Chapter Eleven Against My Wish

Bella turned back on seeing Jack at her apartment. 

"What the hell are you doing here". She said without even turning around to see his face. 

"Is this how you are going to continue acting stupid". Jack said as he held Bella's hand and turned her face towards him. 

"Am not being stupid Jack, I am only doing what I feel and know is best for me".

"It seems you are a little bit tensed up, why don't we have dinner at the cafe later in the day". Jack wore a gentle smile on his face. 

"Stop being so affectionate, I know you are only looking forward to a way of demanding sex from me. There's no point anyway, I am really busy and would not be able to come". Bella replied so quickly as she freed her hand from his grip. 

"That's the problem I have with you, you always think sarcastically about whatever I say". Jack said with a grin on his face.

"That's not the fact either".

"Then what's the fact?, it's best you just spit out whatever you have to say and stop keeping me tense here". Jack quickly said as he held on to his breath.

"Stay away from me Jack, stay away from me. I don't want you". 

Bella's words were so piercing on Jack he regarded himself as a fool for developing feelings for one who doesn't even want him around her. 

"Why now, why now when you are carrying me child". He asked, hiding his feelings. 

"Listen, I can't hang out with a guy who is so introverted and that's exactly the type you are. You do not care about me but only your child, that's what you are after not me". Bella shouted at him as tears dropped down her eyes. 

"You are taking a hard decision Bella and it's going to hurt you. I can feel your pain only from your words". Jack said as he used the back of his palm to wipe Bella's tears from her cheek.

"Just stop it Jack, don't even bother trying to persuade me. I think it's best you go back to Bianca, she is the one for one not me".

Jack's contest was changed immediately on hearing the name of Bianca, he was so sure that someway Bianca had laid these thoughts into Bella's mind. 

"Is all this about Bianca?". His voice was so firm that Bella could perceive his anger.

"Yes". Bella's heart skipped faster as she replied so quietly. 

"What sort of thoughts has she been putting into you that makes you believe her". Jack questioned her with his face already filled with anger. 

"I do not want to be an intruder between you both love so I think you saw any from me". Bella said in a shaky voice. 

"We are not in a relationship and if there was any between us it's over and cannot be fixed". Jack said with firmness on his face. 

"I know there's nothing between the both of you but that's not my point here". Bella went quite as she recalled what Bianca had told her at the club the other day *he is just going to dump you the way he has done to other girls*.

"Then what's your point?, are you going to just stop your suspense thriller here and stop keeping me tense". Jack shouted at her as he was already getting tired of waiting for her to finally say what was in her mind. 

"I don't  want to develop any feelings for you Jack. You might end up dumping me the way you did to other girls after having fun with them". Bella snapped.

"And where exactly did you get that sort of rubbish from". Jack was so surprised by what she had just said. 

"That's definitely not your business. If you excuse me I have things to do". Bella said as he turned to leave but Jack held her back.

"That's definitely my business, you just can't say things about me and expect to ignore what you say". He said as he tightened his grip.

"If you insist". Bella said as Jack nodded his head in a manner of saying yes. 

"Bianca".

"I should have expected that from her. Why the hell would you believe whatever trash she had said to you....". He was cut short by Bella.

"Because she's your ex-girlfriend". Bella said quickly and almost immediately as he was about to complete his statement.

"You don't have to believe whatever she tells you because they are all lies and she is doing this because she wants us to get back together". Jack was already filled with anger as he thought of why Bianca had said all those lies about him to Bella.

"I will talk to you later. I have some things to fix right now". Jack said as he loosened his grip on Bella's hand and turned to leave.

Bella could feel her heart skip harder as Jack turned back towards her. He stood in front of her for some seconds without saying any word and then he lowered his head towards hers with his lips touching hers. Bella tried to stop him but he pressed her lips firmly against his as he coaxed her so gently and slowly. 

"Good night". Jack said she he stepped back into his car. 

"I wish I could let you know the complications of my pregnancy now but that would only hurt your feelings and break your heart. I can't do that now, I would only wait for the perfect time". Bella said to herself as Jack drove out as she thought of how Jack might feel when he found out about her complications.

Bianca's heart skipped as she leaped with a feeling of joy when she finally got a text from Jack after a long while. She knew that Jack was finally going to accept her back but maybe her thinking was wrong probably after she read the text. She could feel and sense the seriousness and firmness that accompany the text. 

*Meet me in my office tomorrow*.