Chapter 5

•Robert's POV•

'Jealous? Is that what you call it?'

"Pfft. No!" Of course I denied it. I wonder what gave him that impression. I just don't like how ran off to fuck someone else so quickly‚ just like Desna did. It makes me feel...like I'm not good enough...

Nate stares at me for a moment longer. I already stopped pacing around‚ so I wouldn't look any more like I'm getting crazy. I am new to all this shit. I slept with best friend and now I...I just don't know anymore.

"Yes you are."

I wrinkle my nose‚ moving my hands and placing them on my hips. Nate has known me for most of my life by now. Safe to say he knows me better than I know myself‚ and he can always see right through me no matter how hard I try to hide it. I mean I guess that's how we became so close. We understand each other.

I slowly look away from him‚ but he grabs my chin making me look at him. I tense up as I'm not used to having this kind of contact between each other. Yesterday happened and there's no going back now and I don't want to change anything. Deep down inside I know it's true.

"What are you afraid of?" He asks me before he lowers his hand and folds his arms. His biceps bulging while his chest puffs up a little aswell. I guess he does have a hot body and I don't think that because I'm drunk.

His question has me thinking and wondering‚ why he's asking me that. "I'm not afraid of anything."

"You're doing that thing were you turn away from your problems and just act like they don't exist. This on the other hand isn't some random problem. This is your life Robert...I just want you to be honest with yourself." Nate says.

"But...I am..."

"No..." He scoffs‚ shaking his head. "You're not. You got hard for me first‚ remember?"

I swallow hard‚ feeling how my adan's apple bobs‚ nodding my head. "Yes."

And then there's a moment of silence. He steps closer to me and he soon grabs right onto my crotch‚ "Even now. You're hard again..."

My eyes widen and quickly look down. He's right‚ I am hard!

"You want this just as bad as I do Robert." Nate starts to rub his hand all over my dead. My jacks slacking as I exhale a heavy breath‚ trying my best to hold it together. What is he doing to me? "Stop resisting Robert."

"N-nate..." I gasp. "Please stop..." I plea as I look away.

Nathan steps closer and stands where he whispers right next to my ear. "Come on Robert. We both know you want to fuck me. You should've seen the look on your face last night. The moment my cock was buried inside you ..how you screamed my name..."

"Shut up!"

"Don't be scared. Daddy won't bite...but if you won't give me what I want‚ I can always take it someplace else."

Is he taunting me? Well it's working for sure. I didn't fucking like seeing him with that woman. That was supposed to be me! Me alone! I don't share what's mine. Ever!

"I said‚ shut the fuck up!" I snap‚ slamming against the nearest locker and then smashing my lips against his. I fucking kiss him.

Nathan drops his back in the floor as his strong hands grab onto my shirt. I never had such a rough make out session with anyone before‚ but Nathan was just really breaking it out of me. I don't know what just came over me but I can't help it.

"Mmm..." Nathan hummed and pretty soon he tugged down my boxer. I let out a hushed moan when he rubs my cock before I pump my hips letting it glide across his hand.

"Fuck... on your knees!" I demanded and Nathan didn't hesitate kneeling down. As soon as his mouth wrapped around my cock‚ I held his head down and pushed my cock deep in. "Uhg!" I can't express how this is making me feel.

He sucks and stuffs my cock into his mouth. His hands gripping my thighs while his head bobs up and down. Ignoring my moans and mewls as he keeps eating my dick non-stop.

My cock gets completely soaked in saliva and the more he sucks it‚ the deeper it goes in. No gag reflex and not even any sign that he choking despite my size. He is skillfully giving me blowjob while his throat feels warm and tight as hell. This is more like heaven on earth to me.

"Ahhg Nate!! I'm close!" I cry as soon as my abs tighten and the tension in my body increases. I wanted to warn him because I wasn't certain that he would want to swallow all that cum. But Nathan showed now signs of stopping.

My orgasm crawled down my spine to my grown. As soon as it reaches my cock‚ I hold my hands against the wall as I spill my warm seeds inside his mouth. Feeling how his throat and tongue pumps it all out as he swallows everything. Holy fuck.

As soon as Nate pulls off‚ I stumble back‚ falling back on the bench. My cock throbbing as it still stood hard while my hands held onto the edges of the bench‚ so I won't fall over. Nate was already standing up when I looked at him‚ smiling at me. I can see the bulge in his shorts and he looks so proud‚ not to hide it from me.

"As much as I want to continue this. I rather prefer cleaning myself off first. I don't want you to taste someone else on my cock....you deserve it fresh and raw."

Is that what he thinks‚ I'm thinking right now? My cheeks are flushed as I quickly shove my dick back inside my shorts. Nathan made me feel really good‚ I do want to return the favour‚ but he's right. I don't want to taste another woman on his dick. Just don't want to have such a reminder in my mouth.

I slowly stand up and make sure my clothes are standing right‚ before looking at him. I'm not sure what happens now. It's clear that things are about to change between us.

"You're right. I am afraid of a lot of things." I say to him and then slowly I scratch the back of my neck. I'm finding this hard to admit myself. "I'm afraid of what this could do to us. Our friendship is the best thing that ever happened to me. After my breakup with Desna....I don't was us to end up like that."

"We won't." Nate made it clear how sure he was of himself. He held my face in his hands and slowly rested his forehead against mine. "I am willing to give it a try if you are Robert. But can't you see it? You and I are made for each other...always have been. You feel something for me deep down inside and I will give you a chance to explore it. But don't you ever fucking push me away like that again!"

I smile at him. When did Nathan become such a romantic? "Yea."

The answer doesn't seem good enough for Nate as he rather quickly shoves me against another locker. Such a strong grip‚ I know I can resist whenever I wanted to‚ but I don't. I just stare at his fiery gaze another dark side I never saw in him before. "I'm fucking serious Robert."

"So am I." I grab his collar and press my lips against his. We kiss and only this time it's slow and sensual.

Maybe Nathan and I are connected. I do want to explore that.