Torn between two hearts

The kiss was passionate and very deep like we were both hungry and starving for each other. 

But it didn't last; I got hold of myself and broke the kiss as Jack blinked at me.

The kiss was a mistake, this is a mistake. You're just my friend and nothing less. Just get this in your head and quit kissing me, "I snapped, ed calmly. 

 I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that," he muttered, his gaze darting away from mine.

He seemed just as shocked as I was, his expression a mixture of surprise and uncertainty.

"I... I didn't mean to..." he stammered, his words trailing off.

I didn't know what to say again. My mind was racing with a whirlwind of emotions, and I couldn't find the right words to express them. Was this just a moment of confusion, or was there something more between us?

Before I could contemplate further, Jack spoke up again, apologizing, his voice barely above a whisper. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that."

I shook my head, trying to clear my thoughts. "No, it's... it's okay," I replied softly, shocked by my response, feeling a strange sense of vulnerability wash over me.

We stood there in silence for a moment, neither of us knowing what to say next. It was as if the air between us had strongly become charged with tension, and I could feel my heart pounding against my chest.

Finally, Jack broke the silence. "I think... I think we should forget that ever happened," he suggested tentatively.

I nodded, unaware of what I was doing at that moment, unsure of how to respond. Part of me wanted to push him away, to pretend that nothing had changed between us. But another part of me couldn't deny the undeniable chemistry that had sparked and ignited between us in that fleeting moment.

 I woke up the next day thinking about what happened and I felt so guilty I couldn't help 

I love Kelvin so much, but this torment is too much for me to handle, especially with Jack involved.

 As I left the room, I was really confused with my mind field with questions, and one thing was certain: things were about to get more complicated. What did this kiss mean for our friendship? And what did it mean for my relationship with Kelvin?

 I was confused and tired. I really need to tell Kelvin about it even though I wasn't the one who initiated the kiss, I still reciprocated

 Sighing tiredly, I I fell into my bed exhausted I needed sleep to clear my head and taught

 The next morning dawned, and after explaining everything to Faith over the phone, I reluctantly made my way to school. Even though Jack had urged me to forget about it all, I couldn't shake the memory of how his lips felt against mine. Oh, dear, I needed to move on. I tried my best to avoid meeting his gaze in school.

"Why are you acting like that?" Kelvin's concerned voice broke through my thoughts. I didn't know what to do; I wanted to tell Kevin because it was the right thing to do. So, I decided to confess.

"Are you ready to talk now?" Kelvin asked gently, his hand giving my thigh a reassuring rub.

"Yes," I replied, steeling myself for his reaction.

"So, yesterday... I and Jack went swimming," I began, noticing the change in Kelvin's expression. He had never been fond of my friendship with jack 

"And," he said, trying to keep calm and mask his unease with a forced smile.

"I slapped him, and he got really upset with me," I continued, pausing for a moment.

"Don't tell me he hit you back," Kelvin interjected, his frown deepening.

"No, he wouldn't do that," I reassured him.

"So..." Kelvin prompted, his concern palpable.

"I went to his room to apologize for slapping him, and he kissed me," I admitted, feeling Kelvin's hands stiffen.

"And what did you do?" he asked, his tone strained. I could see the hurt in his eyes, and it pained me.

"I kissed him back," I replied, feeling confused, unable to tear my gaze away from him.

"Did he force you to kiss him?" Kelvin asked his voice now low and tense.

"No, he didn't," I replied, shaking my head with tears parting ways in my eyes 

Silence hung heavy between us as we both processed the revelation.

"Why did you kiss him back?" Kelvin finally broke the silence, his voice tinged with hurt and confusion.

 I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that," I muttered, with his gaze darting away from mine.

He seemed just as shocked as I was, his expression a mixture of surprise and uncertainty.

"I... I didn't mean to..." stammered, my words trailing off.

I didn't know what to say again. My mind was racing with a whirlwind of emotions, and I couldn't find the right words to express them. Was this just a moment of confusion, or was there something more between it

 We stood there in silence for a moment, neither of us knowing what to say next. It was as if the air between us had become charged with tension, and I could feel my heart poundin hard against my chest.

 So I came closer to him, cupping his face in my hands before kissing him tenderly. It took a moment, but Kelvin eventually responded, his lips meeting mine with warmth and familiarity.

"You're the only one, I promise," I whispered, punctuating my words with gentle kisses.

"I promise I won't kiss anyone else but you," I vowed, kissing him again, savoring the taste of his lips.

"You promise you won't leave me for some other guys?" Kelvin's voice was playful, but I could sense the underlying insecurity.

"I won't, I promise," I reassured him, sealing my promise with another kiss. He laughed, returning my affection as we playfully kissed, momentarily forgetting the tension that had gripped us.

 ...,...........

 Kelvin sighed as he walked into an empty classroom, where Jenny had told him to meet up with her. When he saw her, she smiled coyly before sauntering towards him.

"So... have you done anything yet?" Jenny asked, but Kelvin remained silent, his thoughts elsewhere.

"Don't even tell me that ever since you started dating her, you've only kissed her," Jenny prodded, her tone laced with skepticism.

"Well, that's boring," she exclaimed, placing her hands on Kelvin's shoulders in an attempt to draw him closer.

"No, no, we really can't be doing this, Jenny," Kelvin said firmly, gently removing her hands from his shoulders.

"What do you mean?" Jenny asked, her annoyance palpable.

I don't think we can continue with this"I'm breaking up with you," he declared, his tone resolute.

Common Kelvin"You can't," she protested, disbelief etched across her face 

"Well, I'm doing it," Kelvin reaffirmed, standing his ground.

"What are you trying to say here? Don't tell me you love her now," Jenny retorted, her voice tinged with hurt and indignation.

"Yes, I do. I really can't deny it anymore. She's different, special to me," Kelvin admitted, his gaze unwavering.

"Kelvin, you Loved me first," Jenny reminded him, desperation creeping into her voice.

"Does it matter, Jenny? Common, You're a whore; everyone has been with you," Kelvin retorted, his words stinging with the harsh truth. Jenny recoiled, emotionally hurt, tears in her eyes as she realized Kelvin's sincerity.

"You think you'll have a perfect relationship?" she scoffed, forcing a smile through her pain.

"I don't think, I know," Kelvin asserted confidently.

"How amusing. Your little girlfriend will be so surprised when I tell her the real reason you wanted to date her in the first place," Jenny threatened, a malicious glint in her eyes. Kelvin's heart sank at the thought.

"She won't even believe you," Kelvin countered, hoping Emily would see through Jenny's lies.

"I know she won't. I've tried it before

"But if she sees some evidence, she'll believe me, right?" Jenny taunted, before laughing cruelly and walking away, leaving Kelvin to grapple with the sinking feeling in his chest.

At that moment, Kelvin knew he had messed up, and the consequences could be dire.

To be continued...