Okay close your eyes " ! I exclaim and cover Damon's eyes... He chuckles
" Why are my eyes being covered .. ?" .
" Because you can't watch that " he doesn't argue so I remove my hands move up so I'm facing him , and we talk .... Whiling away the time inéz uses to masturbate and moan against my brief ..
" Poor Ramiro " Damon sighs
" Don't mock my brother "
" I'm not .. I actually like him most .."
" More than me ?" I raise a brow
" Yes because that's what I've proven beyond doubt " he scoffs with a smile and pushes me on my back ...
" I love you " he whispers against my lips before kissing me ..