I have never been who she had desired and loved.

At Quinn Mansion, 

Catrin had returned home earlier than Idris. She had a frown on his face.

When the butler saw her entering the house, he politely approached her. "Madam, you have arrived early. The lunch is almost prepared. Just a little while more and I will ask someone to serve it to you." 

Catrin waved her hand to dismiss the butler. "I arrived for something else. Go, do your job." With that, she walked past him. Heading straight towards the stairs. 

Just as she had taken the first step, she halted with some thought and turned to look back over her shoulders. "And yes, later, Ryan would be coming," she said, her voice sounding sure. "When he is here, let me know." 

Before Mr. Cole could respond, Catrin was already on her way, upstairs. Behind her, the butler could only nod to her departing figure.