CHAPTER 6

I was taken to a separate room with a door. single bed and nothing else. the room was empty. I was pushed inside the room with a force wish made me fall, I couldn't steady myself I knew there would be fresh wounds on my knee.

''this is where you will be staying for now. and mind you if you mess up, you will join those girls over there. pray let the boss not get tired of you.''

I did not even respond to her or look at her. I was just looking around the room. there was an old-looking cupboard by the corner of the room. no curtain, the widow was just open like that. I notice another door. how I wish it was an escape door. I open the toilet that can not even contain me. This is my home now, I will survive it. I open the old-looking cupboard, a first aid kit nothing else.

I was given two days rest, it was as if I did not exit. no one looked for. they just bring me food every afternoon. I was grateful for that. I was not expecting it. I thought they would leave me to starve. Holiday time is over, and suffering and pain continue. The same lady who brought me into this room came in the evening after two days of my recovery.

''take your bath and wear this cloth.''

''where are you taking me to?''

''did you think you were here to eat and sleep? you are alive to please the boss. Don't waste my fucking time.'' I know that if I want to be alive, I need to obey. I went to the restroom, bathed, and, wear the see-through dress with crazy undies that I don't know what it is called. after that, I quietly followed her and also observed everything that was going on. I can't see everything because it is late and everywhere is dark, screaming, begging, whimpers, the soundings. I can not imagine what those girls are going through now. a few days ago, I was crying, screaming, and begging like this. I know that it will be my turn if I reach where they are taking me. I am not escaping it this night. and I pray that I survived it. I was taken to the main building.

The room I was taken to was very big. I can get a room and a sitting room from it when divided. She left me all alone in the room. there was no one there that is what I thought because the man they called boss was there. he came out from another door be the restroom. he quietly walks up to me, staring at me from head to toe as if he is checking me out. I was looking at him with no fear in my eyes. I have buried all fears deep in my heart. I won't gain anything from fear so why will I be afraid when I know that there are two things involved? is either I am his whore or I die but I prefer being used by him than his bodyguards. After looking at me for something, he chuckled and shook his head.'

''proving strong? you are not afraid of me.''

''why will I when it can not save me? it won't take away the pain. I'm just a fifteen-year-old girl who lost to the world. am weak, I can't fight. I don't have the strength to even if I want to.''

''scream like your fellow girls.''

''if I scream no one will hear me. no one will save me so why waste the little little energy that is left me? I can't waste it. I need it to live.'' He looked at me without saying anything just giving me a deadly smile that made me shiver inside. I'm not letting him know that I am frightened. a guy came in with a tray. seeing what is inside it makes me more scared but I covered it immediately so that he will not notice. Four syringes with a yellowish liquid in them with also a small bottle with that same substance in it. The guy drops the tray and looks at me briskly before leaving the room. I don't know what is that but I know that am dead.