10. I feel something for you

*Cagla narrates*

Everything will be fine? Is Ali listening to what she says? That harpy will stay here and it will surely be until night. Furthermore, I have realized that he will do everything possible to return to Gokhan and be close to him, now more than ever I realize that "Hate at first sight" does exist. Well, I've only known Kara for ten minutes and I already hate her as if I had known her for a long time. Also, why does she hug him? Why is she so affectionate with him? If the last thing Gokhan lacks is affection and if he were missing, the only one who could give it to him would be me and no one else. But she has the advantage, she is prettier than me, she has a good body and she is the same age as him, Gokhan is alive... And it is obvious that he will prefer her a thousand times over and not a stupid girl like me . Although now that I think about it stop everything, from what Gokhan has told me he has been in love with me since I was little but it could be a lie, although he wishes it were true and maybe just maybe it is true. I believe in Gokhan and he wouldn't lie not to me, he wouldn't stand it if he was like that.

*Gokhan narrates*

The six of us are sitting on the large sofa in the living room watching television while we make time to cook and so on according to Ali. This is something uncomfortable, what do I say? This is SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE since on one side I have Cagla and on the other the stupid Kayra, although I can't say stupid to a girl I was with because in this case the stupid one would be me. Anyway, I only liked her, I never wanted her, much less never loved her. Not like Cagla, my little Cagla, for her I feel pure and true love.

Ali:-It's already 10:28 and I'm a little thirsty. What do you think if we make a smoothie, bring lots of fruits to make it, would you like?

Asya: -Of course. It's been a long time since I've had one, since so far on vacation I haven't tried it yet, but the problem is that we don't have to (snort).

Kara:-But I do, my dear Asya. Let's go to the kitchen to prepare it, okay?

Asya: -Come on, sisi. (I accept immediately since I urgently need to try a smoothie again, even though Kara is one of Gokhan's ex-girlfriends that I like the least, she is good and helpful so I will accept.) Cagla, are you coming? with us?

Cagla: -I'll go, but then...I'll be in your room for a few minutes since I'll call and talk to Orhan my brother to find out how he and his mom and dad are doing.)

Asya: -Okay friend, go but don't be late! Gokhan, what will you do? * I get up from the couch and we are on our way to the kitchen with Ali and Kayra. I only hear Gokhan say that he is going to take a bath, how strange if today he had told me that he had already taken a bath today when he got up. I don't give it any importance because Kara is already starting to teach me how to make a smoothie, so we close the kitchen door to be quieter.

Gokhan:-* Cagla will go to Asya's room and she will be alone. Which is why I'm going to be with her. Thank goodness my stupid sister believed me when I said "I'll go take a bath again" Hahaha, deluded.

*Cagla narrates*

I go up the stairs and straight to Asya's room. I noticed that Gokhan was coming after me but I didn't pay attention to him since I had to talk to Orhan and my parents. I was also a little upset with Gokhan and even more so with his visit. I don't like stupid Kara, I don't even like her anymore. who only comes for Gokhan. I enter Asya's room but Gokhan tries to stop me but it's too late because I have closed the door in his face, he is asking me to open it but I can't since I am talking on the phone with Orhan who is telling me that they will only come on Thursday which makes me happy since I will be staying with Asya longer. Ten minutes have already passed and I say goodbye to Orhan and my parents, so I decide to open the door and Gokhan immediately enters and locks the door. I just ignore him and go sit on the edge of the bed.

Gokhan:-Cagla, we have to talk.

Cagla: -I don't want to do it. (I cross my arms.

Gokhan: -I'm not interested, just give me a few minutes to tell you everything and then if you want I'll leave.

Cagla: -I won't listen to you. And I will ignore you.

Gokhan: -Do it, even if it's just I'll be calm for having explained everything to you.

Cagla: -Okay, start.

Gokhan: -Kara was my girlfriend last year, we lasted five months but she cheated on me and it all ended, the truth is that I liked her, I liked her but she was very crazy about me, every study trip she always takes when she comes back she comes to visit me with the intention that go back to her but I won't, I won't go back to her or any ex I have and do you know why? Because I just liked all of them, none of them caught my attention as much as you because my first thought was always you and the only one I always wanted was you, no one else.

Cagla:-(All the anger had gone away immediately, I think for the first time I believed in Gokhan's words.) And what do you mean by that?

Gokhan: -I love you and now more than ever I want you to be my girlfriend. I don't care at all, I've waited a long time for this and if it's because of age it doesn't matter either since they are little numbers, what a bummer.

Cagla:-Gokhan...me