Aidan

All my life I was raised to be this loving caring person, the shoulder to lean and cry on, the man of the house when I get married, the father of a loving family, not saying none of them are not humanly satisfying.  But it hard to believe on this imagination, when you have to grown out of your childhood so young. All because daddy couldn't keep it on his pants, and blamed the wife for all the misfortunes. Why do the wife have to carry the burden, why is she the one that suffer the worst end, when the man that was Supposed to be her husband, her protector, left her all alone in the darkness unable to be save, because it was to late, to late to see my mother dying in front of my eyes. Her leaving me break a part of me that was unable to repair, for years of being by myself, years of blaming myself, the satin of a form of human decided it is what is it, no it isn't, one way or another he will feel my pain, because I don't cared if I have to go through it all to make it happen I will, when a opportunity struck your way never left it invalidate. Welcome to the Johnson family Mr Aidan your father is waiting for you inside, with the brightest smiles on my faces I walk in my father mansion, did I tell you how much I detest my father family, oh not yet, sit tight, it going to be a long ride.   And a long individuals battle I will make it turn into, and when am done everyone will feel every emotions I battle up inside my head day and night, I hate the way that I long for at least a guidance from my father, let alone some affection, but he have it all for his other family , he make it seem like everything wrong between us was build by a barrier build by my mom, but I know my mother, a caring, loving person her compassion toward others lead her toward that fate.    And I won't stop at nothing to pay my father every single pain he caused me and her, so if I got to go through it the dirty way forgive me, no one going to get spared, her life ended because he didn't know any better, so I will teach them how to be a better person.