CHAPTER 23: NO MORE US

Louisa gave Josh the tightest hug with tears son I thought you have left us for ever, the thought is always hitting me hard, but now am beginning to pray to talk to that good man upstairs as I know how, still holding on too each other, but when I saw your call that the driver should come and pick you, I was so glad, within Josh he thought am your son in-law no where to go after some minutes more he released him, Wow!! He exclaimed what a fine place, Josh said yes my dear I think changing location and house will help Precy condition, Josh never mentioned his secret journey to Malawi, but the whole place was so beautiful, it was a complete mansion on the eye brow of Mombasa, after the incident Josh deposited over two million dollars into Louisa account for the treatment of Precy.

Louisa told the new maid Matta to take him around after he has forced him to eat, the house is so big she compelled him that another part of the Mansion has been furnished for him no more staying in the hotel, with all he explanation, she insisted and told the driver to follow him to the hotel to pack his things, Son please I want you in the house that why I bought the biggest one ''I always thank God for you, You are just the best friend, I pray earnestly my son so that Precy will be well the first thing am telling her'' is for her to marry you' you are the son I did not have, he hugged her because she had started crying again.

Josh waited in the sitting room area, relaxing but worried about everything, the consummation, the mental health of his wife, as he was reading the report from Dr. Candace still believed the incident after tests run has affected her mental health while her colleague is always against the outcome of the tests. According to his own procedure , tests, and findings as well is not about her mental health she needs time to recover fully among the people she loves this two doctors assign to her by the family and the kenya medical department they are always at logger head concerning Precy medical state. Matta the new maid came to call him that Precy is awake in his tastefully furnished apartment in another part of the mansion he walked up the big white stairs looking as if is leading to heaven as he walked up looking at the two big chandelier on the stairs he could remember a particular shining stage with light where Precy and him had performed few years ago and after the fans gave them the name'' Hearts of Gold'' because their performance was so spectacular with their ,death spiral, edge jumps, the triple axle dazzling the whole judges and the crowd they got gold medals

He knocked on the door with no body answering, he could see her skinning back because since the time she was discharged, she will face the wall crying, she is always forced to eat and to take her drugs, she turned back and smile faintly, he sat at the side of the bed, and put his palm on his her cheek, I miss you always, your innocent smile, our training, our joint in Paris, she gently remove his hand she does not always wanted to be remembered those thing, and Josh think this are some of the things worth remembering.

 He tried to turn back her face but she snapped'' there is no more us'' he took my body Josh, looking into his eye intensely with fear and horror he comes in the night to hurt me, Josh he have my body this is one of the phrase that use to drive him crazy, Precy please what about our dream, our goal, all those effort, our game together and the biggest one to both of us'' our hearts of Gold'' is not only for us but for the world our dream is to help and heal the world.

She looked more terrified, trying to leave the bed shouting ''No more us'' as she was about to fall off the bed Josh tried to carry her back with his hand he has forgotten the hand as not healed to that extend it was like electric shock tore his right palm, he still held her back into the bed with excruciating pain in his palm, he remember the day he hit the wall in anger as she kept saying her body belongs to Zengo, not that he was angry with her but against the situation they put his secret wife; sometimes his mind will not be able to process the pains she is going through, he called the driver to take him back to the hospital.

Dr Candace after checking his palm, she told him though getting healed, but another torn ligament she asked what really happened, after explaining, she told Josh about the mental health of his pair, and advice him that she should be hospitalized again, she told him he is always on her mind, Josh has tried on several occasion to tell Candace it can never work, Precy is more than a pair to him, his mind did not agree with the decision of taking Precy back to hospital, he could see the tearful face of priest Fernadez talking to him about her dead daughter so he knows this is not about Mental health and with Candace advances he is feeling like not trusting her with the health of his secret wife and sporting pair Precy.

As Candace is a distraction at his left hand despite one of the doctors so is coach Roy who has made up his mind by all means is going to uproot him from been a pair with Precy he has given up before on them but looking at the pace of time that if Josh should start training again he can still make it to 2004 Olympics, sometime coach Roy is so obsessed with the medals, and the training, he lost he marriage of nine years to tournaments, though such a good coach is work his is live he will tell Josh that is what he is living for but despite that Josh want the medals like any other thing he does not want to lose precious relationship like his marriage he thank his star for the secret marriage it has been his driving force.